You don't love me.
That i can accept.
But i cant accept that you ran and hid
while I sat in bed and wept.
I cant accept that all this time,
I've been longing for only you
and that all this time you let me believe
that maybe you longed for me too.
I cant accept that i'm afraid to meet your eyes,
for fear you might see through me
and you let me believe that in your eyes,
I would always be.
I cant accept that after all this time,
I still cant cry in front of you,
for fear that my emotions might be too repulsive,
and push me further away is all you'll do.
I cant accept that after all these years,
you're letting everything we had fade away,
especially because you're the one that said we'd always have each other, and that you'll always stay.
I cant accept that you wont talk to me,
when all i wanna do is talk to you.
and i cant accept that you don't even know how i feel,
cause maybe if you did,
you'd love me too.
like some stupid child