my favorite thing is sleep
no one can be the cute guy at my new job
no one can wear thick glasses and a bowtie
no one can be quiet and shy
no one can shock me with their squinty eyes
no one can tousle their hair
no one express their feelings to me
no one lets me break their heart
no one is on my mind
no one listens to my deep feelings
no one drunkenly kisses me
no one gives me hope
no one captures my mind
no one captures my heart
no one gets back with their first love
no one lets me touch their thick locks
no one smiles at me
no one controls me
no one makes me wish I was dead


but no one is still here
in my dreams
no one still isn't mine
and no one will not go away

the worst part is when im sitting there
in bed
barely awake, everything a daze

the dreams feel real then,
I can feel your hands,
your lips.

My heart is full and the gap is non existent
and then I **** awake

and I cry because it isn't real.

I try so so hard
I sit there and think of you
I take it
This heart and hurt it
I throw it at you

It is yours!
You never need to ask
Nor plead
Just look at me

Gaze at me with those beautiful eyes
So dark yet so bright

I don't care about the image
Or the words

Just please let me be your everything

It hurts too much