I used to write all my thoughts on loose papers and then throw them away

i follow the prettiest girls
the ones ill never speak to
they are like birds flying around
i am but a worm slithering
through other **** like me
they are out of reach
but when the bird gets hungry
it flys down to devour the  worm
they catch us by suprise
and sweep us
off our nonexistent feet
flying through the sky
with their talons
peircing our chests
they eat us alive

Everything is imaginary
Our society and religions
Are all someone else’s beliefs
Being fed to us since birth
It’s impossible to be free
We are fish in a bowl of illusions
I don’t want to have to work to make ends meet
I want to swim in the ocean and get lost at sea
I want to ride the waves into the sunset
I want to climb the highest mountains
And travel through every forest
I want to see the sun for 24 hours in a day
I want to spend days in the dark
I want to live without responsibilities
I want to live and be free
I didn’t choose to be born into this world
I just want to enjoy it all.

Who are you? Who are you. Who. Are you. WhO ArE YoU? Who are you
whoareyou!WHOAREYOU?!
whoru WHORU WhOrU
urohw UROHW UrOhW
!uoyeraohw!?OUYERAOHW
uoy era ohW ?UoY ErA OhW
.uoy erA .ohW .uoy era ohW ?uoy era ohW

Must be nice to have been born with a silver spoon
Must be nice to have always had your own room
Must be nice to never be in need
It must be nice
I wonder what it’s like

i am so alone
i had so many people
that could have been
more
but i just push them away
cause i cant even
trust myself
what am i doing
playing with another persons health
i just need to
cut myself off
from the world
i'm too distraught