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A poisoned bloom, a heart turned cold as stone,
Narcissism's intricate web, a story sown
In fertile ground of fragile, yielding trust,
Where empathy decays to bitter dust.
Gaslight's insidious flicker, shadows crawl,
Distorting truth until you lose it all.
Manipulation's silken, venomous lies,
Concealing motives mirrored in dead eyes,
Secrets they hoard like treasures, dark and vast,
While your own history crumbles, fading fast.

Arguments ignite, on whispers, frail and slight,
A twisted theater where wrong is always right.
Double standards, sharp-edged weapons, deftly wielded,
Victories hollow, hard-won, and congealed.
Detachment's glacial breath, a soul grown numb,
A vacant stare that signals, "You've become
Invisible," a ghost within their sight,
Carelessness carved in lines of endless night,
A disregard so profound, it chills the bone,
A love that suffocates, and leaves you all alone.

Narcissism's creeping venom, a subtle art,
Drives once-bright minds to tear themselves apart.
Victims, a silent, wounded legion, slowly bleed,
Gathering fragments of a shattered creed
Of self-worth, lost within the labyrinthine maze
Of their control, through countless, blurring days.
Emotion drained, a hollow, aching void,
A heavy toll of spirit unemployed,
Defeat’s dark, clinging scent, a suffocating shroud,
Consumes the very essence, spoken and unbowed.

A legion's unseen grasp, of demons they have bred,
Whispering doubts, planting seeds of dread.
Walking on eggshells, a perpetual fear,
Where every word, each gesture, isn't clear,
But fraught with peril, judgment lurking near.
Back-to-back rounds of torment, year on weary year,
A living hell constructed in the mind,
Where peace is banished, solace you can't find.
Shame's heavy, clinging cloak, a suffocating weight,
A painful spell that seals your desolate state.

Love's tender promise, endlessly betrayed,
Insanity's dizzying dance, in fading light displayed.
Spinning 'round in circles, a desperate, futile plea,
For change that flickers, but you'll never truly see.
Unstable ground beneath your weary feet,
A broken scene where hope and reason can't compete.

Mind subtly twisted, body's instinctive freeze,
Another crushing blow, with no release, no ease.
The choice remains, a precipice you face,
To break the cycle, find your own saving grace,
Or join the fallen, those whose spirits died,
Beneath the weight of their destructive tide.

Narcissism's bitter toxin, a slow heart's demise,
Reflected in the haunted sorrow in their eyes
(Though mirrored back, a twisted, hollow gleam).
Narcissism's haunting echo, a dark and endless stream,
NARCISSISM, a prison built of lies,
NARCISSISM, the secret that never truly dies.
Nomkhumbulwa Jun 2019
You took everyone I knew,
All my friends, all my family,
You left me with no dignity,
Made sure everyone hated me.

I never knew you were cruel,
Thought I an abnormal child,
For my identity you stole,
Now all I want to do is hide.

You're the vampire of my soul,
You left me in the cold,
I'm so cold and alone,
You're the vampire of my soul.

All done in silence behind closed doors,
Made sure everyone thought otherwise,
You're cold narcissism used its claws,
You completely tore me up with your lies.

I never knew I could feel so alone,
But now everything I thought I knew is gone,
Cant trust no one, dont know whats true -
People believe the twisted lies you told....
Cant trust no one dont know whats true, ...
People believe the twisted lies you told. ...

I don't see you as my mother,
I dont even know who you are,
All I remember is fear and shame,
I dont even like my name.

I live the shame, I live it everyday,
You sided with a ******, turned me away,
It may well be hidden but its clear to me,
But covert narcissisms not there for all to see.

I bleed for you mum,
I let you hit me in the face,
Justified your behavior,
I'd always been a disgrace.

I know that you cant love me,
I hold nothing against you,
But the way you tore my life apart
Till the day I saw the truth

But where do I go from here?
In this dark and empty space,
You stole everything from within me,
To believe in the human race.

I'll never be free of you until my dying day,
Tho we hardly speak, I can feel you pulling the chains,
A victim of cover narcissism lives in constant pain,
Invisible on the outside, but im full of internal pain.

Betrayal, denial,
Blame, and shame,
Its covert narcissism,
And this is their game.....
Its actually a song I wrote for Mbira.  So it may not come across correctly as a poem.  The chorus is the verse with the words from the title.
mads May 2022
I hate that my only experience of love,
Before now,
Was a demonstration of narcissisms bargaining chip.
The soul source of a narcissists food to feed the ego.
Because for a long time,
I was in deep belief that love was fleeting.
Here one second,
Non existent the next.
Torturous…
And devoid of any warmth falsely portrayed in movies, books and the lives of my friends.

I hate that I was conditioned to believe love was regimented.
Structured and strictly used to service you.

Affection was a mirage
Shown only when I must’ve needed a reminder to cling to false hope that this was real.

And while some romance films
Toy with the idea of some small sacrifices being involved
None ever quite explained that you had to forfeit your dreams for a narcissists ego.
Luckily, this was something you explained to me.
I should’ve graduated 3 years ago…

Despite your hard hard work to convince me love wasn’t real,
That I was nothing of worth.
I am being loved, shown I too can be supported, encouraged.
And I am stronger
And worthier
And happier
Than I think you are ever capable of feeling.

The hole you’ve dug is a deep one,
Get comfy before they fill it in.
Del Maximo Oct 2020
another day
another active shooter
our hatred has loosed the hell hounds
foreign and domestic terrorism abounds
when will we learn that it’s us

there’s a madman behind the curtain
who doesn’t understand theatre
with the whole world watching
he normalizes hatred and apathy
unable to see beyond the foot lights
unwilling to look beyond his own nose
or his wallet’s bottom line
wearing narcissisms blinders
this **** stirrer has emboldened the **** stirrers
with everyone eager and willing
to jump into the cesspool
but I don’t blame him
it’s on us

social media has bloomed
an anarchy of tongues wagging
through clacking keyboards
it’s safer to speak up
when you can’t get hit in the mouth
judgement day is now
the threads are teeming with
name calling
immaturity
arguments for arguments’ sake
hatred
vehemence
the traits we hold back in real life
are somehow acceptable online
but I don’t blame social media
it’s on us

tomorrow's skies will be blue or gray
regardless of what weathermen have to say
the futility of a random universe
with each advancement both a blessing and a curse
license plates used to ask
“will we **** the last whale?”
the bigger question today:
will we **** the last human?
ecology’s breakdown
GMOs and pesticides
social injustices
racial divides
domestic violence and teen suicides
new ‘worst ever’ shootings
WMD in little boys’ hands
will we do it?
will we **** the last human?
it’s on us
(C) 10/27/2017
Bekah Halle Apr 28
Whispers deep within, cry out “hear me, here in,”
I desire to be heard,
I desire to be seen,
I desire to be acknowledged, as something more than what could have been.

You’ve tried to ignore it,
You’ve tried to do what’s right,
What’s sensible, what’s to be applauded,
Rather than what your heart yearns: to be revelled in delight!

Pure indulgence,
Disdainful scorn,
Narcissisms decadence,
All that should be off-sworn.

But denial has only left me stuck,
I have lived a cognitive dissonance existence,
A state of **** and muck.
I wish for more, I want to rise above the resistance, insistence and self-persistence…

I wish to be MORE curious,
I wish to be larger,
I wish to be more spontaneous,
And live a life full, but not “full” of what ifs, that’s what I rather.

So here I am,
Now, what do I do?!
.
.
.
.
Take the next step…

into the dream,

For there, I hope,  will be the next clue!
I just got off the phone with my Chaplain Supervisor and I realised that I had stopped taking stock of what I am grateful for, and my authentic curiosity had become dormant —maybe the colder days had signalled, subliminally, dormancy?! But I need to breathe new life into it, resurrect it if you would, my curiosity. The result: this poem. Feedback welcome.
Yenson Sep 2022
Oh!....I don't know
wonders never cease, goes that old adage
some people think they are superman, Clarke Kent
they think they know everything
they think they are mega intelligent, sharp, incisive cool and calm
they think they're journalist
who research, decipher and deal in facts before filling copy
some are so arrogant
they even think they can deal with Underground Racism
can you imagine the conceit or should we say stupidity
a system that has existed since Cain and Abel
something so behemoth even Nelson Mandela met its mother
and shook his renowned head in surprise and disbelief
and in this green isle where it lives refined and covert
some mahogany mug is tickling its catastrophes
perhaps unaware of its power
with fifty million disguise, an ever ready army
who reason not or question why, why, why
capable of anything, ready to twist and turn, ready to lie, frame
and slander, to pull and push, to duck and dive, to fry and sting
and all that just for starters
espionage, subterfuge, Machiavellian, Narcissisms at beck and call
unlimited storages of high octane Hate fueling secret troops
all primed in combat at second's notice
and some mug mahogany is singing do la li and we shall overcome
overcome relentlessness?
Someone should go sing Dixie
perhaps they think they are Royalty
just saying, as I eat Jaffa cakes and fried chicken...tee hee hee!

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