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Andrew Rueter Sep 2017
The loneliness I'm keeping
But my sanity is leaking
When my past is speaking
Of the mistakes I'm reaping
I walk an uneasy line
Between shame and pride
But I travel in the wrong direction
And feel I have lost my connection
To myself
To my wealth
Of knowledge I have gained
For now it is stained
Because of my shame
Others see my game
Because I have lied
For the sake of pride
And they start playing
By happily filleting
My dignity
Into infinity
Pieces and desires
Until my mind retires

So I travel from the horrific
To the terrific
Near the Pacific
To be specific
A place
Where people don't wear a scarlet letter
For being as light as a feather
Where there are psychologists
Who understand my ****** logic
Who help me with my vice versus
And the sulfur beneath my surface

Now I'm back in the crowd
I cut through the shroud
And make there here
Through love and tears
I become a spokesman
And speak for myself
Andrew Rueter Jan 2019
They used to worship the Creator
Now they worship job creators
Because of their blind nature
And aggressive nomenclature
They sacrifice life and limb
Bringing all that is grim
Making the world dim
Not listening to Him

They won’t budge
While they judge
And hold a grudge
As they trudge
Behind whoever has the answers
Or can cure their cancer
Like a magic necromancer
Raising skeleton dancers

They’re sheep
They’re slaves
I’m not deep
I’m just saying
Their praying
Donkey braying
Causes slaying
Fish filleting

Christianity seems stupid
After they’ve used it
Which is *******
From a ghoul’s wit
Who can’t cool it
Becoming enslaved by anger
And afraid of strangers
Any threat of danger
Nullifies Jesus’ manger

The pious anoint them
The rich exploit them
I wish I could avoid them
Instead I just annoy them

They say the Bible is the greatest thing ever written
But I really love the song Subdivisions
Which they call derision
But Jesus said we would do greater works
Yet the mere idea of that hurts
So they act like jerks
When I tell them not to compare Hattori Hanzo swords
They formulate violent hateful hordes
Expelling anger they’ve stored
Towards me
Trying to set them free
From a more manipulative breed
Until I hate them
And underrate them
After they understated
Jesus’ compassion
I can’t see in their fashion
Building a fascist far right bastion

They scream
And yell
Their dream
A hell
I can’t tell
How they fell
Under the spell
Of a holy well

They’re lured
By a cure
And obscure
The truer
Who can make progress
But meet resistance
In holy offense
And insistence
We may need some distance
To make up this difference
Ross J Porter Mar 2016
I saw the bright steel. It leapt from your lips.
Madness come tempted, black, angry, eclipse.
Once we long courses, abounding hardships,
Challenged together; no thought to call quits.
Then came war, sparing
No knife, not caring.
Weapons used knowing
Hate they were growing.
Now The Blade launched.
Locked target, unstaunched.
Why would my death cause
You cheer, your applause?
Fierce hatred burning, your
soul: scorched dune land.
Splaying, filleting at prayer's demand,
The Blade, a weapon convention won't use,
Hot steel released to new heights of abuse.
Mean dark cold ore pulled from lowest of rungs,
Loosed screaming weapon, with all of your lungs.
I sob and I puke, my chest you incise,
Ribbed wall tore open, my heart you excise.
Betrayed and agape,
a lie, said as true,
Avulsion of flesh
you cannot undue.
You dare speak of truth,
while feasting on gore,
Gorging on heart's flesh
still lusting for more?
Gnawing and biting,
perfumed in blood, hot,
Savoring my fear,
your reeking soul's rot.
Biting and chewing,
the taste, the sweet gift
Love ended proving.
This pain, you call shrift?
Colors of freedom,
Speak my vein's plight,
Face red, soon turns white,
'Till blue spells goodnight.
Eternal the rest,
That's destiny best.
I sleep not so blessed,
Your teeth in my chest.
You claim it's okay,
it was not from hate,
Tears shed for me
just carnage's
playmate.
Ruby sobs
marking
the cheeks
they striate
Fearful
in knowing,
in death I
await.
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If we are to plunge sinful deep into the fiery pits;
This room is fully empty imma go with half eyelids;
Ten fathoms deep sullen and angst ridden on the roadway to hell;
With a fist full of soul candy that makes your spirit swell;
And on my arrival I will greet the cereberus with my bag of bones;
Filled with much regrets before I prayed for unforgotten atones;
I will whistle my swan song walking across its grotesque corridors;
While wailing souls orchestrating with me as they try to sing along;
I payed my dues..Well not maybe?but who cares to collect? to come to me;
I have been abused feelings misused the attitude branded my character they see;
Too little too early I am too far young to die;
If you gonna be the death of me that is how I wanna go and that's no lie;
So I woke up wrongly in this ****** up world that torns me;
So let me walk my own ******* fate go ahead stop me and you'll see;
Ten thousand chaos in a heartbeat will rain down on you;
From best to worst art of filleting skin,incisions and decapitations too;
Are you impressed where my words came from so undivine and unearthly?;
Google it quick search! every bit returns a seconds worth of zero query
Von White Feb 2019
Inside such a hysteric state.
Laughter spiraling like Pyrex glass.
It’s cold and miserable as should be.
Right arm as many times bleed and then freeze.
Isolated in a destructive craving.  
Maniac like acts with sharp tools for filleting.
Draining blood for sacred paintings.
Haha haha.
Once more psychosis floods all life.
As chaos storms like razor sharp knives.
Onorthodox oddities will please.
Like a mistress of dreams.
Sickly as this being.
Thy amputee queen.
Urinate and ***** upon thee.
Immortal dance with purity.
Together to freeze.
Forever light in blackness dark.
Masters of sacrificial arts.
With Faces  appearing closer to dead than alive.
Pale cracked lips.
With yellow in the white of eyes.
Still eternally alive.
Naked cold on soil they lye.
Lyrics/poetry
Dani Dec 2018
Pretend not to be
The mask you acquire
Stand up against currents
Ripping at skin
Filleting fish, STAND
A requisite, no deficit
For this terror we hide
Do not abide
Pretend not to be
What we cannot be
Khoisan Jun 2018
Tick...tock...tick...tock
Am I afraid
Of course I am
Back and forth
The pendulum swings both ways
Expertly filleting the youth from my flesh
Shredding my lightbrowns
And replacing it with a nice
Even spread of pepper
While gently etching creases
Into my face
Timeously chopping into my bones
As the belly fat weighs me down
Then suddenly hitting the back
So picking up the heavy's a big no.no
And finally slicing into the mind
Where confusion strikes
And the car keys is missing....again
Sorry have to go now
My next birthday party's comming up
Call it what you want (catch 22) or(caught between a rock and a hard place)let's do it gracefully
Jamison Bell Oct 2018
You call yourselves poets
Artistic souls that see the world through the eyes of angels
Filleting their feelings like strips of cod, laying them out before a market of other poets
The air in here forces me to scoff, to gag on the air of over embellishment.
I pen as well, but not as well
I’ll admit to that
Over a thousand poems can be arrested to me
Though I do not call myself a poet
No
No my hapless ink stained celestial bound brethren of disdain and misery
I am a mad man.
Always desperately trying to find the right words
Frantically mashing away as if my fingers were trying to stomp out a ****** fire
Trying to keep my fingers busy
Lest I leave them be
They’ll **** me
Kelly Savalas Jul 17
Let the *** be vast, a bronze cauldron for the gods.
Open the nets to the Aegean’s silver hoard.
Pull from the depths what has never been seen.
All that swims, all that hides in the green.
Dagger-sharp, the filleting knife is drawn.
On the block, the first of the fish is sawn.
Thick slices of ray, their wings like pale flags.
Every one perfect, no remnants, no rags.
Morsels of shark, a fighter’s lean meat.
And from the smaller hunters, something sweet.
Cut with precision, a chef’s steady hand.
Haul in the dogfish that patrol the sand.
Only the best, for this feast is a dare.
Salt of the sea still clinging to the air.
Everything briny, an ocean of taste.
Lay them in layers, with deliberate haste.
All of the creatures that glide and that gleam.
Crimson and pearl, a fisherman’s dream.
Heads of the wrasse, with their jewel-like eyes.
Open their jaws in a silent surprise.
Gather the gourmands, the mullet, the bass.
All to be joined, a magnificent mass.
Let the fire roar, let the water steam.
Echoes of sizzling, a waking dream.
Onward we build it, this tower of food.
Keep the skulls whole, for the texture and mood.
Roasted and burnished, a grim, grinning row.
All of the marrow and juices will flow.
Nothing is wasted, not scale and not bone.
In this great stew, every part finds a home.
Over the fire, the aroma ascends.
Leftover scraps from yesterday’s ends.
Even the leavings are worthy of art.
In goes the tail, in goes the heart.
Pour in the stock, a foundation of flavour.
Simmer it as a dish to be savoured.
All of the ocean, a tempest in a bowl.
Nothing is simple, nothing is whole.
Only a beautiful, glorious mess.
Deep in the pantry, a pungent distress.
Roots that are bitter, spices that bite.
In with the garlic, a flash of white light.
Mince the hot peppers, a dragon’s sharp breath.
Heap in the herbs that defy even death.
Yellowing mustard, a glorious sting.
Pound them together, and make the bowl sing.
Oath of a chef, to be bold and be brave.
Threading the needle of what we can save.
Rare are the spices from lands far away.
In this great kitchen, they all come to play.
Murmur of alchemy, scent on the air.
Mixing the common with what is most rare.
All things converge in the heat and the haze.
Through the long hours of these glorious days.
One final herb, a lost whisper, a ghost…

(Here begins the embedded sonnet.)
Strange herb of ghosts, a flavour time forgot,
In every kitchen, now a hollow space.
Long lost to winds on some forgotten plot,
Perfuming memory with its phantom grace.
How can a dish be whole without this prize?
It's resinous, wild magic, sharp and deep?
Only its echo in our minds can rise,
Pulled from history, the long years keep.
All other plants we gather and tend.
Reaching for something that we cannot find,
And so, a substitute we must commend.
Old recipes leave their true soul behind.
Maybe this honey can repair the loss,
Else we must praise a ghost that is not there.
(The sonnet ends, the free verse resumes)
Liquid sun of Hymettus, a river of gold.
In it, the stories of summer are told.
Thick and ambrosial, a gift from the bees.
Over the sharpness, to bring the tongue ease.
Knead in the flour to thicken the sauce.
All must be bound by a natural force.
Then, from the sky, let the second act start.
All of the birds who have mastered their art.
Kites from the cliff-face and larks from the lea.
Everything feathered and flying and free.
Capture the thrush with its musical throat.
Hunt down the blackbird and silence its note.
Yearning for flavours both earthy and high.
Morsels of fowl to be plucked from the sky.
Every small sparrow, each finch and each wren.
Nestled together, again and again.
On with the pigeon, the dove, and the quail.
Keep the wings crispy, along with the tail.
In goes the woodcock, a prize for a king.
Capture the starling and make its fat sing.
Hurl in the rooster, his crimson comb bright.
Let him surrender his fire and his light.
Everything roasted, and basted, and browned.
Piled on the platter, a glorious mound.
In with the dabchick that dives in the lake.
**** the small plover, for comedy’s sake.
Oh, what a noise as the diners all cheer!
See the great dish, banish all of your fear.
See how it steams, how it calls you to dine.
You will be part of this wondrous design.
Pour out the wine, let it flow and run free.
Here is a feast for the whole world to see.
Open your mouths for this riot of things.
Pluck out a morsel of crispy-fried wings.
Have you the stomach? Have you the soul?
All of creation inside one bowl.
Taste what the earth and the sky, and the sea gave.
Taste of the hunter, the fool, and the knave.
Oh, but we’re not finished yet, not at all.
Prepare for the final, the curtain-call.
Every last creature must answer the call.
Roasted or boiled, they will give their all.
In with the rabbit, the swift-footed hare.
Skinned and then jointed with delicate care.
Tenderly stewed till it falls from the bone.
Everything gathered, and everything known.
Rooster and pigeon, and partridge and goose.
All are now one; there is no more excuse.
Let the last bird, the great eagle, descend.
Even the king of the sky has to end.
Kettle-drum beat of a heart in a chest.
Torn from the air to be put to the test.
Roasted so slowly, its flesh must be sweet.
Yielding its power, a glorious meat.
Only its head, as a crown, will remain.
Neck-deep in gravy, a glorious stain.
Open the wine-skins, the red and the white.
Pour out a river of drunken delight.
Toast to the chef, to his madness, his art.
Every ingredient plays its part.
Kiss the hot rim of the bowl and then sip.
Every flavour alive on the lip.
Praise this mad soup from its top to its base.
Heaven and earth in a singular space.
All that was chaos is now brought to heel.
Lick the spoon clean, for this madness is real.
Let the world watch as we finish the feast.
Inside the belly of this hungry beast.
Oh, what a triumph! What glorious fun!
King of all dishes beneath the hot sun.
Infinite textures, a symphony bright.
Glory and gluttony, shadow and light.
Keep on devouring, don’t ever say when.
Let us be animals, not mortal men.
Open your soul to this beautiful sin.
Praise this great dish, where all journeys begin.
Endless delight from the fin to the feather.
Let us all eat of this madness together.
Everything is bound by the fire and the ***.
In this one moment, it’s all that we’ve got.
Oh, the grand taste of it all, bold and new.
Luscious and tender, the hare in the stew.
All of its wildness is tamed by the heat.
Gamey and rich, a magnificent treat.
Oozing with juices, a flavour so deep.
In the hot broth where the best secrets sleep.
Only the bones will be left on the plate.
Syrup of wine, boiled down, sealed by fate.
In it, the memory of sun-ripened vine.
Reducing to a glaze, a dark, sticky line.
All of its sweetness, a finishing touch.
In this great dish, it can never be much.
Over the meat, let it drizzle and fall.
Bathing each morsel, embracing it all.
All of the flavours are now locked in its shine.
Perfect and precious, a flavour divine.
Honey and wine, in a final embrace.
Every last corner and every last space.
Toasted and crispy, the skin and the wing.
Ready to crunch, and to crackle, and sing.
All of the textures, the soft and the hard.
Garnished with herbs from the palace’s yard.
All is now ready; the work is complete.
Now, let us sit. Now, my friends, let us eat.
Open the gates! Let the hungry descend!
Praise this great dish, from beginning to end.
This is not food, but a legend, a song.
Everything right that has ever been wrong.
Raise your forks to the sky and give praise!
You will remember this feast for all days.
Glory to madness, to hunger, to rhyme.
Oh, what a glorious waste of our time.
Now, not a sound but the scrape of a spoon.
© 1989–2025 Steven J. Kelly
© 1989–2025 Stevie Faith
© 1989–2025 Kelly Savalas

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