Just claw the emotions out of my chest
I won’t protest
I just need some rest
I feel possessed
With being depressed
Obsessed
Distressed
It’s making me feel compressed

Many words have been spoken
I hope never be forgotten
Do not hesitate
Reach out
Write me a letter

I know you!
It will happen.
Today, tomorrow
It doesn't matter

A simple letter
Or just a dot
Written in the air
Between us

Everyone is their own narrator, and by necessity, write themselves as the hero in their own story. But every story requires a villain. You cannot control what your role will be in them all. But you can control what is written in yours.

I am certainly an enemy to many. I have been a bad friend, I have said hurtful words, and I have done harmful things. But I have to hope that I have, and continue to, become a better, more worthy hero. If I didn’t - there would be no point in continuing to read, would there?

I have decided to stop hating myself
because other people have told me I should.

I have done wrong, and wronged others
while trying to do right.

This does not fix the mistakes
but if I keep trying, it will fix me.

red is my favourite colour
as it reminds me of
cherries and roses
sweetness and love
warmth and belonging
desire and joy
red is my favourite colour
as it reminds me of you

You keep your cards safely packaged
Close to your chest,
I throw mine around the room,
And they never rest.
You are careful, calculated and
Logics steadfast servant.
I am flippant, chaotic and
Ever fierce and fervent.
The bottom line is that you
Don’t feel like I do.
You don’t love like me it’s true.
But I feel and love too hard
When it comes to you.
Dealt such differing decks and holding such dissimilar hands.
You and I are so desperately distinct
In ways we’ll never understand.