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Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
he lives in germany
but we are just friends

he lives around the corner
but he is afraid of his urges

he lives with his wife
drinking iced coffee and settling

he lives for me
but i would not die for him

he lives with his mom
so we can never meet up

he lives with demons
and i am no exorcist

he lives alone
but his heart is occupied

he lives nowhere
modern-day nomad

he lives in canada
with no desire to return

he lives in baldwin hills
but cannot afford all of his bills

he lives in south central
with no bars on his windows

he lives on the east coast
dedicated to success

he lives in the dorms
studying medicine

he lives on camera
but is dead behind closed doors

he lives....

he lives in my head
but i already know
i do not occupy a thought
in his
Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
will you promise to
take the pain away
i need a solid yes
i heard you are more
than capable
but....
i hear you are dangerous
an acquired high
an ultimately ferocious ride
i just want to feel the numbness
the euphoria
the bliss
for this feeling
i am more than willing
to gamble
with my life
life always takes a gamble
on me
two can play this game
call me vivica
Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
it is astounding
how you taste so good
but offer me no
real nutritional value
no real benefit
i just sop you up
without hesitation
without any inquisition
Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
She stayed with
a church hat on
and peppermint candy
in her pocketbook
a razor next to her *****
flashy yet classy
cheetah or leopard print
on the off days
her voice transported
all who heard it
back to kinston, north carolina
with a mouth full of either
***** or green tea
she was an anomaly
she was a blessing
a woman who
stayed awake
to ensure her children
and their children
and their children
would have sweet dreams
dreams that would become
their reality
she was joy personified
unconditional love
i knew her
i loved her
i am her
for she is
within me
i owe her
nothing less than
undying strength
the same strength that
brought her from
the rural banks of kinston
to the cracked sidewalks
of watts
to her own home
in compton
to her final days
in the california desert
the same strength
that carried her back
home
to the loving arms
of God
and her rightful place
in Paradise
Granny, I miss you.
February 16th, 1929-October 24th, 2018
Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
in order to awaken
i must first fall asleep
i must dream
i must experience
a few nightmares
i must die
in order to be reborn
why must i fear
when i know ascension
is near
Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
the more
one lingers
the more
one
becomes resistant to
transformation
on the other side of the game
is where abundance
will be found
but first
in order to attain
the treasure
one seeks
one must accept
that they are the treasure
themselves
Gray Ndiaye Jul 2019
beauty will only
show up in the mirror
once you liberate yourself
from the solitary confinement
of your mind

....give it time
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