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Dah Feb 2016
Late spring. Early morning.
Horseflies in my dream,
dissonant church bells, legless pigeons

I wake to the light’s sharp angle
that cuts this day open.
A breeze stretches its wrap

Lying here, dawn is brief
like a banner slowly raised
then dropped abruptly

Rising from bed
I slump
a prisoner waiting for a beating
The chilled air, a sword
stuck into my skin

Through the blinds
a snap of sun
my eyes rollback
colors pop

I stand barefoot
and become the sum
of a legless pigeon
a horsefly’s faint buzz
dissonant bells

I think of my dream
how it called me
inward
closer to the core
a caravan of pine coffins
lined up in the streets
a future template

Suddenly, church bells,

a fly dead on the sill,

a mournful pigeon’s coo.

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from my sixth book-length manuscript

©dah / dahlusion 2015
all rights reserved

"Horseflies Pigeons Coffins"
was first published in  'Secrets and Dreams Anthology'
(Kind Of A Hurricane Press)
Dry land,
quiet land
of night's
immensity.

(Wind in the olive groves,
wind in the Sierra.)

Ancient
land
of oil lamps
and grief.
Land
of deep cisterns.
Land of death without eyes
and arrows.

(Wind on the roads.
Breeze in the poplar groves.)

Village

Upon a barren hill,
a Calvary.
Clear water
and century-old olive trees.
In the narrow streets,
men hidden under cloaks,
and on the towers
the spinning vanes.
Forever
spinning.
Oh, village lost
in the Andalucia of tears!

Dagger

The dagger
enters the haert
the way plowshares turn over
the wasteland.

No.
Do not cut into me.
No.

Like a ray of sun,
the dagger
ignites terrible
hollows.

No.
Do not cut into me.
No.

Crossroads

East wind,
a street lamp
and a dagger
in the heart.
The street
quivers like
tightly pulled
string,
like a huge, buzzing
horsefly.
Everywhere,
I see a dagger
in the heart.

Ay!

The cry leaves shadows of cypress
upon the wind.

(Leave me here, in this field,
weeping.)

The whole world's broken.
Only silence remains.

(Leave me here, in this field,
weeping).

The darkened horizon's
bitten by bonfires.

(I've told you already to leave me
here, in this field,
weeping.)

Surprise

He lay dead in the street
wit ha dagger in his chest.
Nobody knew who he was.
How the streep lamp flickered!
Mother of god,
how the street lamp
faintly flickered!
It was dawn. Nobody
could look up, wide-eyed,
into the glare.
And he lay dead in the street
with a dagger in his chest,
and nobody knew who he was.

Soleá

Wearing black mantillas,
she thinks the world is tiny
and the heart immense.

Wearing black mantillas.

She thinks that tender sighs
and cries disappear
into currents of wind.

Wearing black mantillas.

The door was left open,
and at dawn the entire sky
emptied onto her balcony.

Ay, yayayayay,
wearing black mantillas.

Cave

From the cave
come endless sobbings.

(Purple
over red.)

The gypsy
calls forth the distance.

(Tall towers
and mysterious men.)

In an unsteady voice
his eyes wander.

(Black
over red.)

And the white-washed cave
trembled in gold.

(White
over red.)

Encounter

For you and I
aren't ready
to find each other.
You... as you well know.
I loved her so much!
Follow the narrowest path.
I have
holes
in my hands
from the nails.
Can't you see how
I'm bleeding to death?
Don't look back,
go slowly,
and pray as I do
to San Cayetano
for you and I
aren't ready
to find each other.

Dawn

Bells of Cordoba
in the early morning.
Bells of Granada
at dawn.
You are felt by all the girls
who weep to the tender,
weeping Solea.
The girls
of upper Andalucia,
and of lower.
You girls of Spain,
with tiny feet
and trembling skirts,
who've filled the crossroads
with crosses.
Oh, bells of Cordoba
in the early morning,
and, oh, the bells of Granada
at dawn!
Jim Sularz Jul 2012
© 2011 (by Jim Sularz)
(The true tale of Frank Eaton – “Pistol Pete”)

At the headwaters of the Red Woods branch,
near a gentle ***** on a dusty trail.
On an iron gate, at the Twin Mounds cemetery,
a bouquet of dry sunflowers flail.

In a grave, still stirs, is a father’s heart,
that beats now to avenge his death.
Six times, murdered by cold blooded killers,
six men branded for a son’s revenge ….

Rye whiskey and cards, they rode fast and hard,
the four Campseys and the Ferbers.
With malicious intent, they were all Hell bent
to commit a loving father’s ******.

When the gunsmoke had cleared, all their faces were seared,
in the bleeding soul of a grieving son.
Ain’t nothin’ worse, than a father’s curse,
to fill a boy with brimstone and Hell fire!

Young Eaton yearned and soon would learn,
the fine art of slinging lead.
Why, he could shoot the wings off a buzzin’ horsefly,
from twenty paces, lickety split!

Slightly crossed eyed, Frank had a hog-killin’ time,
at a Fort Gibson shootin’ match.
Upside down, straight-on and leanin’ backwards,
he out-shot every expert in pistol class.

By day’s end when the scores were tallied,
Frank meant to prove at that shootin’ meet.
That he would claim the name of the truest gun,
and they dubbed him - “Pistol Pete.”

In fact, Pistol Pete was half boy, half bloodhound,
a wild-cat with two 45’s strapped on.
In District Cooweescoowee - bar none,
he was the fastest shot around!

Pistol Pete knew his dreaded duty had now arrived,
to hunt down those who killed his Pa.
He vowed those varmints would never see,
a necktie party, a court of law.

Where a man is known by his buckskin totem,
in hallowed Cherokee land.
There, frontier justice and Native pride,
help deal a swift and heavy hand.

Pete was quick on the trail of a killer,
just south of Webber’s Falls.
Shannon Champsey was a cattle rustler,
a horse thief, and a scurvy dog!

Pete ponied up and held his shot,
to let Shannon first make a move.
The next time he’d blinked, would be Shannon’s last,
to Hell he’d make his home.

With snarlin’ teeth and spittin’ venom,
Pete struck fast like a rattlesnake.
Two bullets to the chest in rapid fire,
was Shannon’s last breath he’d partake.

Pete galloped away, hot on the next trail,
left Shannon there for a vulture's meal.
Notched his guns, below a moon chasing sun,
and one wound to his soul congealed.

There’s a saying out West, know by gunslingers best,
that’ll deep six you in a knotty pine casket.
One you should never forget, lest you end up stone dead,
“There’s always a man – just a shade faster.”

Doc Ferber was next to feel Pete’s hot lead,
“Fill your hand, you *******!”
With little remorse, Pete shot him clear off his horse,
left him gunned down in a shallow ditch.

After getting reports, Pete headed North,
to where John Ferber hunkered down.
A Missouri corner, in McDonald County,
filled with Bible thumpers in a sinner’s town.

Pete rode five hundred miles to shoot that snake,
with two notches, he welcomed a third.
He carried his cursed ball and chains,
to **** a man, he swore with words.

But John Ferber was plastered, and he didn’t quite master,
deuces wild, soiled doves and hard drinkin’.
Someone else would beat Pete, the day before they’d meet,
sending John slingin’ hash in Hell’s kitchen.

There’s a night rider without a father,
under a curse to settle a score.
In all, six murderous desperados,
Three men dead - now, three men more ….

Pistol Pete was now pushin’ seventeen,
just a young pup, but no tenderfoot.
With two men in the lead, he was quick on his steed,
to **** two brothers who killed his kin.

Pete rode up to their fence, with a friendly countenance,
spoke with Jonce Campsey, but asked for Jim.
“There’s a message from Doc, that you both need to hear,”
Pete readied his hands – both guns were cocked!

Pete continued in discourse, and got off his horse.
all the while in an act of pretense.
Jim came to the door and Pete read them the score,
and shot them both dead in self-defense.

With the help of the law, they verified Pete’s call,
then gathered any loot they found.
Laid Jim and Jonce out, in their rustic log house,
and burnt them both and the house to the ground.

Might have seemed kind of callous, but weren’t done in malice,
that those boys were burnt instead of swingin’.
They just sent them to Hell, sizzlin’ medium well,
besides, it “saved them a lot of diggin’.”

There was one man to go, he’d be the last to know,
that a hex is an awful thing.
That a young boy would grow, with a curse in tow,
to **** a man, was still a sin.

Pete garnered his will, with the best of his skills,
to take on the last of the Campsey brothers.
It would be three to one, Wiley and two paid guns,
Pete knew his odds were slim and he shuddered.

At nearly twenty-one, Pete knew he may have out-run,
his luck as the fastest gun.
This would be the ultimate test of his shootin’ finesse,
only a fool would stay to be outgunned.

But Pistol Pete weren’t no liver lilly,
and he loaded up his 45’s.
He rode into town with steely nerves,
maybe no one, would come out alive!

Pete knocked through that swingin’ bar-room door,
Wiley stood there with a possum eating grin.
He said, “Hey there kid, who the Hell are you?”
and Pete shouted, “Frank Eaton! You killed my kin!”

All four men drew quick, with guns a’ blazing,
Wiley got plugged first from two 45’s.
The bar-room crowd dispersed in a wild stampede,
everywhere, ricochetin’ slugs whizzed by!

When the shootin’ had stopped, there was just one man standin’
all four men got plugged, includin’ Pete.
But only a shot-up boy rode out of town that day,
and a Father’s curse, that played out complete –
was a bitter mistress to bury….

At the headwaters of the Red Woods Branch,
near a gentle ***** on a dusty trail.
On an iron gate, at the Twin Mounds cemetery,
a bouquet of morning glories flail.

In a grave, still deep, is a father’s heart,
that lays quiet in a peaceful sleep.
And six men dead, who now burn instead,
compliments of Pistol Pete!
This is another one of my Historical poems.   A true story about Frank Eaton, an eight year old, who witnessed the shooting death of his father.    Frank Eaton was encouraged to avenge his father's death and by the time he was 15 years old, he learned to handle a gun without equal in Oklahoma territory.   You can read about this man by obtaining a copy of his book  -  "Veteran of the Old West - Pistol Pete (1952).   Born in 1860, he lived to be nearly 98 years old.   My poem describes the events surrounding Pistol Pete hunting down the outlaws that killed his father.    I hope you enjoy the story.

Jim Sularz
Radhika Krishna Apr 2022
There’s a bottle of my mother’s love
Sitting on the kitchen table
It’s gone sour
It’s Sunday morning,
In the piercing comfort of a place
I once would’ve called home,
And the world woke up and walked out on me

The aftermath of July grows right outside my bedroom window
While I sit on a desolate strip of imaginary sand,
With my head in a water cooler
As significant as an ill-fated horsefly
Opening a window
I drive out a horsefly.
Undulations of the fields.
Brandon Apr 2012
Teeth, rib cages
Hearts, hipbones
Broken thrones
The enigmatic victory of horsefly contempt
Condemned fireflies in midnight sky
Social butterfly and awkward moments
Forced to live with baited breath
Exhale, inhale
Suffocate withering strands of hope
Embellished livestock
Wall street cattle
Compulsory impulse
Genetic malfunctioning solitude
The zenith is reached
Downfall is all that’s left
Watching with wonderment and sealed hearts
written entirely too early in the morning when i was still very much asleep...
Ruby Harrison Jan 2010
Each cold wave was starting to slap
me in the face and the grayness of morning
wasn’t lifting as the sun rose.  Goosebumps

had made my legs slim sharks, heavy and rough,
so I swam to shore spitting out icy water.  
I was thinking about coffee,

maybe crawling into my sleeping bag
and listening to loons’ far-off howls
until breakfast, and I reached the splintery dock

when I choked –
tried to struggle backward, without any splash
which might wash her in with me.  

Dock spiders swim.  Did you know?  
They fasten long ropes of silk and dive
for their prey, something big since no horsefly

sustains a spider the size of a mouse.  
This one was monstrous, motionless,
spiky black legs jointed white at her knees,

face-level to my wet bobbing head.  She gripped
an egg sac, papery and white, marble-sized.  
It held hundreds of tiny hers.  It looked heavy.  

I had come to her panting but now the water
or inertia maybe pushed my face close
to that enormous silent mother so I fought harder

to stay away, though if the lake had been still
I might have treaded at a distance, stared hard,
dared her to scuttle and disappear in the cracks

in the plywood-patched dock with its rotting ladder
and a dozen more spiders, probably,
white sacs strapped firmly to their bellies.  

I flopped like I’d hooked a lip, gasping, desperate
for rough open water where depth
would deter any diving hairy creature.  

Somehow I struggled to remoter shoreline
where I slid over boulders’ upholstery of algae,
shivering, legs frog-splayed, stringent and numb.  

I never felt it when I scratched my legs crashing
through buckthorn, the way to the cabin, though I saw
the lines later when I put on soft clothing

in a warm inside corner where spiders are smaller
and at least have the kindness
to keep out of sight.
Dexter Terzungwe Oct 2015
Season of love, or so I was told.
Day of Saint Valentine, spurn my sorrow;
Dozens of red roses, bouquets of blood.
But you’re drunk as a horsefly.
Claim you’re an oldie, but only a kidult with an early retire.
Climb on the mattress pad, ruin the moment,
you could have easily slit my throat!


What’s left is only bittersweet;
I think only of the best that we could have had;
The borders we could have hiked;
And the babies that we should have had!
Now I’m cold and afraid, willing it all away.  
What’s the point of writing these poems
if you’ll never read them?
The disappointed live longer...
Gemineyed Gypsy Jul 2016
Can you remember before we tripped and fell out of stride? Over-paced, the human race, our twelve-hour clock wound up tight with our world moving two days too fast.

Can you imagine a world with dirt roads and infrequent cars? Silence from the propellers of planes with air so pure, crisp and free from the fumes of exhaust and burning fuel that continues to fill our atmosphere at an extraordinarily fast-paced race to the end before we can even enjoy the beginning?

I dream of going back to such a place, building these dreams and grand illusions in my mind from the stories of my elders and great ancestors of old times.

When working was nothing about sitting at an office desk or making the most salaried income in this hectic life of no rest.

When mornings were spent gratefully tending to the fields and afternoons to the flocks. When in between, you let your eyes rest as you lay on fresh hay bales using only the sun's shadows as your clock.

When nights were filled with belly laughter and passionate kisses creating harmony with nature's own chirps of crickets and coyotes making sweet symphony to the skies; to Mother Moon herself and to the Great One hidden from our eyes.

A time of ease and inner peace amongst our day's hard work. Where the silence of zen in utmost meditation's only disturbance is of nature herself... A dragonfly zipping across your line of view... a horsefly buzzing around your ear... The bark of a pup or the sly movements of the cat as he makes his way into your garden to mess with your plants...

A world where your surroundings are as vastly colored as the most glorious sunset sky of orange, fuchsia, peach and yellow rainbow-dipped flowers, sending their love in sweet floral aroma as you breathe in; lifting your head, heart and chest in joyful adoration as your eyes glance in reverence to the heavens up high.
© 2016 Gemineyed Gypsy
All rights reserved.
Intellectual property of the author.
Victor Thorn Nov 2013
Dedicated to the ones who mock us
saying that they haven’t lost anything.

We flaunt flypaper photos,
hoping for horsefly quick fixes,
but I’m no longer
the person in my pictures,
but a spider.
Now, my red eyes burn–
boiling tears whose salt
cannot sustain me.
It’s also evident that
I’m gracelessly aging
as time flies faster;
I’m not having fun.

I’m not having fun.

He– external introspection:
embodiment of possibilities just out of reach.
He– the very visage of perfection,
anonymous, at least to me.
And here but an hour ago we were we.

Garrett let him in through the front door.
“I’m here to see Victor.”
“Sure, let me take you to his room.”
I’ll get questions tomorrow
for which I’ll have no answers or lies,
so I’ll tell the truth:
I poured my heart
into seven heavenly minutes,
only to find it unscathed.
Love is blind lust until
it suffers.

He leaves and I wait for confirmation
that we’ll never speak again.
And it comes.
And I think:
He might have been a pre-med student.
His favorite color might have been yellow.
He might have been able to sing.
He might have been living poetry.
He might have loved Jesus.
His faith in Jesus might have been unshakable.
His name might have been Bradley.
His best friend might have been his mother.
Gaspar Valdez Mar 2015
Tonight
The air is ******* its cheeks
& surgical--
Whilst I walk through the tufts of mottled grass
Fetishizing stage mothers falling on kitchen knives
& school girls wearing **** whistles around their necks like charms
& at 11:26 it comes on to me
In the choking on discussions of
Muted liberties—
Civil duties—
Toothless ethics—
& the sleight given upper hands
& now they glass me real good
Looking to me for my rebuttal
But it is now taut around my throat
Taking hold like a drunken uncle
For all the times I stuck my neck out on the line
& it happens like this most every time
In moments so gentle, so tranquil
The kind that only the sting of a horsefly
Or the discovery of a tumor could tamper with
& I am left filled with a love so grandiose
So indescribable—
That my heart swells & threatens to burst
& if they could hear me mutter just that
Then maybe this wouldn't be such a bad way to go at all
It's wine time and a fine time to pour a glass of Chablis, excuse me
if I don't offer you any, I have left you a beer in the fridge as you're not here.

Relaxation takes on a whole new dimension when you're getting pleasantly stewed and the good news is that you can choose how stewed you become, that's what the cork is for.
Stu Harley Mar 2015
what happens
when
a horsefly
lands
on the
rear end of
a full grown bull
or
a blind
*******
Robert Andrews Jul 2020
I'm the big banana
In a bunch of rotten ones
The horsefly ****
At a circus of tics
Where insanity is fun

And I will dance on the ragged edge
With a db and some wine
Thick as thieves
With a capital T
Where everything is fine

In the middling
Of the afternoon
You can find us here
Congregating in the backyard
With a plate of rice and beans

And everything is wonderful
As long as I can write
While everyone runs rampant
In the middle of the night

Nothing here is ever normal
And that suits me just fine
It keeps me on the ragged edge
And helps me write my rhyme

Now I will
Drink my fill
And thank God for the wine
Everyone is eating
And the silence is divine
gravelbar Feb 2022
Winding down a well penned road, written like red leaves and hickory smoke
Wandering down another limestone dust dirt nothing, little slice of heaven in the sun
Creeks rolling, eyes wide on Folgers and a spent cigarette, walking a mile for the next pack
Pack on your back, climbing up crevice and crack, quiet nights with thunder and fire
Fire and rain, eyes in pain, wipe away these tears from mine, I already ran out of all my time
This Crown goes down nice, makes my feet dance drunk, makes the moths come circle
That stuff makes it worse in the morning, but **** the morning is worse anyway
That **** makes me sick, but I **** it down like a horsefly ***** up blood, slapped silly
Third degree sideways emotions, a burning train wreck of bauxite and broken dreams
two sat
too to

           gether
upon a rock

kisslicked
and smooth

by the passing river
a green-eyed horsefly

on
and around

his knee
her tongue

in
and around

his ear
he could not

decide
which was more

annoying
Fire

"Fire is eternal as the root of all things,
while the cosmos is not eternal."
— Heraclitus

Fire is timeless. Worlds are fleeting—
False and frail, their heart's not beating
When Spirit’s impulse gets suppressed
Like pus that festers in the chest.

The Fire’s within—now stir, ignite!
Or serve the Dark. Defend your blight.
Corrupt the ego, sly and clever,
With "minds" built just to fail forever.

They justify the beasts’ demands—
Still waiting blessings from their hands?
Then wait—your soul they'll surely shred,
But first, feed lies and fear instead.

They’ll sell you life inside a pen,
Where Satan wears a crown again,
Where forms and names may change their face—
But "kindness" masks the same disgrace.

"Goodness"? That’s the CowID scam:
A sniffle dubbed a plague—then BAM—
They pumped the weak with poison dread,
And fooled a herd into the dead.

And more will fall, for worse is near—
A mind that lacks the Fire, dear,
Is ruled by beasts, by tricks enslaved,
By every scheme that cowards paved.

So fight this world of blood and lies—
Its shallow charm, its thin disguise.
You’ll join, in time, the Fire’s Great Might—
A Flame to make the creatures fright.



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Pyramid of Rot

"He who wishes to be good at all times is bound to come to ruin among so many who are not."
— Niccolò Machiavelli


Virtue plays the traitor’s part —
Gets you stabbed through honest heart.
Speak your truth? You're marked as threat
In a world of sly regret.

Spirit here’s a cursed disease —
Exiled... if you look within.
But this world, which kneels with ease
To every plague of rotting sin—

Let it choke or let it **** you,
Softly, quietly, out of sight—
But never bow, no matter how
The mob proclaims its twisted right.

For on top there sits a vermin,
Crowned atop the filth they bring.
If your mind is sharp and burning,
There’s no seat here in the ring.



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The Song of Collapse

"Trees are poems the earth writes upon the sky. We fell them and turn them into paper to record our emptiness."
— Khalil Gibran


A bulldozer hums the song of decline,
The sawmill chants its voided line.
We are bark beetles, bred in waves,
Too bored for truth, too dumb for graves.

A house, some snacks, a weekend thrill —
Who cares if Gaia’s wounds won’t heal?
But here’s the twist: she can destroy
The gnats that treat her like a toy.

The cycles come — they always came —
Catastrophes that cleanse by flame.
When fascist peaks, as now, arise,
The Earth will burn her own disguise.

No god will sow the next new seed.
The Devil might. Or none, indeed.
This realm’s a jail for crawling swine—
The fools who won’t read any sign.

So once again they’ll smash the hive
Of madness where the worms survive.
No tears. No legacy to save—
Just chains in every heart and grave.



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Out of Tenderness Too Deep…

"When asked why he had no children, Anacharsis replied: 'Out of love for children.'"
— Anacharsis, 6th century BCE


When warmth of soul runs deep and true,
No child will face the hell we do.
The fool breeds life to gain some gold—
Then throws kids into cages cold.

That fool will mold, with clumsy hands,
A clone of self — who barely stands.
And life becomes a twisted trial
For those raised in the mob’s denial.

For love, to them, is just routine,
A hollow chant, a borrowed scene.
They pass down fear as sacred lore—
And childhood feels like prison lore.



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Drifting Downstream on Makeshift Rafts

Down the stream — toward Decomposition,
That’s the journey’s destination.
Through the swamp of dim traditions,
Few still fight with real fixation.

To swim upstream, resist, and drown —
They take it almost as a crown.
But try to find such soul or seer
Who brings a message bright and clear.

A message bright—while fascist grime
Devours the Earth in modern time?
The Spirit’s saved through Wrath and Shock
When Earth becomes a public... dock.

A dock of filth: CowID and war—
One rolls in, the next one's sure.
All deserve the purge that nears,
We endure the rot for years,

Pretending we're the great exception
While floating in the same infection.
The raging swimmer, stripped and worn,
Waits for Fire to be reborn.



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"Normality"

"The world always returns to normal. The question is—whose normal?"
— Stanisław Jerzy Lec


"Norms" of fools now flood the land,
Strip your soul with friendly hand.
Dead inside — but grinning wide,
They wear "kindness" as a guide.

"Normal" means to cram your head
With old decay and ancient dread.
That’s how thought gets burned away—
And all repeat the same cliché.

The "new normal" is pure hell,
The old one? Just a slower spell
Where the same grotesque disease
Advanced politely by degrees.

Few can fight — they lack the will.
But rot moves in for every ****.
And soon the mask of sense will fade—
Just ash where "normal" once was laid.



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A Failure of Creation?

To call this world Creation’s flaw —
Where rot runs rampant, without law,
Where Satan’s cult, in sleek disguise,
Is worshipped under moral lies —

Is it just failure? Weak selection?
Some freak of blind misdirection?
No. It's more — a cursed decree,
A verdict on both soul and mind we see.

No hope ahead, no path to climb.
Half-lives slap us, lost in grime.
Most go mad or play along —
The few who don’t are crushed as wrong.

The mad now build what demons chart,
With soulless hands and hollow heart.
Honor? Daring? Rare, forlorn —
Among the flames that won’t be born.

The flame is gone. The shell remains —
This thing we still call "man" by name.
And now the End begins to gleam —
This world decays its final dream.



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Dung Flies and Spirit Sparks

To stay untouched by moral rot
Is all the Spirit ever sought.
But fools in every age agree:
Decay is fine — if there’s a fee.

As long as beasts can chew and breed,
They call corruption "daily need."
The foulest rise, the rest conform —
Truth condemned by their swarm’s norm.

For Spirit, though, estrangement saves —
A holy shield from crawling graves.
But dung flies buzz with blind delight—
Their sacred meal is filth by right.

Though scattered, sparks of Spirit blaze
Beyond the reach of Dark’s malaise.
The world may sink in lawless night—
But single souls will hold the light.



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Not a Glimpse Among the Fiends

I refuse to grasp a thing
In this fiends’ chaotic ring.
There are poems—here I’m loose—
Crafting chaos, no excuse.

“Order” fools try herding in,
I recoil at all their din.
Poetry’s no steady job,
But my mind will twist and lob.

Readers? Nah—I write for me.
Worst of all—publishers see
And they mark the text as ****,
Sharp verse not for crowds to hum.

Muse embraces those who dare,
While the greedy hardly care.
Though it’s harder year by year
To shove freshness in the sphere,

If you run dry, become a freak—
Only boldness saves the weak.



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"Teaching"

"A truly humane method of teaching is to present only the premises and let the reader’s or listener’s own mind draw the conclusions."
— Ludwig Feuerbach


Fill memory up — with forged facts stacked,
Push "conclusions" for the dull mind’s pact.
A shallow slave is ready, primed.
Today, it’s not enough—herd released,
The beasts are everywhere, the catch increased.



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Slave Order

"The fewer the citizens, the greater the empire seems."
— Stanisław Jerzy Lec


Small minds breed a "strong state" myth,
Fed by books that twist the smith.
Propaganda from the depths—
Fortifies their shallow steps.

Leader’s role is just as key:
To steer the fools toward debris.
Ruins drive the final nail—
In the coffin, all will fail.

But fools, lying on the dead,
Insist, "No doom," inside their head.
They repeat the same refrain—
The slave order thrives in pain.

It stinks, it bites, it crushes all—
Yet endlessly they heed the call.



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Self-Deception: Your True Reach

Your power’s higher than the ceiling set
For common “citizens” of petty net.
But lessons fail to make it through—
The examples few, the doubters grew.

Through spirit’s fire, one breaks the chain
Of stupid, weak, and broken reign—
Even if your mind’s impaired,
Pure will can lift you from despair.

Though ruin seems to mark the day,
Your soul’s saved through the darkest sway.
Yet fools revolt when hunger calls,
Like sleepwalkers behind blind walls.

Days pass by, their only gain—
The trash and dumbed-down children’s pain.
They claim a god in pale facades—
These hollow mocks, these living frauds.



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Death as the Best Physician

"Death is the best physician on earth, who has never had a failed case."
— Ludwig Feuerbach


It cures dullness and betrayal,
Rejects deceit, forgetfulness’ veil,
Radical against all greed and lies,
It saves the Earth—though rot still lies.

But Death will spare Creation’s fire:
Only that remains alive, entire,
While fascism chokes and madness drowns,
And Satan’s realm pulls all things down.

The harshest cure? A furious storm—
A global cataclysmic form.
No one can flee this final test;
All answer for the fool’s unrest.

Both wise and fools must soon unite,
Since reason failed to hold the fight.
Yet in this mad, distorted scene,
The plague of hate reigns cruel and mean.



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Creating the Dead by Fear and Nonsense

Fear of death
Breeds walking dead.
Trust propaganda—
God of fools instead.

Then scary tales
You’ll wrap around your mind,
Become a fool,
And coward combined.

Once trapped within
This dead, endless loop,
Only fear remains—
Reason starts to droop.

Soon the soul
Will meet its doom,
The world is full
Of canned meat’s gloom.

This is the "citizen"
Of a fake land,
Where idiots die
By trickery’s hand.

CowID showed us—
The Super-Goat reigns,
He rules through lice,
And spreads disdain.

A world ruled by Satan,
No future in sight,
If fools infect
The masses outright.

Fear plus fools—
No man remains,
Just a mass of nonsense—
Dead souls’ remains.



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Totalitarian Regime

"The ideal person under a totalitarian regime is not the convinced **** or Communist, but one for whom the distinction between fact and fiction, truth and falsehood, no longer exists."
— Hannah Arendt


This grim regime — the whole dumb world today,
Few sense the lies beneath the shallow play.
Their idol now? Mammon or Stalin’s ghost?
The source of falsehoods doesn’t change the most—

For cracks are few, the ice is tightly laid,
The world is frozen in a web of shade.



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The Rise of Lies — A Symptom of Hell’s Dying World

To rise above a life so poor,
So weak and laughable, no more—
Where CowID-fascist nonsense reigns,
And damaged minds bear endless chains.

A ghastly specter not long past,
Of filth and lies that bind so fast.
Yes, you are captive, trapped in slime,
A world of ****, a waste of time.

But Pure Spirit, the living core
Of those who are not lost, but more,
Can never let this sick realm stand,
If you keep guard with steady hand.

The true foe is not mere men—
But ages, centuries of sin,
Weaving plots to turn us all
To cattle trapped behind the wall.

Chains forged from lies — your task is clear:
Break every link, reject the fear,
Inside yourself, the stone of lies—
Shatter it, and grow wise.

No pain nor trial can harm the soul
When you abandon slaughter’s goal,
Reject the world’s thick fog and hate,
And walk the Path to open gate.

The sheep walk false lands of decay,
This fascist muck devours the day—
The beasts have claimed the realm to keep,
But payment’s due for debts so deep.

The fire comes to cleanse the ****,
Cataclysms will not be numb.
The sun’s bright light grows ever strong,
That Flame will burn the weak and wrong.

Spirit’s few—the blessed few—
Await the grace that’s pure and true.
The beasts will perish, slaves remain,
Who sold their souls for daily gain.

The invader rages in his fear,
Unleashing lies to keep them near.



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Outward Goals — The Root of Fools and Lies

The Light is within, the fog outside,
Darkness thickens where truths hide.
Nonsense thrives, my friend, you’ll find—
While Light is veiled by lies designed.

Goals set outward—the world’s disease:
A factory for fools with ease!
They swap their chains, new bonds they make—
Replacing old with fresh mistakes.

True goals lie deep inside the soul:
Creation’s spark, the knowledge whole.
Fools seek in ruins false delight—
In lies and sludge they lose the fight.

Future goals control the crowd,
If minds can’t reach, they’re pushed, allowed
To follow schemes set by the blind,
Who trap the weak and dull the mind.



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Chains That Bind Us All

A link is ****,
But strong the chain!
Not world—just pit
For fools’ domain.

If you’re a link,
It seems alright;
But under ****—
You scream in spite.

To all the pure,
The stench blinds sight;
The slyest brute
Is glad to bite.

Fool and fiend—
They form the chain.
Their god? The End—
The source of pain.

But hidden lies
Within their books.
Decay and spite
Bind all with hooks.

They’ve chained us all—
No hope remains.
Success in filth—
Complete insane.

Only few
Escape the fall.
The rabble bowed—
And lost it all.



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Economic Cattle and the Rare Wise

"We shall leave this world as foolish and as cruel as we found it."
— Voltaire


Who seeks to raise the Reason now
Within this world, so low and foul?
All aimless under greed’s sharp sight,
Embracing evil’s dark design.

Few break away from common herd—
The world drifts down to utter void,
Not mere decay, but helped along
By genocide that masks the wrong.

The wise navigate through beasts,
But harder grows the fight to free—
As CowID revealed the truth:
The world’s become a vast untruth—

A global nothingness in place—
Of lies and shame, a dark disgrace.



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Steel Cut by Torch, Minds Cut by Lies

Steel is cut with blazing flame,
But lies cut people just the same.
Promising fools a distant light,
The mob believes again despite.

The tale repeats — the white bull’s myth,
Yet lies grow sharp, they sting and sift,
Killing fools with finer art,
A brand-new war tears minds apart.

False plagues sent in wild campaign,
Propaganda’s ruthless reign—
The herd endures, trapped in the net,
While truth is fading, drowned in debt.



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Battle Mosquitoes

Battle mosquitoes?!
It’s tough to lose your mind
In this foul, rotten world,
If your soul’s aligned.

But order comes,
When reason’s in control—
Trash is smashed
And crushed whole.



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Throw a Stone — Rude Meets Rude

Throw a stone — rude meets rude!
If something flies back, conclude:
Blame the fools and their mad spree.
Sure, you’re flawed—so what, agree?

These faces sickened to the core,
No need for petty score.
Raise your stones and stand your ground!
If revenge comes, don’t be bound—

You let your soul pour out, no lie,
Breaking rules where ******* lie.



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What Once Was Vice

What once was vice
Turns custom’s face—
As long as profit
Fills the place.

To hell with all
Decent ways!
Yet even manners
Twist and craze.

The world’s incurable,
Beyond repair—
We crush it down
With foul despair.



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At Journey’s End

At journey’s end, you’ll pay the cost—
If you endure the Evil lost,
If mercy waits—will fate align?—
You’ll still amass the filth and grime.

A cheap tale claims the soul’s immune,
But fools’ dull minds are out of tune.
Like acid eats through metal’s frame,
Wake up, lost fool—you’re near to shame!



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Chains of Universal Nonsense

"Some think they descend from apes who sat upon the tree of knowledge of good and evil."
— Stanisław Jerzy Lec


Darwin, false faith—
The choice is slim:
Chains of nonsense
Make reason dim.

Look within—
Find answers clear.
But send away
All fools near.



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In the Beginning Was the Word

In the beginning was the Word—
And that word was “Disgrace,”
When genocide becomes the core
Of all, the final case.

Creation turned to verdict here,
As horned god casts his sneer
At those less vile, less lost, less weak—
A curse for all the meek.



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Degradation of Spirit in the Mob

“Subtle matters” lost,
In rabble through *** tossed:
The essence of mystery
Replaced by mere reflex.



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The “Virtue” of the Scholar

Once honesty was called the scholar’s grace.
Now in the age of dimmed-out face,
The crumbs of truth have all dissolved,
While honesty’s cause is dissolved.

Revealed by slime and cold neglect,
Paid fools spread vile disrespect.
For bribes, the dumb and rotten send
Their cheers to rot that has no end.

They flood with “proof” that backs the lies,
Echoing foul propaganda’s cries.
On filth, the flies have gathered thick,
Spinning tales of lavender’s trick.



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Empty Hands in Pockets

They flipped the bird and slipped away
Without a price to pay.
Those who shouted — bullets flew,
Prisons swallowed, or withdrew

Into asylums, lost, forgot.
Such is the fate the slaves have got.
Be kind to beasts, and you will see—
Only brave in kitchen’s spree.



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Oblivion After a Brief Burst of Mindless Noise

"If you want to hear something good about yourself — die."
— Friedrich Nietzsche


Die — then comes the speech, the grave,
The tombstone’s words, brief and grave.
Nonsense penned by fools in line,
Templates shallow, fleeting time.



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Involution

Clap! Serf,
Dance on quick!
Lies in face—
They strike us sick:
“Rejoice, good citizen!”
You’re now a beast within...
From slave to animal's world—
Involution’s flag unfurled!



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The Strengthening of the “Art of Slavery”

“The art of slavery” grows, they say—
So Marx once spoke of Russia’s way.
Each generation worse than past,
And now the Spirit fades so fast.

This showed itself in Ukraine’s fight,
Where paid vile “soldiers” bring the blight.
Approval chills the blood to ice—
Messengers of doom, a dark device.

Not in Bible, but on screen,
Propaganda for the mean.
This mad world soon will descend—
To a New Hell, foul to the end.



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Crocodile and Cheburashka,
Cat stuck in sour milk’s snare:
Fairy tales struck without fail,
“Kindness” wiped from blotting care.

Harsh regime, so cruel, inhumane—
“Kindness” there feels oddly strange:
Lambs prepared for sacrifice,
“Training” starts before the age.



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Cowardice, the Mother of Cruelty

Cowardice breeds cruelty’s face;
The father is dull wild disgrace—
Fear. Submission hardens hearts,
And thus all striving soon departs.

Passion’s flame that dares to fight
Clashes with this world’s dull blight,
Which, consumed by foul decay,
Falls face-down to evil’s sway.



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The Small Fry: Their Torment

The small fry’s torment now
Angers, not annoys somehow.
Darkness bets on stupid throng—
A drop wears stone all along.

Amidst the vile and base,
The toughest means so little place:
No scythe strikes the solid ground—
Just slime and filth all around.



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The Greed for Power

More power — they demand it still!
Hence the plague, the bitter ill:
Rot and filth rule over all,
Swallow lies, obey the thrall.

Sensitive feel endless pain
In the shadow, truth’s domain:
Honest, sharp, and wise — alone,
In a world where Satan’s throne.

Only beasts can unite here—
Genocide persists in fear,
Judgment passed on mind and soul,
In this hell that takes its toll.



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Soul’s Mechanism Unlubricated by Kindness

The work moves on,
Yet soul will creak—
Without warmth, without care,
The Path it seeks to reach.



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Zero to the Power

Zero raised, the petty lord,
Bureaucrat and politician stored;
But biting stings the blind horsefly—
The root from zero’s heresy:

A whiner or a toughened brute,
From stench and filth, they pollute,
Spreading nonsense, breeding pests—
The Earth trembles, sorely stressed.



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Doomed to Defeat

“Better to lose with your own than win with the strange,”
Machiavelli’s words in the game’s dark range.


Lose with “your own”? —
Loners, “your own” alone!
Filth from hell rules the dull and weak—
Drive, milk, exploit the meek!

They’ll turn against “ours” with ease,
Crushing them as they please.
The herd forgets the fallen dead,
While sipping beer instead.



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“Vegetables”

The soul decays before the flesh,
For many fools their minds will mesh.
Is it mere chance, or vile design—
A breed of ****, to evil fine?

They breed like plants, this senseless horde,
The world now seems a “vegetable” board:
Corruption spans generations’ tide,
Before the Darkness bowed and cried—

Stages set in endless chain,
The slave’s regime, eternal pain.
Here Hell and Spirit clash in fight,
A fierce and ever-burning night.



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Mind’s Distraction

Propaganda, “art” deceive,
The herd destroys the mind they weave,
Last reason crushed, emotions pleased—
Their senses fooled, the thought’s deceased.



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Mobile Propaganda

“Dismantling monuments? Leave the plinths —
They might still serve as hints.”
— Stanisław Jerzy Lec


It’s time to spread movable stands,
In this world of shallow lands:
They’ll turn the “light” to filth and waste,
And worship new gods in haste.

Fools now quicker on the scene,
Flashing more, but less serene.
For propaganda, bold and rude—
The brazen way sets the crude mood.



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Overtraining

The left atrium grew too wide
From all the effort poured inside.
Will running save? Just halfway—
Training for a fool gone astray.

Overtraining’s what it seems—
Skill’s required for all extremes!



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Constant Insult to God’s Spark by Foolish Life

In false life’s shame, from youth confined,
Each soul subdued, their will aligned.
The slime in heaps their rule enshrines—
Obedience made law defines.

But few preserve God’s sacred spark,
Through ages dark, this endless mark.
Hell lingers long, a tortured dome—
Where soul and mind find no true home.



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The Right Questions

To ask the right questions —
Oh, not so easy, friend.
Nonsense stirs the mind astray —
Your own demise might send.

Chaos weighs us down —
Some lost in the fray:
The beasts of survival
Crush life in the decay.

And ask about the muck —
What’s this sheepish world for? —
Consciousness displaced,
By lies tormented, chased,
Fear drives souls to slaughter’s door.



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The Prism of Fascism

Through fascism’s twisted glass,
The foolish world is bent and cast:
A full spectrum of Satan’s reign—
Yet freaks still dream in vain.



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Empty Noise and Fuss

"Life steals too much time from men."
— Stanisław Jerzy Lec


Time is lost on empty noise,
Awareness finds just little room.
For few, the soul’s small growing voice
Is choked beneath the weight of gloom.

Measured loud in decibels,
The body reigns, not Spirit’s light.
Life’s craft designed in cunning spells—
A slide to chaos, endless night;
No accident—beasts rule this fight.



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The Path to "Success"

“As the value of things in the world grows,
The human world’s worth shrinks and slows.”
— Karl Marx


Inflation clouds the mind’s clear sight,
The soul falls into endless plight.
In this grim world, to be “success,”
Rush fast — conform, obey the press.

School and college join the race,
Spreading ignorance apace.
Spirit crushed beneath the weight,
Everywhere deemed obsolete.

So march ahead, you sickened breed —
The cunning coward’s what they need.



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Unbalance

“If there’s no burden in your hands,
The cross is on your shoulders.”
— Miguel de Unamuno


Burden <—> cross: mad world’s game,
Few options lie between the same.
Balance lost — by lies, by fear,
By *****’s fog that draws too near.



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The Mind’s Advancement

No tyrant fears more than this truth:
The rabble lives with growing youth —
A mind that wakes to stand and strike,
Defying **** alike and alike.



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Promotion’s No Joke

Promotion’s no joke —
The main game today:
A mass of vile *******
Turned the net into decay.

The whole world’s at bottom,
Dumb fools rule the show,
Corruption is valued,
While your soul’s sunk low.

On the battlefield raging,
They drown your spirit in slime,
And reason’s dragged down—
Lost in endless grime.

The net’s like a plague,
Where nonsense reigns supreme...



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Thoughts on the Future of Those Who Have None

The future speaks the one
Who’s robbed of having it —
A mind disabled, dumb:
No madness worse than it.

No future waits for fools,
For beggars, for the herd:
Dreams through poverty
Drive work and fight, absurd.

Their wishes broken bowl,
Their limit, dashed and spent.
All cloaked in lies outside,
Inside — the same torment.

They’re lambs led to the slaughter —
At least don’t lie to self.



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Tracks and Orders — Harsh and “Soft”

I follow tracks
Right to “victory.”
My “mind” is plague,
If orders rule me,
The trail — Madness’ call.
Some “soft” ones crawl —
Rot reeks for the masses,
All “Ivans” and “Jacks” passes.
We’ll reach Hell’s door,
Submissive to gore.



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Your inner voice or heresy outside —
That shapes you, this is the key divide.
If you trust *******, then you’re unarmed,
An open book, with ***** stained and charmed.



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Toilet

The world is alien
To your Spirit’s core:
A place where evil
Rules the mind’s poor floor.

You’re like a toilet —
Flush ego’s trash away.
Darkness oppresses —
Say to the fiends: “No way!!!”

Harsh? Perhaps —
But there’s no other start,
Reject the lies,
And save your Spirit’s heart.



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“Scientists” as Servants of Satanism

No science lives —
Just putrid lies,
When Pure Spirit stands
Beyond fools’ disguise.



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Flags wave online, sent by freaks,
Old faces turned to dust and leaks.
Insult to Nature, pure and raw —
These grim mugs signal the world’s flaw.



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Excessive seriousness —
Today’s mad race for bliss.
Cockroach sprints, a dull parade,
Just a hint of haughty shade.



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What’s expected from the citizen?

“Blue skies” held as something grand,
Hard work praised as highest brand,
But turning into just a goat—
That’s the fate this world’s afloat.

— The End —