Sapphire sky
You blessed my night
I thought of every thought that ever crossed my life
Sapphire sky
Don't leave me like everyone else
Be my reminder that I can face it all
All is nothing compared to tomorrow
Sapphire sky
Introduce me to myself
I no longer want to dwell on my inner stranger
The longer I wait--
Erases perfectly good yesterdays
Sapphire sky
Move me along to a path of simplicity
The complications of life are merely plastic surgery
Sapphire sky
You blessed my life

Self:
You are only one note in a symphony
So be a force to be reckoned with.

Under the bruises there's a smile fading
There's a girl who's waiting
to show her colors
...
You just wait and see
Everything she'll be

Dear Mister,
Do you hate the world so much?
What could have hurt you so bad?
I want to know because I tried loving you
But you were always living in the past.

Dear Mister,
Do you know everything?
Or are you just fooling yourself?
I think you put to much blame on the world.
Instead you should worry about your health.

Dear Mister,
You smoke too many cigarettes.
You should go for a run.
Maybe trying being nice to yourself
You're a mean son of a gun.

I've been turned on to a completely different perspective
plus I'm counting all my blessings
But **** all those who criticized me during my struggle
I wish I could confide in people
I never meant to hurt anyone, I confess
I only wanted to find myself
never meant to make such a mess
But I put myself through God's biggest test
And I guess
I'm doing just fine
I might have lost my mind
didn't do anything right
for a minute, but I picked myself back up
and I'm here to win it
It's an adrenaline rush
as I wash
all that I ****** up
I'm praying for luck
But I don't believe in it
I got to work hard for what I get
I admit
I wish you would just believe in me
Give me a little bit of encouraging
Tell me to go strait for my dreams
But it seems
you already know what you want for me
But that's not the way I want to succeed
I got a different plan apparently
But I don't care
it's just not fair
to be in my hair
the signs are everywhere
I got to do what I want, do what I need
and who cares who believes in me?
I'll prove everyone wrong eventually
And I'll be who I'm meant to be
I don't need pre-approval
I'm proud of myself, proud of who I've become
everything I've done
Plus I know everything that I don't want
I've only begun
to get what I want,
I wont stop until I'm number one
and it feels good to have a new direction
I got my faith, it's my protection
Lost my man, my only affection
I got no need to seek any attention
I've faced all of my convictions
I found my head and gave up my addictions
All at once
But that's the cost
for a new adrenaline rush
I sit back and watch
myself grow all up
And admit I'm only human
I'll admit life's a bit too confusing
But I'm refusing to keep on losing
Anymore things that I love
Yes, I already messed everything up
But wait and just give me a little more time
I'm running behind,
but I'll be fine
I'm not stupid or blind
Just watch me now is my turn to shine

Developed an apathetic view at the world, here today
When you drank copious amounts of alcohol, to erase the pain
You were fighting inner demons, trying to make the best
But at least you were brave enough to come face to face with yourself
You were defined by what you did, what you said and who you knew
They were seeing different colors, you were seeing different hues
You were craving change, trying to self improve
They were always looking down upon you
But you had the motivation to be someone more than they expected
You faced the challenges and changed your direction
But it's hard to gain back all of the confidence and all the trust
When you don't believe in coincidences or luck
And though your past might be tremendously haunted
You have to work hard for everything you ever wanted
Don't give up just because you can
Be someone extraordinary, who doesn't give a ****
Be the change in the world and be the one to prove
you can do anything that you choose

Words on top of a paper, floating
there so bare, naked
Telling the inside of my heart
So honest
there so bare, ****
Alive, dancing inside the minds of strangers
Speaking
there so bare, unarmed