Sometimes
It's just nice
To sit
Alone
And idle
Observe life
And catch up with your soul

I took one look around the room
Instantly
My eyes fixed upon you

Your spirit
Like a magnet
Pulled me in

Then
You looked too
The spark ignited between us

And our love
Was conceived
at first sight

Here in my dark cloud
The thoughts of mine stay
Twisted and Dark
In their own special way

Though brisk winds of harmony
May urg my clouds away
My dark cloud resist

because there it will stay
Forevermore
Twisted & Dark
Never blowing away

Fear not young one
of the monsters
that you fear
they will leave your thoughts
within the year

Fear not middle one
of the finances at steak
your job will pay off
and a family you’ll make

Fear not old one
of Heir Death
that draws near
he will carry you softly
so please do not fear

I want to be,
Wild
Beautiful
And Free
Just like the sea

Rage engulfs me
like flame unto wood
here I stand, again
alone and misunderstood

If I could leave
I suppose I would
To live my life
the way I should

But the flames have burnt me
so brutally bad
that I can hardly walk
and seldom stand

Hopeless as a bird
with an ankle band
But I know
you just don't understand

I hold in my hand
The power of a thousand words

Sleeping days, Awaiting the flick of a page
To bleed life; beauty

The addict inside me
Aches for more

Of the only thing that will satisfy
me, a book

Finly my soul can breath a sigh
As I walk up my stairs, way up high

Patiently awaiting, my return
My books reach out

Invite me to
Forget all concern

I pop open a window
Prop up a chair

My nose inhales
the crisp country air

I don't have to worry
about my nails or my hair

When I live anothers life
Without a care