Day - Hello Poetry

Jul 2018

Jude

I despise myself for not being someone you could love.

#heartbreak #10wordpoetry #love #sadness #depression

Day Jul 2018

god of words please breathe life into me
give me something to say
face down on my bed
looking for any reason to roll over

i gotta stop smoking

Day Jun 2018

cancer season

Good morning sky!
It's my birthday.
Bought blue hair dye
to stop feeling grey.

happy 19 angst

#alone #sad #depressed #birthday #cancer #zodiac

Day Jun 2018

its breakdown season

hey friend, i see you quit your job
ironically i want to do the same
they tell me its not worth it
is the pleasure worth the pain?
but i ask myself...
whats the point of the fear
we all quit our jobs
lived in our cars for a year
it was because of the xanax
that my best friend crashed her car
but now its much better managed
we smoke **** and say its not a problem

Day Jun 2018

tell the millenials, its gonna be okay

tomorrow i have something to do
seems to be a feeling i have alot
but tomorrow always comes
and there is always something to do
my mom asked me to go to church
but i really cant see a point
she really did tell me life was hard
but its so easy to think you know
when you dont know
i wonder "well what do i know?'
well ****
heres another existential crisis
19 is too young for this
but ****, so is 24
or too old? maybe?
****.
keep wearing the grunge
and visiting the nightclubs
cafes and theaters
forgetting about how
*******
tiring this is
thanks mom
im glad you tried to warn me
i gotta make it now

Day Jun 2018

Nineteen

One more year and i think i know it all
suddenly everything seems pointless
we keep going and going and going
and truthfully, we all know its a joke
life is ****
and ***** not fair
but we live in selfish minds
so sure
itll pay off one day
which day?
friday maybe?
who knows.
the movies really teach me alot lately
slow down
it really never changes