The world is so
cold
that it leaves my
soul
with deep bitter
holes
that no one can
touch
or control

Deep Inside Thoughts
Empty room
Lonely room
One window room
Four wall room
One door room
Will you escape?
The pressure of this place
is caving in
Yet it would be a sin
to just leave
and walk away
When the room in trying to
communicate

Your longing feelings
are overwhelming
because everyone seems to have a companion
but you

Each
empty
lonely
room
has a friend
So why are we longing then?

I went away and missed the pain of yesterday
missed the tears you cried today
missed the burn of tomorrow

You don't cry in war
You don't just find what you were looking for
Because the person that loved you
might not care about
you
anymore

So why do you keep score of life
if its just a bore
to watch the strife go
on and on
like an overplayed song

That's what they say
but I think it's ok to cry
and say goodbye to yesterday
because I'm not counting
your score

Lately, I've been drifting
drifting
drifting far away
wherever my mind goes
goes
I don't want to stay
stay
I wish my thoughts would just go away
away
to another day
any other day
but not today
today

Thunder
Rain
Lightning
Pain
It's so hard to
sleep
when these
emotions
won't go away