trouble is our destiny
only two can play this game but

who will get hurt first?
who will love first?

these calls which i declined
these text which i just read

i love to tease you
i love to see you angry

you keep shouting at me
you keep calling me names

i thought you could keep up but
i just can laugh at you

there are no rules
and there will never be

but how can you win a serious game
with a funny player?

let that sink for a while sweatheart

I knew who she was before, with that crooked smirk on her face
I knew she was looking at me like it was an instinct
She always had her ways of looting me
She's always had a beautiful face but inside she maybe anything except rightful
She knows I could've done more but I was such a kid not understanding what she said
Oh so she knows that I know that I like to be unknown but still says she's maybe out to get me, I know that she knows that she's not gonna wrestle with me, the two of us it could've been, but she's just so intense also insensitive to the point
Though she looks like a diligent sweetheart, she likes to act like she is, but so intense she is
She goes into a alley way to hide away from me
I just die everytime i look inside
Shy she called me, when I hid away from the drugs, she took a shrug and kept going and blowing the smoke my way
She knows that I know that I like to be unknown but she's maybe, maybe out to get me, I know that she knows that she's not gonna hurt me, the two of us it could've been, but she's just so in-fenced she just too intense
I just don't wanna let it go
I don't wanna let her down
I knew who she was before, with that crooked smile
Though she looks like a diligent sweetheart, she likes to act like she is, but so miss understood she is

Most beautiful fragment,

You're a frayed photograph,

Your focal point blurred,

with the tears you have,

swallowed.

Don't tuck your fingers,

beneath your sleeves.

Darling I have seen the,

severed butterflies.

Which bit into your wrists.

Sweatheart, don't ever,

let my eyes wander,

over -new found- gashes

of vapid metal.

My sinking love,

with -emaciated- scars.

Running down your

-pronounced- ribs.

With every ounce you

tear from your thighs,

I sigh in depleted joy.

And weep to the

children of the sleepless.

To those who ****** their

bloodied knuckles-

scraped against a charred throat.

Hold fast to-

these horrid delusions.

To which you have conceived.

Close your sleepy eyes,

wake  for tomorrow's morn.

She traces her finger along his lips
And smiles with satisfaction
The poison leaves him paralyzed
Just another fatal attraction

She lures them in with her beauty
And keeps them with her kiss
She looks for those who no one knows
A stranger they wouldn't miss

A female Jack the Ripper
But no one knows her name
A hollow soul with a morbid goal
Who plays a deadly game

A widow of sorts with ice in her veins
And all of your money she'll steal
And when she's through I pity you
There's nothing left but to ****

One eye is green the other is blue
So beware of the women you date
I'll tell you this with only one kiss
It will forever be too late

I'm sorry dear, what do you mean?
And why do you have that knife?
No, sweatheart, I didn't mean you
It just sounds like I mean my wife

I. there was life before him.
i know its hard to remember a time
his presence didn't make your whole body shiver
and his eyes didn't make you
want to wrap your arms around his broken soul.
but there was life before him
and there will be life after

II. he may no longer love you but you have to love yourself.
i know you had yourself convinced
that he was the only one who could love
all your loose ends, all the pieces, all the brokenness.
but he doesn't anymore and its okay.
now you have to grow
to love all your scars, all your craziness, all your faults.
after all, you're the only one
that lives with the voices in your head

III. he was never meant to be your last
you both spoke words of forever, planned a future together.
with 3 dogs, 2 sons, and a huge house.
you never decided where
but maybe that's how you should have known.
and i know you may feel like you'll love him forever...and you will
but, sweatheart
he
was
never
meant
to
be
your
last
IV. it was real
V.  he is gone
VI. and you are still ******* breathing

Break still young one
Hold your candle high
Salvation comes to those who wait

Be still grasshopper
Don’t react so quickly
Time isn’t going anywhere

So still loved one
Weave in and out of the lines
Make some mistakes along the way

Time changes, sweatheart
When you least expect it
It shifts

The Sweet Moment
The moment you come in the door
The moment moon rises in the sky
Let my sweetheart to see and adore
The moment hear jumps to fly high
My eyes are in trance,soul in dance
My heart sings all sonnets of love
Let me love to take every chance
You are  sweers creation from abve
Let me be with you to but embrace
Let me kiss you in a go my sweatheart
I want to taste all your great grace
Be mine for ever never ever to depart
Colonel Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright May 2021 Love Remains

Baby
Darling
Sweatheart...

I've known for so long
just how much I love you
and tonight it struck me
like a lightning
just how much
YOU
love
ME

Hold me, darling
[hush]
Kiss me, baby
[hush]
Erase them marks
that all and everyone
have left on me

[hush]

I'm right here
[you say]
[and kiss]
I'm holding you
[you say]
[and caress]

there's no way
[you whisper]
[and I know]
anyone
could ever
love you
more.

My honey wants me to take me to her paradise
Where she wants to please me with her sensual desire
I know she is wonderfully beautiful and wise
Because she understands language of love like fire

She needs me and I need her let love play to discern
I am thirsty for the dew drops in the desert to drink
My sweatheart I have been taken over by your concern
Let me embrase you let me kiss on your lips so pink

Love is the stamp on beauty let me be your associate
My love I love you to the utmost and to the limit
Come in my arms in your ears I whisper to narrate
Let me encounter your treasure pace by pace bit by bit

Colonel Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright Aril 2020 Love Remains

An Evening
Your presence has made my evening more beautiful
Your graces has reinvigorated my spirits great
Your beauty has taken over me being more bountiful
My love chain me in your tresses never liberate
The wonderful evening amidst blooming roses
Has taken over my heart towards love and romance
Your innocence, your beautiful cheeks to buldoze
Me my heart and soul with a wonderful sweet chance
I will ever celebrate this evening for times to come
My love will cherish with your blooming beauty
My sweatheart let me be your appraiser to overcome
All the hurdles and thorns to be totally free
Colonel Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright July 2020 Love Remains