You don't even know how to open up your heart to me
You wont even let me in for a little peak
I want touch but I'm not good enough
Boy why you acting so ******* tough?
You don't even know how good my love is yet
Boy when you come over you will not forget
All my loving might be for free
if you spend your money all upon me
I don't want a dollar I just want a little taste
If you let me love you, you might find your fate
So let me inside your head
open up your heart and let me in bed
I don't wanna fight you I don't even bite
I don't want to try to let you out of sight
I don't want a problem I'm not here to hurt
I just want to be part of your world
Boy you have the answers, saying that love is blind
Look up at the clock you're wasting so much time
Give it a chance, try to get to know me
See what we have, might be all that you need
I don't have the answers, tell you the truth
But I swear your love will never be abused
Don't look away, try to open up
Give me some that, bad boy kind of love
Tell me all your secrets, tell you some of mine
California love is one of a kind
I don't want to scare you truth or dare
I don't want to play you games ain't fair
Give me a chance, open this book up
Boy this is more than just another hook up
Open your heart, I'll let you see
Just how wonderful Cali love can be

Welcome to wonderland
where the truth is far from reach
it's a place full of magic sparkly dust
and tales of mysteries
It's in between heaven and dreaming,
deep inside your mind
It's what you want deep inside your heart
and what you wish for all the time
It's a place where you can turn
when you have no where to go
When life is complicated
and you feel so very low
It's a magic place
to escape
at any given instant
just close your eyes
and play pretend
you are in
heaven

She thinks the planets have aligned
Finally, just for her.
She can feel the worlds heart beating beneath the floor.
Face to face against the world,
ready to conquer everything you ever said she couldn't do.
She is ready.
Ready to prove the girl in the mirror wrong.
She is off.
With an empty backpack and pocketfull of change.
And a ticket to a bigger city with a different name
A city with dazzling stars and puppy love.
A place where she learns every breath is a gift and love is not enough
A place where mistakes follow like rain clouds.
And tears fall down like rain.

She drives over the speedlimit
while she puts her thoughts on paper.
The only words to her thoughts are on a song played on the radio.
But it kills you to know,
When she's smiling, she is lying and its killing her also.
Even with the worst of her,
You would give her everything just to have the chance.
But people always end up hurting her.
Even after she is nice.
Even after karma comes around, she's still suffering the consequenses.

Softly whisper,
a kiss
under the moon and the starlit sky.
Heaven, up above
beyond the trees,
waiting desperately.
Dancing in the rain
when you have nothing to do
but to look forward to the unknown,
waiting for you.
Singing secrets
to the man on the moon
hoping,
wishing,
praying
he is listening to you.

A dark heart in a dark place.
Bruised in every which way.
So much pain.
Rain.

A shallow mind on a different page.
Optimism still in the game.
So much shame.
Vain.

A smile of lies on a sad face.
With sarcasm to embrace.
So much waste.
Erase.

Today.
Tomorrow.
Yesterday.
The day before.
And more.

So much pain to endure.

I guess maybe you were convenant?
But every emotion I felt was honest.
But I guess you really had me going, I dont know maybe I'm just easy.
I should of never let you close enough to even reach my heart and shatter it.
I never want the chance to fix the stitches, mend the glitches.
You know **** happens and time passes
but I want to forget this feeling because I dont like it.
And you dont deserve another oppurtunity.
All my anger must come from hurt.
Why did we bother, if you knew it would never work?
Call me crazy but see the human in me.
How do I change the way I feel when it's so **** real?
Believe me if I could, I would have by now.
I dont know why you did it.
I'll never figure it out
I guess I was wrong about you.

Blackened, blurred, blistered world
Take me by the hand
Lead me to a palace that is the complete opposite of the color of my heart.
Erase the hatred I have towards the innocent,
Who seem to have an influence on me;
Erase the guilt that I swallow, after every solemn breath I take.
Or are we all controlled by the pathetic curruption
that is....
what we live in now?
Is this the very end?
Or--
Is this just only what others call
the very very beginning?.....