You need to earn it
then it’s yours
But Careful!
its made of glass
and all I have

on my sleeve for you to grab
its not free
but the cost is fair
just your love
this I swear

so are you willing
to pay the price?
To cherish my heart
and treat it real nice

A silver swan
Glides across
Distraction lake

The pain takes me away from
My future and my fate

My body is no longer
A clean white slate

But covered in crimson beauty
from the striking silver swan
Across distraction lake

I am
In a way
like the wind

I come
and I go
staying for a while
or just passing through

I am soft-hearted
as well as head-strong

Soothing
like a warm gentle breeze
Or violent
like a hurricane blowing down trees

So please
understand
that who I am
is not one
but a little bit of
everything

I hear you in my thoughts
I hear you in my dreams
That giddy laugh of yours
is everywhere it seems
Then when I turn
and reach for your smile
I find nothing
and all i can do is cry
What i wouldnt give
to lay with you awhile
and drink in
That beautiful smile
that even in death
never seems to die

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My heart is embedded
In your head
Thumping soundly
Beating red
Full of passion
And desire
Starting a smolder
Starting a fire
Like a migraine
Thumping ,Thumping
In time with time
Ticking ,Toking
as time stops
Stopping ,slowing
In your head
Thumping softly
as you die in your bed
Soundly ,softly
Beating red

My poems come to me in waves
in daydreams
and if I don't
write them down
give them life, they die in the moment
I am the poem god