In January I met a ****-voiced boy online.
In March we played games and talked all the time.
On the last day of April, I told him I loved him and then researched “is it love?” until May.
Six days later we realized we were dating and we’ve been dating everyday since that day.
Now it’s November, and in 11 months time the ****-voiced boy from online is all mine.

Done more
Tried more
Been more

Loved smarter
Lived smarter
Stepped smarter

Protected myself
Prioritized myself
Helped myself

Met him
Distanced him
Forgotten him

Should've done a lot
So I didn't end up
In this position

Oh, cut me loose from these chains of love,
My mind is numb and my heart is broken,
To you I am a stranger, to me you are the only love of my life,
The girl of my dream in my dreams,
You have become my daily routine, my dose,
I'll  let my mind be consumed by what it desires the most,
Have I ever crossed your mind?
Oh, cut me loose from these chains of love.

An eye for a lie
He went blind

He looked at me,
The way the sky looks at the rain,
Waiting for patiently for the relief.
Hands intertwining around my waist like vines,
Every touch felt.
Warm lips pressed against mine that has been worn.
Heal them I say as if they have been broken so many times before.
I love you,
I love you.

Anxiety wraps
itself around me,

like a coat that
doesn’t fit me

like a lover that
doesn’t love me

like a fire that
doesn’t warm me

Whenever I remember
I look up at the sky
And remind myself that the stars are there
Even in daylight
So there's no need to cry