it begins with saint piran's flag... well, let's just
say that, there ought to be two "offending"
     but classicly marxist, separatists governing bodies
in, what's know as geo-politics...
              upper-class retards think that the people
occupying the home county known as essex
     are, complete idiots...
                        well... hello my "fellow" londoner!
nibble on some rat-****, get a pigeon **** *******
on your top-hat? ****... *******!
               the northerners can't claim, that i'm
a southern fairy... in europe there the north / south
and the east / west divide...
          the southerners seem to prosper, as do easteners...
and likewise...
          essex, and the whole "point" of the south-east...
no... cornwall wan't to be indepedent,
     like the basques in spain...
            and that flag...
     may i make a suggestion to counter the cornwallians?
revert, allow essex to have a teutonic inspired flag
in reverse to yours...
                     i.e. a black crux on a maiden's "body".
living in essex, i've started to become, irritated
by this county becoming a joke fior the whole nation...
like a bunch of indians saying goa in portuguese...
sure, i know: northern monkeys...
                                      wild antics and bits and bobs...
essex has produced snooker champions...
           the other sort of chess-players... the geometricians...
and then the serving geographic is simply quote as:
                sun-tan          orange                "quirky" accent;
and all, from a megapolis that exterminates rats,
                                             but feeds urban pigeons.
in essex? we have woodland pigeons,
   and they look like the very-most pristine theologians,
if not priests...
        and they're fat...
                     blooming... and they have the equivalent of
a dog collar... and sure as ****
      they won't have one their legs, reduced to a stump
with all the claws removed... like an urban pigeon might,
strutting... well... "strutting"... merely limping.

I fall inlove with a guy as we grew  together we grew apart,
I never thought as we communicate,
We lost spark ,Maybe its just me but no,
He dont have time for me,but for games he have,yes im jealous he has more time for his freinds but for me he's busy,
I never thought that he will gave up for me easily,
Is this the love that i want?,no
Is this the relation that i want?maybe
Is he gonna choose me between he'friends?he would
But no all i think is im the perfect one,im the one for him,he will gonna marry me
I watch my self drown in fears and traumas
Some day i will find a man that loved me and choose me all the time thats when i realize i always think about realations,being together and being not being  alone,being indepedent,
What if i choose myself first?
What if i loved my self before others?
What if i improved myself?
What if im not ready?
I always ask myself.
Am i ready for this or all i want is to be loved,or im healous of others being loved,this time ,
i will grow indepedent as a lion in a dark forest,surviving alone,
I will be thinking of being mature like a Orangutans prefer to spend their lives alone hanging out in trees, only meeting others when it's time to mate.
"An elephant can shake the earth with its trumpet, but it cannot shake the ants' self-possession of it."
Like me i can take risk at my own.

in the abode(s) of Huītzilōpōchtli
i reside:
away from Yahweh and Jesus
and Allah...

                       in 5h3
in the abodes of Huītzilōpōchtli
                 i reside:
with fallen warriors
and women who have
died in childbirth...

                  closer to the latter because
i will only write of peace
and sure war come
i will write during:

yet i wait: for the draft of honor secret
and ambition
to be exercised
leave me at peace
in peace
and of war i say: honor ambition and vitality
and of peace i say: secret ambivalence and inquisitiveness
curiosity...

for War is School...
for adults...
and currently Russia is teacher to Ukraine
and the Poles and Czechs are either lost
or slightly bothered
and almost not ready
because the Western and Southern Slavs
will have to be taught from within the Skins of
the Germans
and New Skins of Germans
because they are so Apathetic from Great Ideas
i think i don't know
but they're sort of Eunuchs...
but the book of Revelation must be read
in a fashion that allows you
to close your eyes
sporadically
i mean it's a book of meditation
to relieve yourself from the chains of writing
and begin delving into the realm of images...
and understanding
colours...
why so many traffic accidents
who the **** is required to be literate in words
will be
but people need to become literate
understanding FORM and COLOUR...
we already know and -            that "we":
yes... we are all sons...
              asher....

algorithm limit:
poking a god:
so AI headpiece when i typed in:

hebrew words for we / us written phonetically like ehyeh asher ehyeh

i don't think people of a certain caste
need to know words
i don't think it's necessary
we can have work transferred
to something better than a police force
beginning with banks
people who would sign paperwork for people
so that they are at least
in the monetary system
and indepedent
i don't think financial independence had to be
synonymous with literacy
i think as humanity we made a mistake
of giving people
financial independence
and also making them literate
i don't think you can making words
and reading
universal
i think that's torture
i've heard of DYSLEXIA in England
but i haven't heard of dyslexia outside of England
i should look up some famous French
dyslexics and German ones...
because it's not fair
some people don't want to read...
give them numbers...
but maybe we need a revolution in the realm of
education
     i think that philosophy forgot about education
i think that philosophy tried to remember
history
with heidegger
but philosophy forgot jurisprudence and pedagogy...
then again:
i don't even think philosophy was equipped
to mediate pedagogy
since it was initiated by ANNALS of the BUGGERY DEMONS...
Socrates was the educator sure
but i mean: what philosopher since him
tried to teach or understand children?
and not do them one pleasure short
of ****?                          you want to teach jesus?
don't teach it to everyone
especially not to children...
you want to be given lessons from Jesus?
make it a secret society! or ****** up parents!
   yeah?!           what is so ******* wrong with you people?!