I devour every breath you take
I false my veins in understandment of water
The droplets of the liquid that drip from your eye
I pour sunshine into my drink
The one you bought in the corner
I scream for your thrist
You break my back
You don't seem to scare
You seem lost
You inhale a white smoke
Its dangerous
I take in the angst
I struggle not to dust the water sprinkles.

Dazzling and bright
Wise and old
Hard with holes

You crawl on the floor
You walk on the floor
You crawl on the floor
You collapse on the floor

Words swirls in her mind
They are silent
They are deadly
They are beautiful
They are white
They are black
One says,"Breathe your dead already."
The other says,"Choke you'll live."
The final words escape her she says,"I'm ****** ."

A old man walked up to me without a cane.
He told me "You'll be able to walk in this world without any help"
Years later I am a old woman
He was right
I don't have any help
I lived in this world bitter and loveless
No one swept into my life
You simply crawl on your own and you walk on your own

She drapes the world with her lust
The smell of wine is very fine
She drinks with the men down in the riverside
She chants them dreams of filthy desires
The dreams of one night in paradise
One day a man with raven hair walked to this woman
This man caught her eye
She liked the way he grinned
They spent the night together
The man blinked his life decayed
But he did it for the lustful demon
She made it out her quest
She destroyed 2 girls hopes
And a woman's heart
The man remained with the woman several years
She beared  a child
A child who's veins ran black like his father
The demon now smiles in glee
Evil was a term not used to described her cold less face

Each breath I take deepens the psyche within my mind.
I think am I crazy all of this has to muster  so I can decide yes or no?
I look into the alone and cold surroundings of mine.
I do this by choice.
I view life as something beautiful and eternal yet I frown upon the mention of all things warm.
I also see each aspect of myself."Fully figured" they say these's are perfectly fine for a 16 year old.
I grimace and tear within and respond ,"*******!".
I've dreamed of being a walking mummy.
I think ,"Oh a size zero is fine." and smile and try my best to reach myg goal. If it cost me my death