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 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
J Novic
Water
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
J Novic
I was thirsty.
So I went and got some water.
My glass was full.
Translucent in my cup.

So I drank.
A cool feeling
in my throat.
Yet I did not feel
my thirst quenched.

I filled up my cup
to try and let my
thirsty feelings fly,
far from by being.

But no matter how much I drank,
the liquid of life could not
satisfy my being no matter
how much I consumed.

Huh...

I tried a different cup...
nothing.

I tried to add ice...
nothing.

I tried to add sweet flavor...
nothing.

How could these things not satisfy
my thirst?

My friend walked by.
Looked at me as
my tongue was sticking out.
He shook his head at me.

"Your thirst was quenched the first time," He said.
"You just thought you needed more."

****.
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
dj
Whatever
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
dj
I'm not a human or a person
I have no feelings
I'm a happy jar
(I love, I love, I love)
Endless hearts and
Repeating computer images
Breeze by my eyes

I invest myself
In these things I love
(I love, I love, I love)
A glorious bottle
sold whatever else
had been inside

a flash of light overtook this life
a thunderbolt of
I'm not a human
Look at me now
(I love, I love, I love.)
TWO loves had I. Now both are dead,
And both are marked by tombstones white.
The one stands in the churchyard near,
The other hid from mortal sight.

The name on one all men may read,        
And learn who lies beneath the stone;
The other name is written where
No eyes can read it but my own.

On one I plant a living flower,
And cherish it with loving hands;      
I shun the single withered leaf
That tells me where the other stands.

To that white tombstone on the hill
In summer days I often go;
From this white stone that nearer lies
I turn me with unuttered woe.

O God, I pray, if love must die,
And make no more of life a part,
Let witness be where all can see,
And not within a living heart.
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
EP Mason
'You can't be in love, you're only Sixteen'*
Well then please, define 'love'
tell me, what does it mean?

I see the smile on your face as he walks through the door
but the pain in your eyes makes me wonder what for
And the silence and solitude pierces the air
The broken home whispers with tears of despair

You're trapped in a cycle of macabre lust
The unavoidable truth is the lack of real trust
So it pains me to watch you
And your words of fake ''love''
More Black like the Raven than White like the Dove

And you sit there
you ask me
how can I feel love?
how can my heart beat when it is so young?

My response then, is simple
I feel love like you do
Only your love is false
and my love is true
© Erin Mason 2013
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
dr Jade
Colors
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
dr Jade
When she was 5
She drew a picture with the colors of the rainbow
It made everyone happy
Her teacher gave her a "star"
Her parents gave her a kiss
And tucked her in, warm and snug
Dreaming of fairies and princesses

When she was 15
She took a picture where everything was black and blue
It made everyone uncomfortable
Her teacher took her to the counselor
Her parents gave her punishment
She tucked herself in bed, with bruises and welts
And waited for the horrible nightmares to begin

When she was 25
She painted a scene where everything was gray and bleak
She didn't show it to anyone
But continued to see the counselor
Her boyfriend continued to beat her
She passed out in the living room, knocked out cold
With no dreams, nor nightmares to spare

Now she's 35
She wrote some words in red
Hoping for someone to finally see
She didn't visit the counselor, didn't take her medications
Life finally beat out all the fight in her
She saw herself covered in a sea of crimson
Warm fluid running down her wrists
Her vision began to blur
As she welcomes this final sleep
 Jun 2013 Zaira Diana
Sora
It's not really a goodbye
Or farewell
Still is my life
Still in my life
It's more of a See you soon

Saying goodbye is one of the most hurtful things to go through
But when you're walking tall
Through the flames that were your Hell
Everything in Hell
Made you stronger.

Goodbye means you shut a door.
Saying goodbye to memories as I lock the door.
I promised to throw away the key.
But if I throw it into the fog,
I'll be slipping through the cracks again.

Don't want to go back down into the slew of depression.
Don't think I'm strong enough to pull myself out again.
Don't say goodbye.
Please. I'm crying out into the dark.
I won't let you say goodbye to me.
I promised you, you did the same.
We don't break promises.

Lost and then found,
But the door is still locked.
We're looking for another way in.
Will we ever find it?
Are we supposed to find another way in?
Time to say goodbye.
Just not to you.
little dark girl with
kind eyes
when it comes time to
use the knife
I won't flinch and
i won't blame
you,
as I drive along the shore alone
as the palms wave,
the ugly heavy palms,
as the living does not arrive
as the dead do not leave,
i won't blame you,
instead
i will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.
little dark girl with kind eyes
you have no
knife. the knife is
mine and i won't use it
yet.
once someone asked me what my favorite flower was                                    
                                                                                                    i told them, "a dandelion"
they looked confused for a moment                                
before i told them why                                                

                                            i like dandelions because
                                   not only are they cute and fluffy           [hehe]

they're also weeds                              
                            found in every day places
nothing special          
but i love them                        

and for me                                                                        
i will always think of them as little wishes                                                
running around crazy in the garden                    
as a child, if you blew it all away in one breath                                                    
then you got a wish                                                                    

                              now every time
i see one of those cute
                                                    fluffy, light
                                                    everyday weeds
                      i smile as i bend down to pluck it gently
                                                trying not to ruffle it too much
                                                                            i draw in a breath
                                                 and watch as the segments go flying
                                                                          dawdling through the air
and i make a wish                                                                      
on that flyaway dandelion
its true, dandelions are my favorite flower or ****...
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