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Nov 2013 zoey

Jump

Nov 2013 zoey

Chloe B

Jump

I'm standing on the edge and wondering what it will feel like to hit the soft concrete.
Should I jump forward or fall backwards?
Which is the easiest way to get out of my everlasting pain?
Please dear God fly me away.
I want to live, but I'm scared.
I don't feel comfortable anymore,
I haven't been myself lately.
I'm sad and depressed.
Goodbye world if you don't see me tomorrow,
Just know another was lost to the pain of herself.

Nov 2013 zoey

Please. Fucking please.

Nov 2013 zoey

AJ

Please. ******* please.

I am feeling really sad right now.
And I don't want to talk about it.
And I don't want to think positive.
And I don't want anyone to try and fix anything.
And I don't want to confront anything.
And I don't want to calm down.

I just want to listen to my sad music playlist.
I just want you to hold me and not say a word.
I just want to cry and cry and not worry about
How loud I'm being
Or how dramatic I am being.

I just want to cry
And I just want you to hold me.

I feel like I'll never be able to breath again if I don't.

Nov 2013 zoey

Fallen for You

Nov 2013 zoey

Afna S

Fallen for You

I think I've fallen in love with the way your eyes sparkle like the ocean, drowning me when they meet mine.

The way your hand wraps around the hot cup of coffee as you slowly bring it up to meet your lips.

The way your fingers delicately trace the words on the pages of a book you can't put down.

The way your intoxicating scent embraces me tightly, taking me to a whole new universe.

The way your mind is a beautifully complex labyrinth that I wouldn't mind getting lost in.

I've fallen in love with the way you talk, your voice like soft silk, rolling the words fluidly off your tongue.

I think I've maybe possibly fallen quite hard for you.

Nov 2013 zoey

i think he's given me the pink slip.

Nov 2013 zoey

Emily Katherine

i think he's given me the pink slip.

It is a burning feeling. It ignites in your chest and the fire spreads from your heart to your head. Your mouth putters and pouts, and whispers of breath fight for words. There are no words. There is just the raw empty feeling of being forgotten. And the flames fill your lungs with thick, heavy smoke and you choke on your own sobs because everything keeps falling before you have the chance to hold on. You are the balloon tied to a very thin string, and he's cutting you loose. He’s done with you. It’s a wicked and terrible thing that another human could do this to you. And it's even more horrible that you let them.

Nov 2013 zoey

Now I know what death looks like

Nov 2013 zoey

Hannah Douglas

Now I know what death looks like

I don't know what you saw about death But you always wanted it
I came to see you in the chamber of rest
I walked in the room and saw was your fore head and part of your hair at that point I could not breath.
Please tell me this isn't real, let it be a mistake.. It can't be my Rachel!
I Walked further in, it's silent I'm silent your silent.
I looked at you I thought so this is what death looks like. It's nothingness
You were decomposing and I hated you looking like that, I hate death and what it dose.
I hated that you couldn't look at me, you didn't smile, you didn't speak you didn't ask for a hug, All you did was be Dead...
I held your hand I wanted to speak but I couldn't I really just wanted to say I LOVE YOU!
I didn't get much time and I was told I had to leave I felt heavy agony
I didn't want to leave! I don't want to leave my sister I don't want to leave her alone I don't want to abandon her I want to see her wake up I want to be with her forever I want us to be us.. I want to hold her hand and make it warm.
I hope you happy now this is what you wanted right?
And I know you will never the person how laughs and sings the funny cheeky girl I remember but in my heart you will always be my twin!

Nov 2013 zoey

2 to November

Nov 2013 zoey

Jay

2 to November

You changed your
picture and it made me so
happy to see
even though I can see less of you now
and I miss that smile of yours
but my, does this photo accentuate those
beautiful eyes
The way the light
radiates from your face is
amazing
as it contrasts against the
dark frame of your hair
please, my darling,
won't you have some
cocoa with me?
It's rather chilly tonight.
Please, come a little closer
nuzzle yourself
into me
like you
used to.
Whisper secrets.
Make me laugh.
Make me blush.
Besides, I don't want you to be cold.

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