there’s only one person who could ever make me feel this way.
she never stopped making me feel like this
we don’t interact anymore but each and every time i think of her i get the same feeling.
it’s weird though cause that feeling never changed
the thing is now there are other emotions brought upon by the same feeling
it’s the same feeling of love and safety but over time it caused longing
then sadness, then anger, than spite,
then hopelessness then loneliness.
you know it’s weird
how such a great feeling can cause such pain
but that same pain provides a sick nostalgic comfort
i am nothing but an annoyance to you
you are what my character is built upon
just as a flower has roots you are my fundamental being
though tucked away beneath the soil where nobody can see it you are whst brought about the boy i am today
it’s sad to see you so far gone
i watched you take a path that has lead into darkness
instead of feeling regret however
i catch myself smiling at your position
it’s sad that i can hate someone i once cared so much for
i hope this makes sense
