everything must be straight!
everything must be in line!
even the lines must be straight!
perfect and perpendicular
adjacent and in order
obedient bricks dutifully
preserve the establishment,
without wonder.

ur almost done
      .................
ur appearance is stark
&& reminds u of effort
     which u don't really
     care about right now
                          
                           tbh.

it's not that ur doing
                                    bad.
                  ­  ur just loving urself
                    in different ways rn.

there i was, in a house in the desert
i was in the suburbs
i was cooking in bed

the neighbor's house is freezing
i bet...
i feel like rapunzel of the tower fan

i know i quit but i could sure use
some coffee or maybe, some form of
intoxication and a nap

have you ever felt bass notes underneath your skin?
the drunks aren't missing a thing.
some people absorb music like sports
which is a **** shame.

i wanna love you in ways that reduce me to a lyric

Do we not see?
How the time is slipping,
Like sand through our fingers?

We try to stop it,
Closing our hands into fists,
Hoping it won't escape through the holes.

My back hurts so bad,

But nobody will help,

Please let me die now.

I would like to say
you make me weak in the knees
but frankly
you make me forget I have knees at all
My ribs are rattling
heart is pumping
I feel alive with you