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Corynn Heizelman Aug 2013
A Beautiful Blure

Intro: I smile as the memories
come rushing back to me.
Nothing, nothing they lack.  I
smile, smile as I sit back and
think, think of you and me. All I can
see is who we used to be.

V1. Who we used to be to me
was free. That's all I wanted, for
days, days to come. For you, you and
I to have some-something to hold onto when
times got rough, something to hold onto
when times got tough. But as I flash foreword
to now, I see that you and me will only be
what we see, what we feel, yeah it's all too real.

V.2 But for now we must go on living
separate lives and for now, our stories,
they jive. You and I though apart for now will soon
see, see each other again somehow.

V.3 I see it all so clearly now,
so clearly in my head. As I look
up at you, I am glad my thoughts you
have not read. I keep them hidden
where no one can see them, but only you
and I.

V.4 Our lives, they parallel to each other,
of this I cannot lie. But with a sigh I must say
good-bye as I look to a bright, bright future that's
drawing nearer. I can see us now, together, together
forever.
Nathan Lippmann Aug 2024
The curse of the night
Is the blure in my life
The Things I took, weren't nice
They Show me a spooky sight

Scars like tattoos on my skin
Telling the stories I went in
The game I played, I will not win
It made me live in the city of sin

But this city is tearing me down
This city, full of strange clowns
And the odd beast is wearing the crown
And I'm wearing the queens gown

I tried to find a way
So I can leave the city today
But all the ways lead to stay
Trapped in the city, no way away

I hear a haunted voice
It was to much but not your choice
Now I have to pay the invoice
I hear the creepy drum beat noise

It's the army of death
I have no breath
They're comming, to bring me to the depth
To chamber of the undead

A ringing voice, hey sis come back
I looked at the door, I hear it crack
And then around me, only black
The earth was quaking and I felt a whack

My mind flew through space
I came back to my place
I saw my brothers face
The paramedic said "We have to go, no time to waste"
No need to remind them
If I'm doing fine
I'm just a rotting corpse
That's somehow alive

I hit the ground
that day I died
The day my frown
Learned how to hide

My tears they fell
My hope ran out
This feels like hell
Without a doubt

The blood ran down
It hit the floor
Soon I'll drown
And be no more

No memories I'll leave
None worth the time
I pulled up that sleeve
And I said goodbye

Yet it was her
Still on my mind
All was a blure
Guess I must've died

No one was there
To hear the cries
No one would dare
see through the lie

Now I'm just gone
Floating off in the wind
Just one little pawn
That just couldn't win

As sorry as I am
Please don't cry
I hope you understand
That I truly tried

Farewell to this world
Goodbye mom and dad
Your love was a pearl
But I was too sad

Didn't notice the beauty
But now I can see
I gave up too early
Cause I hated me

Now I understand
Why I should've tried
A little bit harder
To fight for my life

To many cared
Too many were there
I just couldn't see
To self obsessed
I had to be

So here I lie in bed
Writing the thoughts
Straight from my head

My family is sleeping
Yet I lie awake
Knowing I'm strong
There's more I can take

This isn't my story
This scenarios fake
Yet with one choice
It's that truth I could make

I could say goodbye
Or
I could get up and try

I could do something great
Walking on Earth
But not in the grave
Where I'm covered in dirt

I love my mom
I love my dad
They are the best family
I've ever had

I won't say goodbye
I know how that ends
I'll get up and try
And let my life begin
Everyone matters. Let your story be one of happiness and love, not full of sadness and pain. Go outside enjoy the fresh air. Put down the blade because when you do You are gonna see just how beautiful this life is. I know that there will always be setbacks and there will always be something hurting you. Yet as one we can all rise above and become survivors. We can be the change in our lives and the good news is that we don't have to do it alone❤️

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