Ek arsaa ** gya h aabaadi dkhte dkhte
Ab khushal ped nhi patjhad lubhata h mjhe
Ab to there ishq mai khaak hona h mjhe
Ab to bas barbaad hona h mjhe

Ab suraj ki roshni nhi andhera pyara lgta h mjhe
Ab upar Jana nhi girna pyara lgta h mjhe
Ab to tere ishq mai raakh hona h mjhe
Ab to bas barbaad hona h mjhe

Ab to dil m pyar nhi dard accha lgta h mjhe
Is bejaan shareer mai khoon nhi nasha acha lgta h mjhe
Ab to tere ishq mai taaj hona h mjhe
Ab to bas barbaad hona h mjhe

Teri ek ek yaad apne ashko se bahani h mjhe
Teri ek ek hasi apne gum se chupani h mjhe
Ab to tere ishq mai zinda laash hona h mjhe
Ab to bas barbaad hona h mjhe

Ishq ki maala m vishwas k motiyon ko todna h mjhe
Duniya k jhoote riti riwazo ko todna h mjhe
Ab to tere ishq mai kisi shayar k labo ki awaz hona h mjhe
Ab to bas barbaad hona h mjhe

Kabhi apne aap ko bhoolti ***
Kabhi apne aap ko chunti ***
Bas dhundhti *** khud ko

Kabhi inn bikhre panno mein
Kabhi inme likhe lafzon mein
Padhti *** khud ko

Kabhi dhokha kha jane mein
Fir khud ko saza de jane mein
Maarti *** khud ko

Kabhi baarish ki awaz mein
Kabhi hawaon ki aahat mein
Dekhti *** khud ko

Kabhi bajte huwe piano mein
Kabhi gaano ke taraano mein
Sunti *** khud ko

Kabhi uski aankhon ke paani mein
Kabhi uski di hui zubani mein
Paati *** khud ko

Bas dhundhti *** khud ko
Bas dhundhti *** khud ko

Wo afsaano ka banna yun hi tha.
Wo daastano ka bunna yun hi tha.
Yun hi tha wo intezaar ke lamhe ginna.
Aur shayad hamse pyaar karna bhi yun hi tha.

Wo dur rah kar bhi pass hone ka ehsaas hona yun hi tha.
Wo har raat aur har subah hamse baat karna yun hi tha.
Yun hi tha wo har naghme me doob jana.
Aur shayad un naghmo me ek dusre ko talaashna yun hi tha.

Wo alfaazon ka bayaan hone se pehle pura karna yun hi tha.
Wo har subah, shaam dhalne ka besabri se intezaar karna yun hi tha.
Yun hi tha wo has has kar baatein karna.
Aur shayad har raaz ko khulkar batana yun hi tha.

Kya tumhari awaz sunkar dil ka zor se dhadkna yun hi tha?
Kya armaano ka mehal banana yun hi tha?
Kya yun hi tha wo roothne ke baad wapis aa jaana?
Aur
Kya tumhare wapis aane ki ummed me jeena yun hi tha?

Ehsaas kay dareechay main
Baynaam sa aik shahar basta hai
Har roz wahan log uth-tay hain
Qaroobar kay hangaamon main
Koe mun dho kar nikalta hai
Koe bay- awaz surr pay sarr dhunta hai
har roz wahan aik kahani hai
Jo tmhain mjhay sunani hai
Har saa-at wahan aik tamasha hai
Jo rukta aur shaur machata hai
Raat ki taareeki main
Jab sab thak kar laut aatay hain
Apnay **** ki thakawat ko
Wo  khawaboon kay ka-andhay utartay hain
Aur yunhi so jatay hain.....
Ehsaas kay dareechay main
Jo aik bay- naam sa shahar basta hai
Uss basti ki sab hastion main
Chupa bacha din bhar hansta hai
Aur shab dhalay, sarhanay  mun day kar rota rahta hai.....

Meri paidaish k waqt woh khushi aur fikr ke mix emotions mein kho raha tha....
Mujhe janam to meri maa de rahi thi, par usse dekh inhe bhi dard ** raha tha.

Jab main bol nahi pata,tabse meri khawahisho ko pura karne ka zimma uthaya tha...
Kandhe pe bitha kar duniya dikhayi aur ungli pakad ke papa ne chalna sikhaya tha.

Bhale khud,hindi medium mein aathwi kaksha tak ki thi padhai....
Par paise jama kar kar, seher ki best English school mein meri admission thi karwayi.

Office mein over time kar ke, mere future ki planning mein paise bachate the.....
Khud eid pe purane kapde pehente, par humare liye naye kapde silwate the.

Par tab zindagi mein, papa ka balidan aur pyaar kaha samjh mein aana tha.....
Papa ko thank u, i love u baad mein keh denge abhi to sirf paisa kamana tha.

Phir ek raat dosto k sang, madhoshi humpe chahi thi.....
Par waha fikr k maare papa ko neend kaha aayi thi.

Papa ka phone aaya to number dekh pehle phone kaat diya.....
Jab wapas call aaya to   "kyun pareshan kar rahe **" keh kar papa ko daat diya.

Phir agli subah phone aaya to socha, papa ko baar baar phone karne k liye naa kahe....
Par samne se awaz aayi "yeh jiska phn hai, unhe raste pe dil ka dora aaya, aur woh abb nahi rahe"

Aaj raat hai par sulane wala nahi....
Dost aur party hai par phn kar haal puchne wala nahi.

Aaj kehne to bahut kuch hai, par koi sunne wala nahi...
Abb bol sakta hoon, phir bhi khawahisho ko pura karne wala nahi.

Jab keh sakta tha tab maine kaha nahi....
Aaj paisa to bohot hai, par thank u, i love u kehne ko papa nahi.

Meri hasti kuch yu bikhar gayi....
Maano Mere pahuchne se phele kashti guzar gayi....

Me dekhta raha Jaise koi dur ** raha Hai mujh se....
Laga Maano kuch Palo me jindgi badal gayi....

Dil kheta raha k rok lu use dekar awaz....
Par na jaane kyu chup rahe mere alfaaz....

Ajeeb laga soch kar kay wo chala gya mujhe bhul Kar....
Khushiya le gaya meri,  gam jholi me dalkar....

Shayad wo pahuch gya ** manzil par apni....
Khe kr mitti shareer Mera khud paani me utar gaya....

Karte rahe jindgi bhar dua jiske liye....

Wo kahi apni manzil talash raha hoga or me rait me nishaan uske....

By: Himanshu rajput

kaash ki yeh itna aasan hota
ki tumse baat krne se pehle
itna sochna na hota

thoda puch lete hum tumhre baare mai
thoda bata bhi dete hum aapne dil ke halaat
thoda haas lete tumhre sath mai
thoda roo bhi lete tumhri yaad mai

bata dete tumhe wo sarri baaten
dikha dete tumhe wo sare alfaaz
suna dete tumhe dharkane aapni
sunn bhi lete tumhri madhor awaz

thodi der k liye hi tumme wapas kho jate
es aandheri duniya se kahi dur chle jate
tumhre sath kuch aur pal bhi bita lete
khud toh thoda sa pyaar bhi kr lete

Par kaash ki yeh itna aasan hota
tumse baat krne se pehle
itna sochna na hota.

Aajkal Bolna hota hai kuch merko
Par kuch aur hi bol jata hu me
Aajkal hasta sabke saath hu me
Bas tumhare saath hi muskura pata hu me

Aajkal harr raat sone toh jata hu me
Par sapno me tumhari awaz sunke uth jata hu me
Aajkal ek hi gane ko sau baar sunta hu me
Phir kyu tumko soch kar sau gane likh jata hu me

Aajkal hota toh me yehi pe hu
Par kissi aur ke khayalo me doob jata hu me
Aajkal raaste toh bahut leta hu me
Par manzilo me tum tak pahuch jata hu me

Aajkal zindagi lagti hai mere sapno ki tarah
Phir lagta hai galti se uth na jau me khi
Aajkal har pal jeeta hu me zindagi ki tarah
Phir sochta hu ye pal bheet na jae khi

Aajkal sanse tham jaati hai meri
Bas Jab bhi hoti ** tum sath
Aajkal dhadkne dhadkti hai meri
Bas Jab tak tum ** saath

Kinna ruwayegi menu
Aj ta had hi ** ***
Prabh gill da nawa song chal reha c
“Rooh da rukh”
Sala rona hi nai hatea
Ena jyada miss kita
Ena jyada gussa aya apne te
Aj ta salia cheeka bi niklia meri
Te sab to wadiya gal kisi nu pata bi nai chlea
Eh fayda he gaddi da
Unchi awaz wich gaana repeat te chal reha c
Te meri cheeka nikal rahiya c
Kher tenu keda koi fark pena
Na pawe
Tenu ta udan bi fark ni pena jidan me mar jana
Rab kare tenu meri yaad hi na awe
Rab kre tu menu bhul jawe
Rab kare tenu sade bitaye koi bi lamhe yaad na awe

Ena na ruwa kudiye, andro mar chukea ha

Aj gaana sunea prabh gill da
Harjeeta movie da
Sachi yaar rona a gea
Unchi awaz wich laga ke song nu
Bada roea me
Sakoon mil gea ro ke sach dasa ta

Meri ladai bi chal rahi apni wife naal last weke to

U karke

Baat
Speak?
Aryan tu bol nhi skta gadhe
Bol skta hu!
bolta bahut hu jab sochta nhi
Sochta hu bolta nhi?

Bolne ki adat lagi toh hai chhut nhi rhi
Par bina spche kuch bhi bolu?
People say aryan be yourself
Kahaniyo ki tarah

Abey yar ek toh poetry nhi horhi mujhse
Maine socha rhym krunga shabdkosh ke 4-5 shabd fek fek kr
padhne wale ko chaka chond
Thik hai padho tum koi nhi

Hanji toh baat aise hai ki baat nhi hoti mujhse
Baatein nhi kr paata mai
Mai bol nhi paata
Fir wahi baat ?

Keyboard chal rhe mere
Ye mere thoughts
Tum jaante mujhe meri awaz me pdhoo
Ab aajka din itna ajeeb maano maaanoooo

Acha tumne wo chakki wali kahani suni hai?
Abey wahiii chakki chakki aata nikal
Chakki chakki sona nikal
Acha shyd tumne nhi pdhi **
Chhoro

Apun kaise describe kre
Mujhe likhna tha bass bass likhna tha
Chlo seties wise ajka din demn
Demn

Ek toh nakab utaru pehle
Nakab? Kuch nhi bhul jao
Nakab se yad aaya kitne nakab?
Anginat? Har insaan ke liye naya nakab
Demn

Wapis topic par
Series wise heh
Abey nahi ulti seriesss

Baaaaat

Ek toh shabd khatam hojate bhaii
Kasam se aryan tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Ek insaan ego?
Dusra insaan ego?
Tisra insaan ego?
Itni ego har insaan me ek ego
Ya shyd wo ego nhi par apne aap ko sahi manna no?
Shayad har koi apne aap ko sahi manta

Saarey apni jagah sahi hai
Shayad mai bhi apni jagah sahi
Par as a third person mai galat
Mai bacha dimag?

Ladaiyan horhi
Ladaiyan kyu horhi?
MAnjao na bas ki ye cheeze aaj se 6 mahine baad
jab hum sath nhi honge tab yad aayengi
Ki kash us wakt boldiya hota
Kash us wakt ladai khatam kr li hoti
Baat kr liya hota

Baaaaat
Dekha aagya na mai

Acha ruko
Han

Toh regrets
Regrets? baat kar liya hota
Kisike intension nhi kisi ko bura bolna
ye kisi ke sath bura krna
Lekin shyd abhi dono ek dusre se gussa
Dono ka apna ego wo pehle baat kre ya woh

Bichme ek dalal jo jiske pass bhi beth rha
dono ko smjhane me laga hua
Par dono paksh apni apni jagah sahi
Par dono samne se baat nhi krna chahte

Iska kissa yaha khtm
mujhe isoe poetry krni h topic likh leta imma write
Firr firr wese series ulti chal rhi

Par abhi mai face wash krrha tha
Ab face wash ka jo mera MEDICATED SOAP hai
wo washroom me gir gya
sidhe jameen

Boys washroom ki halat aisi
upr se ye hona
Ab kya hoskta hai?

Mera phone jiska abhi abhi mene screen guard change kraya
Wo bhi jameen par
Foota pada
Iski mummy ki buri aatma

Apun chhoro dusri baat krta

Cabinettttttttttttttt

He says in his books
One who seeks shall find and knock the doors and it will open
I wished
I wished alot

Goal? Nothing
socialising shyd a new friend a new person
A new special person or special person is again a materialistic thing
that aryan loves and if he describes?
Abey jao
Describe
Camera ki baat krrha tha
Acha chhoro

Cabinet ?
You dont get what you want
Par aryan tu toh keh rha tha seek and you will find
Betey galat hu mai
Waha likha hai you shall find
Not you will

Ab beta woh har cheez jo tujhe chahiye agr mill gyi tohhhh ?????

Acha apun abhi nhi likhega itna chhoro


Gods plan?
May be he has another plans for me
Shayad abhi jo bhi bura hota mere sath i say the same
Chahe wo meri selection ya dosto ke sath bahar na jaa paana?

Dosto ke sath bahar na jaana paana?
Wahi baat aajati hai
Baat hi toh nhi hoti mujhse
Ab mai kaise bolu ki mujhe conjuring dekhni hai par kiske sath?
Koaise bolu mujhe enjioooooo jaana par kiske saath

Plans thodi na pata horhe kisiko
Portray bhi toh aise kiya jaata
Third wheeling krrha inka kuch hone nhi derha?
Aur aryan chup hai?
Aryan kyu nhi bolrha kuch

shayad dar rha
Ki agr kuch bola log kya sochenge
Dekha bache tu toh keh rha tha ki tujhe farak nhi pdta duniya kya kehti h?

Are demn dis is me walking to the washroom
and i see da same personsssssssss-s
Arey seksi

Han toh nhi iksha meri jaana tumahre sath
Nhi iksha meri dekhni movie kisi auron
Auron nahi dost ** tum mere
But agr tum ek sceneriooo kreate krlo dimag me
ki us wakt ye horha **
Aur ab tumhe pata chle ki wo nhi hoga
Bas man utar gya

Par nah chahte hue bhi tujhe han bolna pada aryan kyuuuu????
Baaat baat nhi ki gyi tujhse
Bola nhi gya tujhse
ki mai nhi hu third wheel ksiika
Mai nhi ban rha kisi ke ***** ki baadha

Teen log saath chal padein toh kya woh trio nahi keh sakte?
Kya dosti sirf do logo mein simat jaati hai?
Kya har jaga ek ladka-ladki ka hi equation hona zaruri hai… aur unka alag se jaana hamesha kuch aur matlab rakhta hai

Shayad mujhe wo vibe pasand
Mujhe lag rhi hai cheezein pyaari
Mujhe aarha hai maja?

Fir wahi line aagyi na jo kahi padhi thi?
One says
Stops
Kya thi beyyyy
Bhul gya
Kuch toh tha
One stops da odar continues?

Na chahte hue bhi control horha hu mai
Kyui
Kyunki logo ko lag rha ki ye badha ban rha kisi ke *****
Arey bhai tumhe kaise bataun maiii
What 3 dost feeel
Tum toh wahi third person hogye

Par kya koi nhi
Mai ek toh maine abhi dekha
Baat kya mai toh likh bhi thik se nhi paa rha

Are chillll aryann bhul ja
Yaad tu paani bharne ja rha tha
And you got this strange vibe
Comming towards you
Attracting aryan?

Mai shaktiuon ki baat kyu krta hu
Shyad kuch
Acha chhoro

Han toh ye jo khichawat pan thi
Woh mujhe khichti khichti ek room par legyi
I saw a simmilar face
who had tears in his eyes
Lying on his bed
Staring at the wall

Nothingness
Nothingness
Staring

What did aryan said to him?
Kya hua ——-
Replies
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Dekho wot was i thinking dat time was
Mai phle se sed
Mai phle se dukhi in sab cheezon se
Mai apna dukh baatne gya
Mai apni baat bolne gya
Par maine bola kya

Baat?
Baat boli mene
Ki bhul jao jo hua
Puri life padi hai?
Bhul jao tumhara past
Take the next step
Go with the flow
Maybe god has some another plan

Ye maine kisi aur ko bola?
Abey aryan beti?
Tu khud toh padh tune kya bola use
Par wahi hai
Aryan se toh baat nhi hoti?

Abey
Sochta kam hu maii
Baadmein cheeze yad aati kya hui
Ab isme aryan kya kare
Aryan kyuuu kyuuu
Abey kya bolu rukoo

Ek toh tum pdho ye pura
toh tumhe smjh na aaye kya horha
par jo bhi horha
demn demn