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Sep 2021 · 80
Feel in faded
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Heavy laden glimpses of gloom,
Dollops of the dystopian dynasty.
My vigor saw no boundary
Persona mid bloom
A dark  thought did my way come........
A very subtle one..........
At first
Neutral
I scarce·ly noticed it touched me.....
This conundrum......
Picking off thoughts
Gained momentum
I scoffed
Let this thought not shade me
It did
........I didn't see......
A vacuum full of gravity
And so I went through greivious
lengths to forget
and yet still
I sit sullen
and still
And still I brood......
There can never
Be
Anything
Not
Wrought
With
Vanity
Sep 2021 · 155
Thin
Delton Peele Sep 2021
The only evidence known to exist
Is locked in the midst of my psyche............
And f.y.i.......
I'm in culpable remiss on this
And anyway it's strictly here say
At least that's what I'm told .
But don't quote me on that!
K ?
So you want to ask me another question?
Wait !
can you ask me a question without asking me a question?
Sep 2021 · 64
Unintittled
Delton Peele Sep 2021
This blood
Wich flows
.....From me.....
The very essence of me
You want
Me to trade with you
For bacteria laden
Parchment
With fine fillagree
Only
I can't have a full trade
Because
Someone says
They want some for allowing
Us to exchange
This way...
And then if I want to trade with someone else
They want some of that to?
Then if I die
They want all of it?
I don't know if I'm really comfortable
With that
Isn't that considered pimpin
Me out?
Delton Peele Sep 2021
You say,
Hey
To me.
Then
I say
Nothing!
We are same?
maybe
same same?
Less than maybe!
We're not same team.
Definite.
Sep 2021 · 60
This isn't poetry
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Russian roulette ...... perfectly fine ....
In fact play it at night on the freeway.....
On foot dressed in black....
But so help me
Don't you dare hang around
Anybody who hasn't been shot yet.......
Cause this vaccine is meant to keep us safe
As long as we aren't" exposed "
To it........
So we can protect"
Those who can't take the shot..".
We feel sorry for them
But not the ones who won't get it.

Ca
Sep 2021 · 76
K?
Delton Peele Sep 2021
K?
Undistractable
One of the rarest times
Since I can't remember when.
Shocked
Unable to select the emotional response
To benefit.
Then again
Being jaded
It feels good to experience a true
Emotion
Sep 2021 · 105
Struct
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Suns goin down over
A velvet dessert
Purple skyline
Golden cactus throwing looooong
Shadow
....Sun flickers.....  
Like a shimmering glass of red wine
Darkening
Quietly
..Darkening..
Then it's gone
An alls ya can hear is crickets
And a band of rouge coyotes
Laughin it up
Round a fresh ****
Just close enough ta stress me
Im wounded
I lie clutching my chest
tryin to coalesce
My ******* heart
Still  swoonin over a love ...
I guess is gon moved on....
I Ain't tryin to purty it up none
I'm older than I think
Probably stink...I talk outa sink
Still got ink in the pen ......
I just can't think of what to ......write......


Rieeeet?


Tip my hat Ma'am
wink
Whistle whistle
Heeyaw
Lightning crack smack the horse
On the ***
And I'm
Back in the saddle again....
Sep 2021 · 113
Oh po et mē
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Poetry?
What a journey !
Huh?!?
hasn't it been?
Listen my friend
Its not right
Left too many wrongs
To mend
There's been a few
Even back then I knew
I was right
But willing to bend rather than fight
And I know I shouldn't have been
And .....
Over the years I written you
Metaphorically and somehow
You have always helped me to
Understand me .
Sadly.....the hourglass has been broken
So our time has been shortened
I want to write beautiful
All I can say is.....
Thank you and I'm sorry...
Its too dark for me
To see
To write
Poetry
I love you.......
To be ..........?
Sep 2021 · 78
Lol
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Lol
I may laugh at you
Doesn't mean I want to
An its not cause o your misfortune.
What does is your jumped up joco monkey fit.
And you so in disbelief screaming
"I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN..!"
well if that's true then why you so ****** man?
Delton Peele Sep 2021
1253  lie awake  
Hear the  dry mechanisms
In the clock searching desperately
For any distracting thoughts
Tictictictictic tic tic  tic  tic .  .  .  . . . ......
Finally !....gravity!
compensations mathmatical
Calculations with variables!
This rythm fluctuation in timing
I had thought maybe
I was imagining....I'm not!
It's real in fact perfectly predictable  ....  
its not intermittent
or some symptom
of mechanical failure
The tic of the clock speeding
Then slowing its not the batteries or something discrepant in the machining....
Its so simple  ....
The weight of the second hand being the longest is pulled by gravity.........
so as it hits the six you can hear a lul in the ticking as if it were dangling without tensioning on the gearing
Then you hear slow struggling up to the twelve .
Where it sorta teeters then speeds sounds like it's trying to hold back the sands of time
Time... .
Time..............
h no ......no...please
Let me sleep,
Here comes the wave again
Pain full perfect memory
The clear and present danger
I know is immenment
The discovery ....
They'll see I've been pretending
To be innocent
And my biggest fear
My most mind breaking soul shattering life ending fear.....
Is they will think
I had taken pleasure in
Getting away with it...
So I relive it ...
I transfer myself into the ones who hurt the worst
Become them and absorb the worst case scenario
Over and over......
I lay awake ....
I live the humility of being ...
In the .....
I know I'm guilty wether I'm caught or not.......
I'm not trying to get away with anything .....
I just don't want to get caught...
Suddenly ....
The door slams like at the end of ironsides.....as the footsteps echoing down the hall ...
Louder aproaching
I see a big green question mark
Teetering and ticking above my pursuant....
Ohh no here it comes again
BAM BAM BAM.
this is it
My day of reckoning
Should I run .....
The door is opening
Sep 2021 · 72
O I m n 2 u
Delton Peele Sep 2021
In the orange and red glow
Locked behind iron clad gates
Of no one will ever know
Let the heat from the fire caress you cool shimmering minty tassels of silk
In feverish bliss
A soft wet kiss
Give inhabition to remiss
Give in to this
Let the sounds of pleasures
Lift and set you adrift
honey dew drips from lips
Pulsate with pastel vibrance
Purple to yellow
Slowly set down
Into satin and sweet rest as my voice echoes
I got this

I love you
Sep 2021 · 150
Eyes dreamer
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Your mission ???????
You can't handle.
You wanna try ????
Uuugh    ohhhhhhhh K
So there's a place
Takes no space yet it's real
You can't feel it directly
You can see it digitally !
Allagorically...
The concept will elict difficulties
Set aside ample time to digest
In a safe place
Close your  eyes
Figuritively role them back 180 degrees from vertical
And horizontal plain
Hope fully you're comfortable
And if nothing went wrong you should be in awe
Of the view   .....
Watch what you do....
Welcome to you......
Focus please take a reading of your compass
Stay on task and don't ask questions
Of you may not come out of this
Look to the tempral lobe
In there youll see the hippocampus....
See
Do you see a door that reads
episodic memories are formed and indexed here?
Good this is where you want to be to accept this mission
...
Ready ???
Here it is
This place is the network center
Where every word you
(The collective you and all that
And those that make you "you "
Persona ,the dreamy you
The critical in self awareness you)
Have thought or said .
What I need you to do is read all of them in chronological order
While feeling the emotions you see attached to them .....
When you find ones that wronged or hurt any one
Fix them.....
K ? See you when your done
..........
Want me to lock you in?
What ?
You can't ?
I know
And you shouldn't try

Let it go
And live
My love.........
Life becomes the past so fast
And we're different
So of course you are gonna make
Mistakes
F... Em if they can't fixem
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Can you be like me?
Oh wait if you do
Let me distance myself
Eventually you're going to hurt me.....
And it's going to hurt  
A hundred times more  
And for a million years
And I'm not even gonna wanna be
anywhere near that mess
No no no
Not me
Not havin it
You can keep that ****.
I ain't even playing player
Naw
Uh awe ....
Keep that **** to your **** self
Fureal
It ain't even happen yet and I'm sad
****** *** away from me with all that
Sep 2021 · 118
Posi
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Immaturity suits me
As I'm not old enough yet to
Have the authority
to
Say no to me
Although some time ago
This opportunity
Had been bestowed to me
I declined
Unbeknownst to me.....
.
Em I'm like
I don't G  I  V  E
A
FUNNNNNNN
FUUN FUNNY
HEH
Sep 2021 · 93
Will this ever lesson
Delton Peele Sep 2021
This wrinkle in intrusive batholith
juts high with quickness
Decomposing slowly  I rage upward groping and feeling her nakedness  
I'm ravenous wreckless insatiable
There's only my sanity  to keep me from harm engaged to death
I laugh Ive disabled the alarm
This mountain I take for granted
This granite I color with my blood
I love her so dearly feverishly
I leap and bound
My heart pounds
I know there's gold and crystal my love she seduced me with samples
Under her moss
I heard her say stay
Dig deeper there's more ....
She is my love
She shall always be .....
She will never leave me
she will take my life.......
Some day surely
Its a pact we've made .....
When?
She still won't tell me.......
She calms me .....
For She sees the murderous
Rampage devouring my persona
Under this mask of happy go lucky
lies the Sweet suffocating sullen
Madness and it's wearing so thin.
She says SHHHHHHH
It clears me briefly ...
I muster on.....
As leave ....
The wells fill with salt and saline for to escape from reality
Briefly is sanguine .
Lucidity comes on
Memories flood in
She is the only distraction
I know .....
She keeps the razor from wrist
How many years ....
Gallons of tears ....
How many ?
My Mother sweet Mother
My Father .. Dad ....
I took for granted
My dieng heart longs.
This mountain of granite
Will take my life ...some day
Untill then i know she won't go away..
I try to break her take it all out on her .....
I know she loves me

She stays
She says.

One day it's All happy happy
Then its me me me
Then its what about me
Jealousy
Insecurity
Look at me
Can't you see me?
Can you hear me?
Hey   hello ?
Where'd you go
Vanity ,calamity
Tragedy.
Wait woe no
Help.......
Me
No hey
Don't go
Stop hold me
You can't be......
Gone instantly
Mom
Dad
Me
Alone
Death .
Wretched
Bellicose *****
Maestro of the hollow halls
Echoing from cathedrals of woe
Conductor of maddening maleficent screams ender of dreams......leading the u greatest symphonic misery
Don't look at me..... ..

I don't want to understand you..

I'm sorry because of you....
I'm sorry .....
You can see me
The real me
The bellows that blow gail force winds of the lee's
Continually into the white hot coals of sickening lust burning within
I'm sorry.....
I'm so sorry  for if I could
I would take the blade straight from the forge INVOLENTARILY
Run you through
And end you misery.....
I see you ... .
You can never not be
You take away love
Yet no one loves you
I'm sorry for you.
Is this my lesson
I don't get it  
My pain doesn't lessen
Sep 2021 · 128
Whom so ever shall be ?
Delton Peele Sep 2021
SET THE EMOTIE
TO CONDESCENSION!
Friends countrymen ,
Lend your amendment pen
To me....set the EMOTIE
To  contemplation .......
As you do
Bear in mind this
It is an impossibility
For me ....not to say
If Ye are Roman
allora ti amo amico mio continua!
se sei americano ascolta attentamente
Where is Waldo?
Close your eyes
Let this question echo
Within all who reads
Mind....
In unison through generations
Back in time
Let Emerson hear
"Thank you!
We need you!

NOW LETS SEE!
WHOM SHALL BE ?
WARNING THIS IS A TEST
OF YOUR RESOLUTION
are you or are you not ?
Look yourself in the mirror
Little lamb .......chop
Cute little button tail
Bahe aheaheahahe
Awe didem faiwul?
Course you did little.....
Kid .......
Let your reflection look at you
Five minutes
You can't.......

Oh hey ?
Can you see POWER!
Stars.
stripes.
fireworks.
Smell the tears
The blood  
Gunpowder  
Courage in the face of fear
Hear the screams so clear
Musket fire breaking bones
Frost bitten starving
Knowing they would never again ....
See home ,yet they perceiver ed
Alone .....
Carnage in conditions so severe
Queers lesbians women men
Friends lovers or enemies
Stood and fought side by side
No disrespect meant to those who play same team
Derogatory terms used strictly for shock value .....
I stand in awe and shame for I have not the valor or means to fully convey the magnitude and depths of gratitude
Graciously ,humbly
Thank you ........
Thank you ......
TO THE REST OF YOU
OH HEY?
can you see.....
The scenes
Do you ever stop and think

Of those patriots who lie
In pieces upon the field
Crying
smoke and steam leaving chest cavity
on crimson stained snow carry their soul
Away from the field and shield them from these travesties forever more........
My country ......tis
Or is it our country
Or is it their country
Look in the mirror
Is this fear ?
Are we here
Shall we not ask what we can do
And instead ask what is this country trying to do to you?
.....
Verily Verily I say unto You
If thy country ask of me
As far as my courage allows
That I shall gladly do!
If thy country make me do
I may or may not
And make no mistake
Neck will stiffen and schism
Created
If thy country which I hold dear to me
Force me
Threaten me
Levy unmerited punishment upon me
Extort me
Single me out take from me my inalienable rights
Be little me put me on blast
Set me agin friend and kin
Because I refuse to give in
And not for reason of religion
But because I will not be in sufferance of oppression
Or beatin into subjection of fear....
I will with great raging vehemence stiffen my neck
Stare those who set against me with dominance
I will give nothing measurable unto those who strip me of my home,loved ones clothes or dignities ..
And as a declaration I will stand firm for those cannot out of fear .
Give my life if that's how far they wish to take it .........
I cannot live under the misery of fear anymore.   . That is my way
That is the or was the American way
. ......that is what the legends
....our forefathers died for!
This is the time in wich you are
Pick your poison
If you choose not to choose
Loose your job!
Not enough ?
You get no unemployment!
Unk says blacklist
You won't be employed
You cannot fly ....
You cannot take the buss
You will not get food stamps
No food bank for you
Children taken
Forced
Don't believe me
Just watch!

Take the test which I made references too.....Ralph Waldo Emerson.....
Non conformist
I first heard and read at lake stevens middle school .....changed my life for...ever
Sep 2021 · 208
Glee or zero
Delton Peele Sep 2021
What is this control thing all about ?
Pout !
I can't stand bein told
" You're either in or out."
I do my own thing.
Love me hate me .....
Im me......
You go on and be what you think everyone wants you  to be.
Got that ?
Do that
And don't worry bout
What I do on my time
Cause we're only given so much.
Im  the first to arrive and the last to leave
When you are in need .
I'll give u every thing
But not my life .
Not sayin I won't die for you .
I'm saying I'm loyal
But my life is but once
And it's mine !
Sep 2021 · 70
Stuff
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Emotions
....
These un-understood
Motivations
....
Distractions
Eliciting reactions
Augment ,distort,and affect
How we act
Infact they reflect in the way we prefer to be viewed
Controlling  everything
we say or do
although individualisticly
speaking
were an eclectic mix of  individuals who are lost in
Circumspect
Playing this game of trying  to be different
still makes us the same
Its so ritualistic
when we detect that one aspect

We .....elect to select what we collect
And reject what we dont expect we will use
Then refuse to accept the fact
that
wich we covet but neglect
We willl loose
Sep 2021 · 87
Word to the contrise
Delton Peele Sep 2021
If you think your paranoid ....
You probably are......

Call me if you don't get this message
K.
Ps
not a rhetorical k!
K?

K?0
Sep 2021 · 498
Listen .HEY YOU!
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Can I count on you
To not count on me
And still love me?
Really!?!?!?!?!?
?
Sep 2021 · 124
Positive
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Perpetually adrift ,
..Oblivious..
My love for you
Flowers in bloom
I use to cover the walls
Of this tomb
In delirium continually
Loosing room
fragrance
Replacing family ,friends
Sweet suffocating cessation
In self opression
I know I now exist
In Culpable remiss.....
Fading reasons to not go deeper
No longer hear the voices that say"leave her"
In love with everything about you..
I send poetry
I'm devoted without end
I don't understand
Anything you want
Anything
Messages sent hourly
Saying I love you
I hold my breath
Waiting for response ...
You never do
Evena negative response
Is positive feedback
Its all I need from you
This silence ts twisting my existence
Oh nawe awe...
You changed you're number?
You feel the same way too.
Let's role
Boo
Sep 2021 · 156
Lovetoo
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Love
Oh my God
you make me great!
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Those days that end within the realm of
What some would consider normality
I call insecurity.
With or without somebody
More oft than not
Lonely .........
which is not the worst thing for me I know
For the most part I get along  with the inner me
We have a lot of the same dreams
We agree on which avenue to pursue
Wether it be fantasy ,engineering poetry or painting
Then ,,,,,,,..........
Woool ........there's the other me
The judge, jury and "X"three musketeer
......alone roaming off on my own in the gloaming
Lavishing  in some plush memorie possessed by lacivious iniquities
I find sleep distasteful
Lurking ........ here's  all the more near.
Always down to abscond tears from me
Slow intake
In loop mode replaying
Memories  of the day  which carry the most bearing upon gravity.
At least
Related to me  
Deciphering .....
Perhaps obsessing on the smallest things
Trying to digest
I Guess
I brake
Fake smile
Hollow  
Lie in denial
I loose my power over
Sweetening reality
He pushes suppression
Frustrates me and leaves me
Tired and having to deal with the real reality ........
That is ........
Only tell this evening
I'm already thinking
Of something
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Be one
Be two
Be three
There four
be five is betwixt
Before
And be six Which
of course is juxtapose to be seven
Everyone nose there's no
Be eight
Cause of be seven
And he regrets  this act
Cause it gave him a two more
Fortunately
It's be 9
Aug 2021 · 105
Oh and another thing
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Ok wait
Stop!!!
Call me hypercritical and a grammatically hypocritical
Hypocrite too
.....
You are literally
Using the word rong
Too much
NO -
Lit-TA-RA-lee
And another thing
With books ,magazines,
Libraries ocean beaches castles
Caves riverbeds coal mines
Mountains deserts desserts concerts the internet the oculus
The xbox the wii virtual realities the real reality literally the virtual reality
All these and ssoossooso so much more ......
So so many more alluring beautiful places
You could stick you're nose 🐽
So many places I couldn't care
****........
Noooope !
Ev---a---ry time I start to relax snooop!
I look behind and woop
There you are up to your eyebrows.
One of these dayz bro h
One of these dayz!
Literally
Wow..
LI--TA--R-AAA--LL--Y
Pow
Right to tha.... .
****
Literally ...
....
I mean seriously
No
SE-R-...EE-  OS.........
Aug 2021 · 123
Title?
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Lable the one I can't be
Something grand
Ampersand
Ladle the rest that can't see the real me
Lazily into a bowl
Of
Fickle faithless friendemies
Set up a stand
Free please
I've got too many of these
And I'm weakend
Lacerated by shattered mirrors infused with vanity
Begining to believe
I'm naive I bleed
In reflection
I bleed  
I take these silvery pieces from my flesh
Make an effigy
Of me
Red stained mosaic
Mirroring the twisted  picture my mind's eye sees  
Thinkin the world still  seeing the  me
I used to be
Mangled with fears
Of what the future brings

Macerated over years
In secret tears


Regrets slowly set down bitter roots
Their poison setting in

Introspect

Has got the best of me


I  view it

Bitterly
Aug 2021 · 96
Wait ..no hurry
Delton Peele Aug 2021
The book you reread
The silouett that defines beauty
The fragrance of hyacinth in full bloom
When you can't smile
I'll be there in PJs with you
Watchin Saturday morning cartoons
I am Peppy Le pue
Saying "where are you
My little dumpling?"
Then I find you and mess up your hair
And laugh as you swear at me
I say" HoweHowe  WEE WEE!
I lie awaiting you
I cry the tears
That fall when
I sing the songs
That make you
I am the mountain
In the spring time
The quaint challet
In the fall
And the one
Who would never let you
And if you did
The one to catch you.
The incoming tide
Queching the sand
My equal
The golden sunset
The one who sees no regrets
Respects your freewill
And forever loves you
Aug 2021 · 130
Shtapo
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Cainst
Control the emotional flow
Livin in a crescendo
Of twisted up things
That resemble some
Of my half realized dreams
And it hertz me
Ya'al know
I mean I do
Yet I don't hope so
It like ain't know body gonna
Stop me now
Hellz naw
I got it goin on
Got my swag
Gangsta strut
Yuh
Fly
High
Rocker jeans
Fresh ironed Dickey's
All
"G"
Cap ta kix
CHICKS
sayin
Who's that guy
20 foot whip
Oooooh
Barracuda
Bass in tha back
Sunroof top
Digging the screen
Ooh oooooh.
Yuh
Not exactly like that
But you know what I meanz
Then here comes the future
X
Daaayam I got the luck
Straight out fantasy
Hot as ....
Well you know
Yuh
Says she wants ta
....
Be my queen
I play it cool
Say
Yuh.
And she says ya.
I say cool.
Now I'm in love
Honey doo
Yuh
I do anything boo.
I love you.
I'm a good boy
Now
She dont like that
Says she wants  
A mack
Sup
Wit that
****
I waz
the mack
Eva
Ray
Thing
I
Do is rong
"GONG"
Then
I sawwww
Hurrrr
Walkin in tha raaaaain.
(Orange juice Jones)
(Feel me)
Happened againz
DING ****
DING ****
YUH
THE WITCH IS GONE
lick my wounds
Back on track
Yuh
Return of the mack
Yuh
That's right baby
Rollin
In my hooptie
***
Help I'm blind
I cainst see!
......
Nobody
But you
Boo and ohhhhhh
Did you wax those pants?
I can totally
See my self
In em
And dam
Here we go
Again

Yuh

Nuh
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Is it wise to think differently?
Theoretically ?
Is it wisdom you seek?
If yes then....
Is it the picture
Of certain pompous people's
Looking up to you...
Or is it pure benevolence
That moves you
Then wisdom will suit you
Any reason other than this
Still is vanity
If it is vanity
You seek
then seek vanity

Looking for wisdom
Is a wise thing
With diverse accoutrements
And you should know now
Evidence suggests
It is a road without end
That will bring you happiness
Give you substance
The road if you  must
Begins in understanding
MASHAL
These are not treasures to discover
These are skills
Learned and eared
Truly
Treasures beyond
Measure.
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Delicately
We
Don ourselves in eloquence especially
In the presence
Of those
Beautiful just out of reach
Ones which without effort
weaken the knees.
And decimate
Vocabularies...
And any
Type of grammatically
Rehearsed whimsical
Really cool stuff we wanted to say
Making me
Red faced ..and dumb dummie looking
Super concetratie
and confuse  ed staring into outer spaces
Feeling like a peasant....stamering
Discombobulated.eddedeeddedd
Ya know what
What ever
Aug 2021 · 84
Pov
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Pov
As these stupid little writings,
Sayings ,half assed attempt's at poetry  ,wisdoms ,learnt things
And stupid stupidities I  compile
I see the vast degrees of the spectrum ever widening.  
Sooooooo odd it seems
In full knowledge,
Of the fact that I'm in deniale
I know better I can so see the bitter outcome .....
And I.......
Continue on......
And looking back all I can do is smile ......
Been a hell of a ride........
Happy and amazed Im still alive ...miracles never cease
And I can tell you this honestly. .
If I could do this again
And could do something different
Or have a few things
I guarantee it would be..
....... this.......


.......     .....      .......
    ......................
        
            ....

              . .

......NOT A ****** THING!
Aug 2021 · 115
The luv I half
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Reckless?
perhaps!
Yet in digress ,
Since this term
lacks a positive equivalent
Personally I prefer
Maverick
In much the same way
I shan't say
My heart is made of bravery
Most of the time
Trembling in fear
Has never been
Less than courage's

The greatest of love
Lives within me
Paramount !
Against insurmountable
Odds
Perpetually
Weighing
Truth
And
Consequence's
Moral and ethical
Rules regulations boundaries
All these things
Blur
And logically
My mind
The nagging back seat driver
Keeping revisiting the past
The pain,
jail time,
The Hell!!
Strapped to the torments
Infidels
Wielding
sledge's and  
And splitting malls  

My heart can override
These memories
Too often
Issuing
Forgiveness
And
Absolute
clemency

Basic instinct
Prime objective.
Mind and heart agree.
Perpetrate promote
Propagate
Propitiate
Participate in the
Sewing of the seeds of love
I have the will
I have the power
I have the desire
I have inherited
The overabundance
Of these things
From both my family and especially
My mother and father.  
And ultimately
The highest gratitude
To my heavenly
Father
The Greatest love within me.
Thank God for
All of this
And everything
Against
Aug 2021 · 151
Sweet sorrow
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Oh calloused
Hearted queen .
Who found contentment
In being  contentious
With everything
Mentioned
Incubator of dissention
Dissuader of good intentions
In submission I'm  under subjection
To the cruel  one who had all my attention.
Preformed a botched lambotomy
Leaving me naked
Misserable
in a cold wet burlap
Sack of your love
 Dizzy drenched with depression in the dismal drizzle by the sea..

Oh .......
The dismay I've seen swimming

in this clay sodden spectrum of life
How I pang to be awakened. mine eyes turnt to stone.
I lie alone
Weeping over my boosom
Saturated in tears
Too heavy to breath,brings such numbing darkness to my room.

Someone please take these chains of mundane.
The hooks of which hang painfully rusting in my heart  
Such elegant
  etiquette
The whimsical loftiness  
Look I'm not
No no. Me
Aug 2021 · 166
Uhm
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Uhm
Thinking I'm stylish...
Meanwhile south park kyle like smile.
I'm in denial.......
Aug 2021 · 117
In out
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Idle hands too many demands
Young american
Green . ...
Experiencing too many things
Confusing
Pride....hurt
During .....
Influential times
at the confluence of life
Difficult to comply .
Hold it inside .
No
let no one
See you cry.
Peers pressure
Peers pry
Blue skies
No console
Young american
No goals
Cries alone .....
Leaves home
Environment all
Conditioning
Mentally
Monkey see monkey
Chastised
Monkey confused ask why.
Shuned . .
Sinking back stunned
Backed like a ferril cat
Back to the wall
Age....hypercritical ,
Volatile,
Monkey see hypocrite
Monkey no like
Heard follow me.
Now don't do what I do
Do as I say.......
Monkey does both
Learns machiavellian ways..
Stays young
Has fun
Has problems
Says he ha ha has
None......
Monkey gets shot......
By
Cupid .....
Has daughter and son....
No change
Young american......
Monkey
Mom and Dad gone.
What will monkey
Teach
Young american
Monkey
Legacy
Strong
What's wrong
No like my
Monkey song?
Sorry
I do what I like.
Ryde or die.......
Yuh.
Adios .....
........
*******.
Aug 2021 · 212
Lil fear 🚩
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Hot august night
I stand alone
Basquing in soft moonlight
Upon a mountain high
Emerging from solid granite
That which is too often
taken for granted .... ..
Ice cold pure

Life giving elixir  
Undaunted little snow melt  stream trickles
Glistening ......

Into a deep pool
...and
in
Dropping
To one knee ....
I think of Guideons men  
Keeping my head up
As my hand dipped in
It was here I actually
Felt my heart stop ...
.      . .     .
I like to fancy my self a mountain
Man..
I'm not
But I'm also not a
CITIY-OT
(Thank you Terry and Twila)
An something for sure
More burdened by gravity
Than me
It
Was
Bi-pedal
Cobble sized stones
Underfoot like
***-gravel
.....
Unrecognizable
Low frequency grunting
20 SECOND STRIDES
MY EYES WENT BLACK
INVOLENTARILY
LIFE ENDING SCARRY
my heart stopped
Instantly
..
Squeezed my chest
To stop me from breathing.
At this level of fear
Every part of you  body
Becomes independently
Gob smucked
At you're stupidities
Ears ringing
Nostrils flared
Dizzy
listing ,
In disbelief completely at what I just heard
Not even a thought
Was brave enough to caught thinking a thought
Branches cracked
.. . ..
Three count them three full strides.
I still feel it ..
To speak of it ...
My skin bumps and tightens .
I actually feel my veins hurt.
Inside my elbows and wrists
That stinging feeling
You get
When someone pulls the hammer
And the barrel touches you're skin.
Fingers on the trigger
And there not stable
I don't care
How Billy bad *** you are
It burns
Like if it was capable
That part of you would abandon ship...
Believe me
4
miles up
jagged trails along cliffs
Un-lit.  
The only other way .  
......jump...  
Ten seconds gone by
Heart goes
Ka-thunk
I swear I could hear it
And the blood
Goes ka..wishhsss
And then stops
As
My whole
Body says
***
Are you serious
Now I am
Serious - lee.
Ish
Considering the jump thing
Ya know if I could maneuver
Like the parachuters.
And fly till I found a soft
Deep river .....an...
Maybe
...
Ridiculous
And then again
Ka thunk ..  
Kawishsss
Almost as if it were a swallow
Like ya know my heart
Is goin Gulp
*** are we gonna do
And stopped again
Now my skins crawling away cause I heard it breath .
Im
Not doin this
We
Meaning my body parts and I
Heard something
And as we were
**** clinched
Frozen like a statue of glass
Trying to digest this
And while listening
We succumb
To the paralyzing
Fact .
That.

It ...
Is
Also listening


My face 3 inches off the ground walkin on finger tips  
Like the grinch .all the way to my truck .
Like literally  my heart and guts an everything
Huddled together silently.
Shaking
Holdin each other peakin out my back like it was a tail gait.
Even the three or 15 times
I ran my face into a rock or tree
It was without sound
Not one milli second lost in righting my self and catching every rock stick whatever
Placing it quietly at the sound of speed.
Bleeding
...honestly ....
Every injury
Every one
I issued
I O U's
Un locking my truck took centuries.
Finally I yelp as I get in .
Thinkin I'm in the movies and
It's gonna get me..


Dead battery .
Day light emerging
I'm bright eyed
Bloodshot
Covered in sweat .
But bright eyed
Back  packer comes out of the bushes screaming
***.


PLEASE
TELL ME YOU GOT
SOMETHIN
TO. ...

DRINK !
?
I said ya
You ok
He says yah .

Wuuuul no
I m hella hung over and thirsty
I said you didn't hear anything?
He said .. .
WAdda ya mean..
No more smokin *** and camping
Alone
Jul 2021 · 139
Bru truth
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Hopefully this won't hurt you as much as it did me
And in order to tell you this ......
I can't be me...
It's also imperitive
Don't just hear the noise
Resonating from my mouth
Make an active concious decision
To listen.
K?
You be you  
And I'll be frank..!
The person you're trying to be
Is not you ....
Furthermore what you think .  
Is not what people see .....
K!
Be you and see how many
Evaporate ....
Don't hate .  
Cherish the ones who stay
Jul 2021 · 219
Po et me brutè
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Poetry.....
Living.......sporadically
Through this dark crystal
Porthole. .....
Vicariously sharing my inner most ...
Fears and fantasies
Loquacious me .....
A flurry of non sequedors
Pieces of an unfinished puzzle
Wailing in the night ......
Cryptically ........
Secretly ........I vamp from you
.......what I need
Ps
I love You
Jul 2021 · 519
R or 2B
Delton Peele Jul 2021
When you have to try,
To..........
Be cool,
Look cool
Or feel cool
Then usually
You can't have all three
At the same time
Because they won't coincide
Best off to just be you...
Unless ........
You're me
An if that's the case ....
Then yah.  
You're gonna wanna be me.
Trust me ..
I even wanna be me!
Jul 2021 · 108
How you live
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Difficulties and estrangement's
Elegantly  evaencent
Wantings gone
cravings subdued
All lines
That I never ceased
To get hung up on
become undrawn
Even the impossible
I do with ease
Secure all clear
New lust for adventure
With ...
My reoccurring fantasy
You have no idea
How deeply I cherish
Every second of every thought of you
Jul 2021 · 453
So
Delton Peele Jul 2021
So
So many nights I lie
Awake .....
Contemplating .....
Jul 2021 · 174
Help I can get some please
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Syntax ....generational gaps,
It ain't right
Am I right ?
I mean without you,
Dean killed the spyder....
The spyder killed Dean.......
Even things written right
When relayed or  parlayed
Like we drive down the parkway
And park in the drive way....
Yah?
No.
Ok
Bad example. ....
What I'm tryin to say is .. ..
We all think it's not just our
Inalienable right
It's mandatory to
Change the venicular to be
Hip an ****
Aye brah that beats sick
You're killin it .
Or like  fur shure
Totally!
I would like so be a hypocrite
To say I never give in to it. ..
Usein new slang an dialect
Like a tool .....
You know aye Im up
if you're down.
I'm in to what evers clever boo
Anythin you wanna do
As long as can see you smile
It worth my while...
See how that makes me think
I look cool......like I got styles
See what I'm saying?
I know you do..
C'mon you just read it didn't you.....?
Wait for it....    .
.....
I'll wait......
It's a bit of a thinker...
......
Yah ....soooo
Anyway . ..
If you want to say something right
Or write something you want to say in the right way .  .
The only way convey   is to think it through pick each word wit h precision ...use as few as possible
Wait for the emotions to settle re-read and amend    ....then re-read again before you send.......
And without syntax.  
All these things will not fail to put you at war without end.
Not the gist
Just the fact jack
In perfect syntax


.. ...
Jul 2021 · 91
What am me?
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Am I ?
Thinking
Simulation?
Living in avatar
Emulating
Simulation I'm in?
Who am me
Why am
Me.......
How am
Me?
Wherfore came to be me
What can I glean

What can I take with me

Am I

I mean
Will I still
Be... ...
Me.
Jul 2021 · 194
One chance
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Chubby little
Charlie horse cheek
Cambel soup kid
Porcelain blue eyed
Everything I heard saw or did
Expanded
Shooting stuffed animals with a bb gun in my room
Take off the training wheels
Always
Please
And thank you
....
Sonic boom
Im gone...
Life was something to be celebrated
never decelerated
Only power slid
All the fantasies I had bottled up
In side
Eyes vibrated
Broke my lid
Tried to contain me. .  
I couldn't stand it
Runnin wild

Sparkling
...
See
Me smiling
.....
See the stars
...
Oh

When I was child
Had dreams
Did more than I was told
Puberty came
Different game
But
My vigor didn't change
Strange
This old world
Tried to tame me
Slowly
Like the soft sand cuts
The riverbed
My yearning to be love
For me
Betrayed me
Enslaved me
Time after time
Had it's way with me
I think I'm still me
In the blink of an  eye
I went from
Pick and choose
Sky's the limit
To

Can I get
A minute
I ll be good
I even got my own leash
Look you don't even have
To hold on to it...
Ride or die?
Yuh
Trick er tried
Yuh
Chicken fried cake
Yuk
Jul 2021 · 89
Torn between my loves
Delton Peele Jul 2021
My beautiful darkness
I'm sorry to say
This morrow is a
Melancholy sweet sorrow
You know you can't stay
She calling. ...my love  
Seducing me with her charms
Ebony hold me don't let me ssee
Pull me into your *****
In your velvet arms
She's too.....early
Literally
Absolutely the epitome
Of elegance
in how you take your leave
Without a hint of jealousy
I'm Entranced My love
Not even death could keep me
I will be with you Miss eve
.....
She's here
....
Invisibility into grey
Hue's slowly color their way
Into view
Sparkling
cool crisp dew
Your both quenching and cleansing
Spatial light bristling
Rejuvenating
Oh morning  I forget how good you feel
I so love you .....
Don't tell eve .....
Ok ?
Ok!
You're my favorite Time of day to sleep through.
...


Our.   Times.    So.        Short
You ..know I wish.  ....
You ....could.          Stay .......
But noon coming soon .....and..............
I love you too.....

.to solo t............
Why can't I sleep .. ...until my alarm rings then the sleep is so sweet
Jul 2021 · 70
Sooner
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Lying in this room
And as I do I lie to
Myself and wonder why.
I get comfortable  
Then I try to continue ....
Unchanged ..
Deep down I'm grounded I truth
So I've deduced to find solace
In the unpredictable entanglements for without
Chaos how far would I get
It's in the ebb and flow of anything
That sustains life.........
I should learn to live
.......in ............
.....

It ........
Jul 2021 · 241
O2
Delton Peele Jul 2021
O2
Oh way far away
Somewhere wherewith
My heart doeth pine
Along granite ladden beach line.
Unpleasantries decay.
Relaxed I lay
Melting
The fragrance of alpine
My mind unwinds
.....I'm free ......
And everything's sanguine.
Induced with crystalline clarity
I'm inclined to see
that which is wearing me
Somehow now petty
It's just silly
I let these things
Fret me so easily.
My chest doubles
In size
With ease I do breath.
Now I have to decide shall I stay
Or leave
Where the starsvshine
with pride..
I'm
Alive .
Jun 2021 · 95
Right sarcasam
Delton Peele Jun 2021
So tired am I
Tried love
It lied
I cried
My heart sang bitterly
Live and let live. ..      ...
And so I did.
It came back
To  many times .....
I died inside.
Became empty.......
Put  all my dreams and happy things
Carefully away in my secret storage far away ..
And there I sojourned a lengthy stay.
Organized prioritized and placed all my hope and future perfectly and locked the bay door securely.
Doused it in magnesium and gasoline ..accelerant.
Patience
Benevolent
Intelligence.
Burnt.
No more hurten me
No more
Love
In me.
You grieve me
Deceive me .
I believed
Now leave
Me be
Please ....
Go
.be gone
Away from me.
And stay .....
Inspire me to do good and fill my destiny to be
Great ......  
So you will
Want me.....
Badly....
Chase me ....
Fight for me
Prove your love...
Show me
C'mon let me see
Beg me ...
Please my love please

So I can finally look you in the eyes and say ........NO!
Delton Peele Jun 2021
Dark times ....
Desperate crestfallen
Wished we'd never seen,
The dark specters carrying roses
days we'd hide.........
Crying ,
waiting for the stench to subside.......
Seems like it never did.....
Hope and happiness slid....by the wayside, pungent flames
Consume
Remains of those whom.
Carried
Pockets full of posy.
Bodies  piled high lock down in quarantine.h00ùrrr44
Plumes of smoke.....
Followed you
piled high ,
in quarantine,
Delton Peele Jun 2021
Dark times ....
Desperate crestfallen days we'd hide
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