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 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
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 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
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Why am i always chasing after
Stars out of reach in the sky?
When my  wings are broken and useless,
And i dont even know how to fly?

Why do i stare at the heavens
And wish for angels in the clouds?
When im trpped on the cold earth
And rooted  firm in the desolate ground?

What would the galaxys want
With a wandering soul in the dark?
When there are comets amongst the planets,
That leave sparkling trails in their hearts?

Ill cut out of sail from my dreams,
And crash my cracked ship in the sea.
I doubt there will be any stars in heaven
That shine in remeberance of me.
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
Go to sleep, Close your eyes,
Dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wing against a thorne.
You know the pain that  they have borne.

Silver medal, shines so bright
Scarlette blood, that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.

The moonlights shining off your tears,
As you bleed your own worst fears,
So tonight when you start to cry,
Whisper the cutters lullaby.

Hushabye baby, your almost dead.
You dont have a pulse and your pillow is red.
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife because thats all you need.

Rockabye baby, broken and scarred,
You didnt know that  life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain you hid so well,
And down will come baby, straight back to hell.
Not written by me!
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
Why?
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
Do you see?
Or did love just completely blind you?
I think your hurting to much,
Shes hurting you,
I hate it,
I wanna be able to help you  see,
Shes just completely destroying you,
She is one of the most unloyal  people i know,
And just seeing you hurt,
Kills me, your such a beautiful girl dont ya see?
I wonder and wonder
Why?
Why do you let her do this to you?
You cut, because of her,
You cry, because of her,
You hurt because of her,
I have grown to hate her for what shes done to  you.
Ugh,
Just notice im here, and want you to leave her,
Even though it wont happen... youll always be in love with her.
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
Did I?
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
Feelings i still have  yet to understand,
Fellings that made me feel good about myself,
The love i needed,
The love that felt so good,
But, was it love to you too?
I cant force you to love me,
Did i make you feel good about yourself?
Do you love me?
Is what we have love?
Did i give you the love you needed?
"You said you'd never leave, yet the going gets tough and you're out the door."

"When did I say I'd never leave?"

"In your sleep. It was the most comforting thing I'd heard in so long, Anastasia. It made me relax."
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
I love the way you hold me
I love the way you look at me
I love the way you kiss me
and the way you touch my body.
I love the sound of your voice
and the way you tell me you love me.
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
effaced
'everyone has changed since the beginning of the year'*

'yeah, everyone is broken...'
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Leo Cunio
My life is measured in numbers.
52002 days I've lived, I've* breathed.
498 days since I've seen my mother.
175 days to find my change.
176 days till the first day of high-school.
My life is *measured
in numbers
This is what keeps me sane.
Seeing the progress.
-Alexyss
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
There is a girl that everyone knows
Beautiful grin, no worries or woes
Laugh is one you'll never forget
She's living in her past debt
She hates her body, says she is fat
She shouldn't hate herself, but doesn't know that
She's the girl with the biggest smile
Nobody knows she forces up bile
Feels worthless, ugly, abandoned, wasted
No one knows the tears she has tasted
Cries herself to sleep at night
But smiles again once it is bright
She pulls the blade across her skin
Takes comfort in the pain she's in
She loves the sight of her own blood
She wants to see the beautiful flood
She once said she wished she was dead
She meant it, wasn't just in her head
This is the girl that nobody knows
Inside her walls she's forever enclosed
I love you!!!!!!!!!!
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