honi soit qui mal y pense* revisited
and revised:
may he be shamed who
                       thinks badly of it:
better:
  may he be shamed who does
not think anything of it -
              and how does that one go?
airs my darling, airs,
chem-*** ******* -
       antibiotic overdose wankers -
that's how it goes in li'ill england -
t t t t - mind the t as you mind
r as you mind the g, and the gap
on the curve of the bank underground
station... with its metalic banshee
sound...
               ah! there we have it,
gentlemen, hold on to your wigs -
            honi soit qui rien y pense.

gussa hai kya ..

Gussa nahi hoon
Tujh mein change dekhkar shocked hoon

Mujhe m change !!
Towards you ??
Heartbeat slow ** gyi ekdum padh ke
Exactly how ??

Slow nahi honi chahiye
U have more friends now
Time gets divided :) it's okay
I m used to it by now
N don't worry about me changing towards you as that will never happen .. :)
Goodnight dodo
Too busy to reply ??

I cant rply now .. Sorry
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I really have noting to say and I'm completely agree with you that time divides and which is not on purpose not at all .. It was just a flow through my phase..
When you told me about this I really get break down .. Shivering .. Went out to puke .. I don't know whats happing that time bcz the way you said it, realizing my mistake and it really feels me that I hurt you so badly ..
But its not like that i have new friends and I forget you .. No .. Thts my bad .. And the people out there means nothing to me .. They don't know whats my dreams are .. They don't know how much I respect for my Maa .. They don't know how badly i miss my brother and father .. They don't know that I'm losing a frined like raj .. And now not you ..
And I don't know you remmbr or not that i promised you that i'll never change for you ..
I'm still on my words .. I'm not .. Not at all
I don't know how to apologize .. But please forgive me for this .. I still have no where else to go ..

Manks u r 100% forgiven
U are like sana to me
Will never leave ur side .. I am glad u have friends .. U have had them for long .. But there is some change in ur attitude .. That pinched me ... Ll never leave ur side .. Don't puke .. Don't feel weak .. Cz m always there to strengthen you
Goodnight dodo

Time changes around and around
Now every sound is feet hitting the ground
Over the mountain and over sea

Trace the pavement curves to age old destinations
To the ducks, up the road
No telling where we go
Three hearts beat the same as one

They are dogs and I am man
Everything, Everything
Honi-Honi the sleek and the dark
Relentless as a hurricane and the height of a jump
Noni the old and the brown and the small
Strong as a tank with the spirit of a lion

All the theories and words
All the ideas and verse
Pounding my head
Going where my feet have tread
Everything, everything that I am
Fades when the walking ends
When the walking ends.

ik gal te dass mainu
Jo zehan ch hai mere
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlaan
Yaa hath chumme tere

tere bullan di tareef pakka
Keeti honi ae
Tere jisam te nishani koi
Ditti honi ae
Haaye kujh taan hoya ae
Dona de dassde chehre
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlan
Yaa hath chumme tere

** mainu supne aunde rehnde aa
Ohde te tere ni
Ohnu seene te sulaavein
Tu har raat-henere ni
Mera chehra nai ghummda
Tere ohdon char chufere
Ohne mattha chumeya pehlan
Yaa hath chumme tere

Preet waangu pyar oss ton
Zaahir nahin hona
Paise wala taan hona ae
Par shaayar nahin hona

Ohde naal lai layi tu
Main maut naal lai loon phere

It is Maori language week here in NZ, so...

Ko te ahua o taku aroha

He ngawari taku aroha
Ka pupuhi nga puawai ngawari
i runga kahui puna mahana
Kei te takaro toku aroha
he matotoru
kopikopiko i roto i te tito aroha
Ko taku aroha he ra raumati
takai te kare
ite marama me te mahana
Aroha katoa ahau
te kotahi te honi pi
huri noa i ahau i roto i toku ngakau
~~~~~~~*~
and in translation..

The nature of my love

my love is gentle
soft petals blown
on a warm spring breeze
my love is playful
a tender tickle
enveloped in a loving tease
my love is a summer day
wrapped in emotion
clearly felt and warm
my love is all for you
the one true honey-bee
as around my heart you swarm.

J.C. honey-tiger 09/09/2019.

Yaar seriously. You have ****** me badly.
Eni buri tara naal fat rahi meri
Me das nai sakda
Daily regrets
Daily rona
Daily ehi kam
** gea
Morning de 4 waje hoye ne
Nd me ehi tehi krwa reha thuhanu soch soch ke
Bhenchod nu ik war bi meri yaad nai andi honi
Te me ethe lea marwa reha apni

Koi na putt, din mere bi aau. Bhawe thode din lagu
Putt jinni fat rahi na meri, tuci samj nai sakde
Menu ena bi lata ki tuci meria eh gallan read bi nai krde
Lod bi ki he
Meri aukat bi ki c u dj kife wich
Saliye kade meri value pai bi c?
Agar pain hundi ta ah din na dekhda me
Me thuhanu bi barabar da kasuurbaar samjda ha is takleef lai
Koi na putt, thoda time de
Dekh bina bole te bina kuj kahe kiwe tadpaun tenu jiwe aj me tadap reha

****** up yaar, i hate it

Lawrence Hall
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                      Not This Cardinal, Not This Snow

Men have written of cardinals before
(Both ecclesiastical and avian)
And men have written of fresh snow before
But not this cardinal and not this snow

And so we visit Plato’s obscure cave
To cast our vision around the shadowing flames
Plato will not tell us what we must think
And so we think out all things for ourselves

Men have written of cardinals before -
But not this cardinal, and not this snow


In this context “men” is inclusive. Honi soit qui mal y pense, as Fat Henry said.