I remember when my mother
Would get angry with me
And I would escape to a tall pecan tree.
I always imagined my mother screaming,
"Where is my dear boy?
He has left and I never got a chance to tell
Him how much I love him."
My mother never did.
So, I stayed up there, watching man-next-door
Mow the lawn or the postman make his rounds.
And eventually,
I would sink into the strong, loving arms of that tree.
The tree never told me I was bad.
It never made demands on me.
It was always nurturing and caring -
Ever gently rocking.
When I think of the greatest gift
My child has given me
It's the moments that she crawls into my lap
And rests her head against me.
I've become a tree.