I still miss you every sunrise
and search you in each sunset.

We
       Only
                 Breathe
                              For
                       ­               So
                                            Lon­g
                                                       .

forgive me for i have
belittled myself

the grand picture
has disappeared

i seek guidance
yet defy the system
that also just
injects me with treason

I just can’t
I’m done
Doing all this
All this stress
For nothing
I’m done
Why wait
Why continue being alive


ok so a lot of you guys have been really concerned, I'm fine, I have a therapist this is just a way to cope.

what do parking lots
and my heart
have in common?

they both feel so much bigger
at five a.m.