Azrapse

Azrapse Feb 2019

Sín ti.

You went astray
Now im sitting ashing bowls in my ashtray
Wondering why the flying ****
I had to let you go away
I guess it was my Philophobia
Fear of love cause love is pain and not even a raging rain storm could wash away the hurt
My apologies if im being selfish
But **** your feeling this is all about me
Can't you see the hurt in my eyes as I listen to your lies and try to convince my self to believe
Always hoped for our happily ever after
But now I just wish I could forget you a little bit faster

Azrapse Feb 2019

Savage

No spoons

Azrapse Feb 2019

Omniscient sky

Bubblegum sky’s
Orange and red
A black that consumes
Cool darkness when the moon is lit
Anywhere you go
It’s always watching down on us
Seeing everything we do
Slowly changing as we do
How I wonder
What it was like in its youth
Before all the cars and the fumes
It must have had some pretty neat colors
I wonder if it thinks we are pretty neat too
Or if it hates us
For slowly making it wither away
Its seen us since caves and fires
Now we have flashlights and mansions
Centuries at work
But who knows how longer it will hold
The omniscient sky’s
That we fill with fumes
We are digging the graves
Of generations to come

Azrapse Feb 2019

Love struck fool

What is love when you’re the only one who’s in it
Obsession seems a bit excessive
But I bathe in misfortune
Or so that’s how I perceive
All these unexpected situations
I get tangled up in life’s lessons
She’s a black widow
So she’ll probably bite my head off
I don’t even mind

Azrapse Oct 2018

We aren’t in control

Fixated on meaningless matters
Social normality’s bind us
From the beasts we used to be
Invisible chains
And an iron fist to back it
We are subdued
Advanced in many ways
Yet too ignorant to realize
We aren’t in control
We are more than we think
Our inner essence
Longs to be free

Azrapse Oct 2018

Emotionally irrational

I like you
I want you to like me too
I want to hug you
I want to kiss you
I want to wake up to you
You are the sun
That brightens up my days
I think I’m not good enough
I know there are a lot of people after you
I know they could probably treat you better
I’m not right in the head
I get anxiety attacks thinking about it
How I want you to be happy
And I want to be happy
But I have nothing to offer
But my unstable love
I’ll push you away
Even though I want you to stay
I want you to want me
But I don’t want you to fall for me
I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t want you to hurt me
I’m too irrational
And I don’t make any sense
Would you put up with my demons
Would you stay through my storm
Or would you leave me
To be eaten by my own mind
No one gets me
I need to love and be loved
More than anything.

Azrapse Aug 2018

Your lies my lullibies

Tell me why
I always
Look for the truth
Within your eyes
Though they’re filled with lies
But I eat them up like lullabies
They bring me comfort
But im not a victim cause I know
You don’t really give a ****
But like a fix
I can’t get enough
I just want more
Of you pretending to care

#lies #lullibies #comfort #wanted