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sofia ortiz Sep 2012
Imagine this:
Me, who only speaks English
Me, who is moving to Japan
Me, with the Puerto Rican father and the Italian mother
being called a terrorist
for scrawling Arabic in the corners of my notebook.
"It's nothing personal," you say
"I'm just calling it like it is."
I sit in silence and wait for the teacher to stop this,
Say something, Say anything
Say No, Sofia would never hurt another soul
Her silence is a gag over my mouth
handcuffs on a chair
a knot in my belly plummeting out of control
If you had asked, I would gladly have shown you how to write your name
You start with the crooked smile of the letter "ba"
the calculated decrescendo of "ra"
"ya"'s sensual arc
I could show you how to write the guardian "alif"
or the embryonic "noon"
nestled safely inside of her calligrapher's womb
But somehow, between my pen and your eyes, the phrase

I miss you

written in near flawless script
turned into a threat resembling

someone is going to die

If you had asked, I would have told you of how I met an Arab
(you spell that: lam ba noon alif noon ya )
who loved music
(meem waw seen ya qaf alif-maqsura)
and Poptarts
(there's no P in Arabic)
and me.
Let me teach you how to write my name
so the next time you decide to throw around the word "terrorist"
you'll remember that those letters spell a name that represents
a living breathing person
and your prey whose name is spelled with the same alphabet as mine is
a living breathing person
Come here
Unclench your fists and take my pen
You are smart
I will teach you
Trace the shapes like me
and I will show you where you went wrong
be it in life or just now with these ancient ABCs
"Seen" is like a W except she's proud of her curves
and has a left hook that would make any man jealous
"Waw" is an air-headed guy whose body is an afterthought
with hair that billows in the wind and is never far behind
"Fa"
Treat it like a cobra
***** and proud
but dot it, mind you
That's the serpent's crown jewel
"Ya"
The singe-winged bird nesting on two tiny eggs
and "Ta marbuta"
There's no clever way to teach you ta
You just have to learn it
Now
use your two good eyes that are so good at judging and tell me that my name is not alive
The queen and the mother
The feminist and the prideful lover
And the misfit
I can be all of those
You will be all of those
Come here
There's enough space in my margin for you
Practice celebrating your secondary identity
now that you know I am not a terrorist
I won't hold a grudge because you misunderstood
I can't blame you
You just didn't know how to see
This is actually for several classmates who have all said similar things over the past couple of years. They will never read it, but I needed a way to move beyond the hurtful accusations they made.
Marie-Lyne Sep 2018
Some things in ourselves are really hard to change
My main concern in life was
not being enough
for something
for my courses
I was self-doubting
I was really afraid
How could I start again after all the fun months I have spent?
How can I keep a routine?
How can I get back to study and
focus on myself?
How can I spend more hours in the library
and become more confident?
Waw how much these questions are important
And how much they involve
Every student in the world

And I answered them with other questions
Why do I need to be the best to succeed?
Shouldn’t learning be a fun thing?
Where it is all about accepting yourself
And expanding your knowledge
Why do I always feel the need to be more than I am?
Why do I have to become better?
Who said that the version of myself right now isn’t enough?
Why do I compare myself to others, to phones , to machines?
Why do we do this to ourselves setting up goals
Instead of waiting and seeing what life will offer us
Why can’t we trust that good things will happen
They can take time some time
And that’s okay
We should be patient with our fragile souls
Observe this world and see its hidden beauty

I need books to make me feel better
I need to read about a writer’s boring life
Accept life as absurd, boring and alienating as it is
Accept that everyone has a dark side
Involve emotions and feelings in everything I do or say
Let go instead of holding on
Johnny Noiπ Jul 2018
The Land of Nod (Hebrew: ארץ נוד‬, eretz-Nod)
is a place mentioned in the Book of Genesis
of the Hebrew Bible, located "on the east of Eden"
(qidmat-‘Eden), where Cain was exiled
by God after Cain had murdered his brother Abel;
According to Genesis 4:16:

And Cain went out from the presence of the LORD,
and dwelt in the land of Nod, on the east of Eden.

(וַיֵּ֥צֵא קַ֖יִן מִלִּפְנֵ֣י יְהוָ֑ה וַיֵּ֥שֶׁב בְּאֶֽרֶץ־נֹ֖וד קִדְמַת־עֵֽדֶן‬)

"Nod" (נוד) is the Hebrew root of the verb
"to wander" (לנדוד). Therefore, to dwell
in the land of Nod is usually taken to mean
that one takes up a wandering life. Genesis 4:17
relates that after arriving in the Land of Nod,
Cain's wife bore him a son, Enoch,
in whose name he built the first city;

"Nod" (נוד‬) is the Hebrew root of the verb
"to wander" (לנדוד‬). Therefore, to dwell
in the land of Nod can mean to live
a wandering life; Gesenius defines (נוּד‬) as follows:

TO BE MOVED, TO BE AGITATED
(Arab. ناد Med. Waw id.), used of a reed
shaken by the wind, 1Ki.14:15; hence to wander,
to be a fugitive, Jer. 4:1; Gen. 4:12, 14; Ps.56:9;
to flee, Ps. 11:1; Jer. 49:30. Figuratively, Isa. 17:11,
נֵד קָצִיר‬ "the harvest has fled" ["but see נֵד‬ ,"
which some take in this place as the subst.]

Much as Cain's name is connected
to the verb meaning "to get" in Genesis 4:1,
the name "Nod" closely resembles the word
"nad" (נָ֖ד‬), usually translated as "vagabond",
in Genesis 4:12. (In the Septuagint's rendering
of the same verse, God curses Cain
                  to τρέμων, "trembling")

A Greek version of Nod written as Ναίν
appearing in the Onomastica Vaticana
possibly derives from the plural נחים‬,
which relates to resting and sleeping;
This derivation, coincidentally or not,
connects with the English pun on "nod";

Josephus wrote in Antiquities of the Jews
(c. AD 93) that Cain continued his wickedness
in Nod: resorting to violence and robbery;
establishing weights and measures;
transforming human culture from innocence
into craftiness and deceit; establishing
property lines; and building a fortified city;

Nod is said to be outside of the presence
or face of God: Origen defined Nod
  as the land of trembling and wrote
  that it symbolized the condition of all
who forsake God; Early commentators
  treated it as the opposite of Eden
  (worse still than the land of exile
for the rest of humanity);  In the English tradition
Nod was sometimes              described as a desert
    inhabited only by ferocious beasts or monsters;
Others interpreted      Nod as dark or even
underground—away from the face of God—

Augustine described unconverted Jews as
dwellers in the land of Nod, which he defined
as commotion and "carnal disquietude"
Mayroon akong gustong ibahagi sainyo
Isinulat ko lamang ito para sa mga interesado
Meron na kasi akong napupusuang isang tao
Pero teka lang, atin-atin lamang to
Di ko alam kung paano sisimulan
Pero alam kong gustong-gusto nyo ng malaman
Kung sino nga ba ang aking naiibigan
Kaya't heto na, inyo ng matutuklasan

Sya'y isang mananayaw
Napaka astig ng kanyang mga galaw
At talagang siya'y mahusay
Habang pinapanood ang kanyang pagganap, ako'y napapa WAW!
Ako'y lalo pang humanga
Nung nalaman kong sya'y manlalaro din pala
Pero hindi ng feelings ah!
Yung larong ang gamit ay shuttlecock at raketa

Marami-rami na din akong alam tungkol sa kanya
Syempre! Lagi akong updated sa kwento ng buhay nya
Ayokong nahuhuli sa balita, hindi naman sa pagiging chismosa
Kase baka mamaya di natin alam may jowa na pala, edi nganga!

Natutuwa lang ako dahil close na kami ngayon
Di ko akalain na magkakaganon
Kasi dati pinapangarap ko lang yon
Masaya na din, pero di na ako naghahangad ng higit pa roon

Marami na pala syang naka fling
Kaya ako naman noon, umaasa at nag fi-feeling
Nagbabaka sakaling mapapansin nya rin
Ang ganda kong walang kadating-dating
Lungkot lang dahil di nya pansin
Na ako sa kanya'y may pagtingin
Hindi ko alam kung kailangan pa bang aminin
O kaya'y akin na lamang ililihim
Pagkat tungkol dyan ay di ko kayang tapatin
Martir na kung martir, tatahimik na lamang at titiisin

Pero maiba tayo
Sa mga oras na to,
Di ko alam kung lalabas pa ba ako ng kwarto
O magkukulong na lang dito
At saka bubuksan ang pinto pag wala ng tao
Malamang nabasa na to ng mga magulang ko
Kaya't ihahanda ko na ang sarili ko
Pagkat mamaya pag nakita nila ako,
Sasalo ako ng gabot, hampas, palo
Hanggang dito na lang,
Damay-damay na to!
Iniaalay para kay Kuyang mananayaw
PNasarudheen Dec 2011
Oh..,Ah, Wooo...Woe, Waw.
New Year creeps from dark Old
Emerging fears smear around
Wet, sweating  the poor hold
Yelling hounds in wild field
Expectations bloom red to dry
Amidst the Constitutional cry
Really,moves on coins' rail
2012's Capital West-ward frail.

A panic Year or frolic Year near,
Be it Happy to all my dear.
Alan McClure Sep 2012
Ma haimmer stalled midswing,
a foot, yet, frae the nail -
frozen, useless and bizarre.

"Whit the hell?" I gasped,
tryin tae budge it.
I got my shouder ahent it, gie'd it a shove,
but nothin.  It just hung there.

Turns oot it wis installin updates.
It's a ****** screwdriver noo,
and that nail hings hauf oot the waw,
grinnin at me.
PNasarudheen Apr 2012
"Mesha" first is Vishu day
by beaming Sun makes it fine.
The Sun,the earth and the Zodiac
by revolution for evolution.
Summer, Winter, Spring, waw!
And Autumn path stones along
on orbits are the dots created
by the Almighty, God the Lord, dear.
Let's wish happy Vishu
to all creatures as well
do what in power as service
to the needy as the speedy Sun.
Unathi taliwe Jun 2015
Waw!,Memories on a sleep less night flashing through the mind set of mine,As if it was yesterday i miss the days i used to talk to u all the time every second of every day moment's of loughter crazeynes and joy and the sad ones,I  miss the felling i used to get when i was with u the felling of having buterflys in my stomach,The way i used to get when i was around u loosing the words to say,The thing i miss mostly about u is telling u how beatiful u ar bt now i geas is about time i move on even though im  still in love with you as u stil have a piace of my heart with u,The night to me is stil a reminder of what we have as the star'z remind me every time alook up
Im feeling emotinal
(Notes)

(Begin fast and emphasize the connection between R and K)
--of DUHARRR-KKENEDUH fate,

(Slight emphasis on C and T)*                
                             Cold--ornaTe.
life--
         i cannot say
                               (fire) indescribable
warm water
warm water
warm water
(Gradually get louder each line)
WWarm water
WWORm water
WWORMUH water
WWORMUH Water
WWORMUH WAWter
WWORMUH WAWTTer
(Should be the loudest at this point)
WWORMUH WAWTTERR

                 LUHVUHEH
                    LUHVUHEH
                   ­    LUHVUHEH
                          LUHVUHEH
warm water
is it all but a game
find me there--in your kingdom

(Quietly and gracefully say each sound by line. Think of a love song)
luh
  uh
     vv
       eh
       ruh
     oh
   mm
     aa
        nn
            ss
              e
                 rr
                ii
               vv
                   e
                     rr
                     nuh
                    th
                  ein
what is it
meaning--
none
fire
brimstone
i am
i am--

(End loudly)
EYEAAMUH NUHTHHEIN
EYEAAMUH NUHTHHEIN
**EYEAAMUH NUHTHHEIN
Sound poetry is cool
Sometimes Starr May 2019
skit dop da *** *** waaaaw,
skit dit dot a wot dot waw.

sweeeee, zit zot zow.
a zit zot zow, bat baaaa.

stit saa, a woopdewa
zit za, a bop bop ba da BOWWW
(za, a doopdewa)
a bop bop ba da BOW, OW
Ruslan May 30
So
Its well
So much in tell
Like will be it for again
Set oway so eating day

That
For me
You so it dee
Kisses like it go will be
If you cos it well so me

That
Alright
Kisses begin
Thatvwill say
You so it screen

I'm
To luck
That way in chuck
Kisses will it you my back
Waw its you so understand

That
Will be
You looked him
Sin to go it very fine
Like its well so much in tell

Kiss
You so
Its very no
Likes its well
So it the tell

Like
Its you
So matching world
Is is is i so it wrong
So it bebe kiss you live

I
Don't no
Its everyday
That way so
To my in day

Like
Its well
So matching tell
Set oway so will ID
Kisses went so my to me

That for you so gooding sell🫡
Ruslan Jun 5
Like its well so it it sell
Like so good you if you mall
Ice if you so eating well
Kiss you give i not it well

Set waw is you friend its him
Six is cos you need for him
Ver so you is motherland
That way you cos you my friend

Ley will be you needed well
So it vi o you set go
Very ***** is bebe head
Of you daddy that way net

Like is going that away
You so it to go in j
Like saif that will so it get
Let will be is cos is net

That to way i no it well
That for you a looked sell
Is is wanted ver so it
Looked for to him to it

That ill de get well is net
Kisses kiss is you so what
I sin you its you so me
Like its well to get to be

Very very very cos

— The End —