Burdens weighing heavily
Flashbacks of the days
Tears run out of reasons
In the most convincing ways
Lies flood out the trust
Truth bleeds out the lust
Forgiveness can't be swallowed this time around
Strength is something wonderful I've found

We are so dysfunctional in this galaxy of stars and fear
You and I and him and her
Wonder and magic, twisted with fate
All colliding towards something greater, of which we do not know
Something we could never predict
But, we both know we need something real and solid--
I can't save you, or me, or anyone else
And either can you
But at least we can try
At least we haven't given up
and we are alive

A daisy and dandelion jungle
With secrets beneath the trees
Pink and purple skies
With green and auburn leaves
A paradise so peaceful
A gentle blowing breeze
Enchanting light that glistens
With never ending seas

In my eyes love does not exist
I tried it once or twice before but it's not on my wish list
I got bruises and scars to prove I can take a beating
I'm not your average girl, my beauty is truly deceiving
What I learned from love was, you better put up one hell of a fight
You better say the right answer or your *** is getting beat at night
I never got the flowers a boys supposed to send
I never got the love I needed from a boyfriend
I never got a jewelry box scripted with a love message
I missed out on all that attention
But what I do have is more than money could pay
I got a new chance at life; a brand new day
I got the courage to stand up and take them down
I got the strength to fight back, now my karma is coming around
I have the wisdom to know what I didn't before
I have the faith in the mystery of whats behind closed doors
I may not believe in the magic of love
But I believe in angles and the man up above

Twisted in delusions
Another thing I've done all wrong
Backwards in confusion
Lyrics to an empty poem

Faith spiraling into an abyss,
Another guilty dream
Everything I've ever missed-
Breaking at the seems

Love is at a distance
Burdens left unspoken
Tears are left to glisten
Why am I the chosen?

Your distant, but we almost touch
Lost lovers, once inseparable
The silence is louder than hell
A phantom in itself

We're liars, to afraid to speak
Of the burdens that we had to seek
I can not find the strength in me
To break the heart that once was everything

But I forget
What I regret
I never said
What I meant

I meant to say,
I'm sorry,
but its better off this way
Don't worry

I'm paying for it somehow;
Freedom's just another word for missing you

Wake up
Bed time was yesterdays awakening
I only dream possibilities that decipher my life's catastrophe
**** regrets,
I only wish them away
Because I feel sorry for myself
Self realization
a deeper, profound thought
Ignited illegally
Frowned upon by humanity
True amazement
Dawning a bliss
A beautiful realization
Formed an abyss-
Contaminated
Corrupted
Innocent
World
I feel sorry for you.