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Seye Kuyinu May 2014
it wasn't like we didn't know what was right or wrong
but sitting under abandoned structures at two in the morning,
talking about work, money and betrayal felt like neither.

i held the big bottle of beer for the first time
while stretching it out to her.
"Add ciga join oga", was her next response.
so i pulled it out from inside the pack. her pack.

"who you be? you be pastor?
why you come? you dey n.g.o?
abi you dey dea dey form good boy
siddon dea!"

so she blew out some smoke from her mouth,
blew what was left out of her nostrils
took another sip from the green bottle
some spilling off the side of her mouth
she scratched her back and waited for the next line

we managed to talk about what we did in the day.
i, a popular janitor, for better job to hang on to.
she, trader in Brazilian hair, owed by all her friends.
but i admitted being jobless at night
while she pleased other men for cash.

so she blew out some smoke from her mouth,
blew what was left out of her nostrils
took another sip from the green bottle
some spilling off the side of her mouth
she scratched her back and waited for the next line

"teach me facebook", she said
putting the sudden silence to shame.
so i grabbed her phone with in disgust,
but with plenty of curiosity,
while wondering what i was doing here.
"na ikenna send me dis fone"

so she shows me ikennas picture.
a young man with another woman beside her.
i quickly flipped through other pictures and messages.
some were about fights, some about clubs,
the others about robberies.

she blew out some smoke from her mouth,
i stand to go. so she asks, 'you go come shrine,
fela shrine tomorrow?'
with a smile only familiar friends can read, i accepted.

afterwards, she told the security men to let me go.
'na my friend'. a wicked smile scratched on the faces
of these men who stood for balogun street's security.
and we were friends. familiar friends.

many months have passed,
i blow the heat from my lungs with a sigh
i scratched my back and wait for this memory to erase.
what was i doing there?
The **** crows high into the morning sky
Harsh songs from my useless alarm can make me die

Honks of early morning blue & white buses eat my sleep
No time,sleep hasn't been this deep

And to myself I solemnly recite  
You still got plenty of time to do what's right

To get dressed, it takes you just a minute
And seconds to lace your shoe,I mean it

I clutch more tighter to my cold pillow
Turning left right as I wallow

Gently savouring the bliss of my dream
Floating like a piece of paper on stream

No pleasure can come this close
I wish time froze as I doze

Leaving this bed is an Herculean task
How does my rest hurt the world, i ask

My mama used to quote these lines
Make hay while the sun shines

And time waits for no man she said
He who invented those proverbs must have been dead

Dear mum, I beg to disagree
It's  my world and I'm young and free

The clock is just a creation with 24hours
24 isn't enough,we need a clock of ours

And I blame that device for my life ills
Verily verily, the clock kills

I lost a big contract
Eye ***** dilate,wrinkles contract

Carried over some courses
Mr. Clock was the head of the causes

I was like Y me?like the end of rhyme
Just because I couldn't keep time

Those 3 evil hands combine to make me late
But since I was born,I'm yet to be late

I didn't know the clock from Adam
Pardon me if I'm late Oga and Madam

As I go on grudgingly living my life
Not like a time keeper that makes time his wife

I know that keeping time is my nemesis
Right from the very genesis
mhsutton Dec 2017
'Oga, wetin you bring come na'
Nothing, sorry.

'My broda, what do you have for us'
Love, only love.

'Where is my morning coffee?'
Pardon? I'm not a café.

Where did you bury it?
Your shame, your conscience?
It must be somewhere dark and deep.
Where  you are haunted by dreamless sleep.

Some with a uniform, some with a gun
Some with a smile, with a glint of fun.
All with hands outstretched, seeking, begging
Asking, threatening.
So much coded, yet crystal intent.

It has spread all over, from the janitor to the judge
All that is different are the sums and the styles.
Corruption corrupts all. It condemns all.

Yet, it spreads further, fertilised by impunity.
Fed by the hopelessness of 'how things are'
They sell their integrity for pennies,
They sell us all out for what I spend on toilet paper.

Where did you bury it?
Your future and that of your children?
What price their integrity?
What cost the impunity?
I'm Nigerian, British, Caribbean and Indian.
My heart is broken by the corruption I see in Nigeria. In almost all interactions with agents of the state - from police, to civil servants, there is the specter of corruption. It is a cancer that doesn't ****, only leaves you as a living dead.

'Oga' - term for boss
'Wetin' - 'what'
Johnny Noiπ May 2018
tariran          u look too                  much like my mother to ****  ndinoda iwe                  llyrical epics of old untouchable
she the worldsekutinhira        wanted to be alone w/ u
kwedenga I            think pamakore ese anoshamisa                ari oga achishanda mumakomo
                     emakamuri
        achifamba mumasitima  wte room
             te amo como el cielo que truena.               Pienso en todos los maravillosos años que pasé solo en las cabañas de               Spanish  
the ***** sunshine\                            Miki Garcia    las colinas caminando por las verdes colinas cubiertas                
        epics of old                                 de musgo donde estás; venga a ser
                   mi nueva novia vestid              though a  de blanco       blanco de alegría será                            nuestra eterna eternidad con mi única novia en las nubes siempre       she has a delicious snooch                           saltando de cielos                   alegres                     makomo maunoisa; uyai muve oh  the        so weird is the daylight in the bluer                  room
wangu mwenga                    mutsva muchena nekuda k        Kyk, ek het jou lief soos die donderende lug. Onthou al die wonderlike
                      jare                                      ­  wat alleen in
     body      heat      for             warm           hutte gehuur is, wat die moerige
groen heuwels loop waar jy lê;                  enigma
kom wees my nuwe             bruid in wit vir                blydskap sal ons onuitge  I miss the girl
sproke  where is she from?          life is cool         ewigheid wees met jou as my enigste bruid in die immer    spring                            ende wolke van vreugdevolle lug                   angesl              wearing triangles for skirts    
wemufaro uchava    geometric love life                      cools to send      musingatauri eternty w / u semwenga             wangu oga mumakore         anokwakuka achifara kudenga Dorothy Stratten
lo I love u like the thundering sky
                 I think on all the wonderful years                        alone spent in hillside cabins
                 walking the mossy green                    hills where u lay; come be my new bride in white for joy shall be                         our unspoken          eternity          w/ u as my sole bride in the ever leaping                        clouds of joyous skies
Babatunde Raimi Jan 2020
At the mention of DNA test
Some softwares trip
Cool child runs within them
None is ever sure of a firing
Afterall, sharp shooters still miss fire
If you aren't afraid of scans
To determine our child's sexuality
What is the ruse about DNA test?

Not all women are infidels
There are evil practitioners
Intentionally they swap babies
Like guys swap girlfriends
What makes you so sure
That you are your father's  child
This table is not only shaking
I hope to break the legs

When my ***** travels through the epididymis
Direct into the vas deferens
From the seminiferous tubules
Am I even sure it is *****?
It could be mere "Ogi"
How do you impregnate a software?
While you are plagued with erectile dysfunction?
Ladies beware, impotent men abound

Wait, don't go nowhere
"I never finish with you"
When your arteries are plagued
You can never "Do The Do"
It is called atherosclerosis
*** is intended for pleasure
And for procreation my friend
Don't be called Daddy by another's child
Let us all seek full medical check up

When married women slay
They turn real side chicks
Especially the married but single
Even Solomon in his prime
Cannot match their ******
They drive in their cars
And just flash you twice
If you can decipher the code
"You go just dey clean the playhead"
While real Oga hussles for the family

No time to check time
One month after birth
Conduct proper DNA test
Let us settle this thing once
But be sure of your generator of generations
That it is working in full capacity
To avoid stories that touches the heart
Don't say i didn't warn you

That goodbye *** with your ex
The night vigils with loud loans
With "Ekwueme" at the background
The client you shagged for the cheque
The MD you seduced for that account
The "thing" might have entered
Don't give it to another man
It is pure evil
A day of reckoning looms

Terrible days are here
The devil was once a saint
If you already said "Yes"
Please honour your vows
Infidelity is now a norm
Moral decadence on both sides
Married women are now real side babes
Behind that beauty may be a Delilah

If you ever discover the smoke screen
Please be magnanimous...
Your escapades with your colleagues
Your secretaries and personal assistants
Your time-out with church and mosque workers
Your sins might have visited
This time, though your wife
Whatever you sow, you reap
Karma is very real

With the rapid wave of technology
DNA will soon be like BVN
Just like the XYZ test in government hospitals
It will be made compulsory
And help us demystify this mystery
But if you are very sure
That your father is your father
Am I really sure?
That my child is child?
DNA Test, are you sure you are the Daddy?
They said loyalty pays
But I've been investing time in a system that only pays attention to favourites
The office clock ticks like a ticking bomb; not a heartbeat
Because each beat reminds me...
That I’ve been sitting on a desk that was never meant to rise with me

See; I’m the guy they call when pressure breaks bones
When deadlines **** dreams and the best hands are too burnt to build
But they never call me when there’s applause
Never cc me in the glory mails  only the blame ones
I’m the one who cleans the mess the favoured made
But still they call me second best
Like talent came with caste and titles were born; not earned

I’ve written proposals that raised eyebrows in boardrooms
Only to watch my ideas wear another man’s nametag
I’ve brainstormed so hard my mind got soaked
Yet they called it drizzle when my skies were breaking
And the man who always gets the mic
Well... his voice ain’t louder; just better connected

I prayed; oh I prayed
That the system would glitch
That maybe the gold-plated prodigy would slip
That for once; skill would be picked over pedigree
But no
He never slips; or maybe he does
And the fall is framed as flight because he’s their favourite kite
They blame the wind; not the wings

But oga; oh...  I mean boss
Yesterday; another recruiter said
"A talent like yours should be building empires; not watching over one"
He said...
“You’re not stuck  you’re stitched into a system that fears your shine”
And for the first time; my silence felt like a betrayal
To myself

So here's my resignation  not just from the job;
But from this theatre of pretend promotions plus plastic praises
Do well to keep your blessings to yourself
This flower needs sun; not a corner of the shelf
No hard feelings; but I can’t water down my worth anymore
Somewhere out there
A room is waiting
Where the seat fits the spine of my purpose
And the applause won’t need subtitles

See, my new oga didn’t ask for my résumé first
They asked for my story
Said; “What have you built in the shadows
That deserves to touch morning?”
And for once… I didn't shrink
I spoke of nights where I typed dreams into silence
Of times I offered gold; and they printed it in another's ink
And instead of doubt; I saw nods
Not the kind that pities
But the kind that says...
“We’ve been waiting for someone like you”

Here  the room breathes different
The air doesn’t smell of fear or favourites
Here  progress wears no politics
And the meeting table ain’t just a stage for sycophants with good suits
Here  when I speak; I don’t echo
I resound

They said...
“We don’t need benchwarmers; we need playmakers
We don’t clap for status; we clap for substance”
And my fingers; once blistered from holding back brilliance...
Now type freely
No masks; no mirrors Just meaning

And it’s strange  how quickly I grew
Like potential isn’t dead
Just exiled in environments where ego reigns
Now I lead projects I once cleaned scraps from
Now my name is spelled right in success stories
Not hidden in footnotes behind plastic smiles

Sometimes; I sit at my desk and remember...
That old place
Where I was a ghost in glass offices
And I almost cry; not from pain
But from the audacity of hope that brought me here

Because sometimes; favour ain't a thing you beg for
It’s a room waiting on the other side of ‘enough is enough’
It’s the fruit that grows once you stop watering dead roots
It’s the light that lands not because you chased it
But because you finally stopped hiding your sun

This one’s for the ones who stay too long
Who shrink to fit desks that were never carved for their shoulders
Who laugh in meetings
but cry in restrooms
pocketing pride like loose coins they never get to spend
For those whose brilliance is buried
under piles of silence and “Yes sirs”
and “It’s not your turn yet”

This is for you
You; who were told to wait
wait behind politics
wait behind praise that was never yours
wait behind people who knew less but knew someone
You; who knew the codes...
but not the code words
Who did the work...
but weren’t in the pictures
Who trained your replacements
while holding back the resignation in your bones

You stayed
For stability
For hope
For the idea that maybe...
just maybe...
they’d see your worth
But truth is...
some rooms are blind
And no matter how brightly you burn
they’ll never stop adjusting the curtains

But hear this:
Your light is not wasted  it’s just misplaced
You weren’t born to flicker under fluorescent ceilings
You’re not a spare part in someone else's machine
You are blueprint
Backbone
Builder

And if they won't seat you at their table
then build your own
Even if it starts with a chair and conviction

Because here’s the secret...
Better doesn’t always come dressed in promises
Sometimes; it comes in quiet exits
In courageous leaps
In nights when you whisper to yourself
“I deserve more than this”
And mean it

So go where you're celebrated  not just tolerated
Where you’re not just part of the payroll...
but part of the purpose
Where your voice rings; not ricochets
Where “thank you” isn’t currency... it’s culture

And when you get there
don’t just sit
Shine
So the next tired soul watching you from afar
knows it’s possible to leave
and still bloom

— The End —