inject me with every insecurity
deny me my foresight
scoop my eye sockets dry
with silver spoons from childhood plight
turn the corners of my mouth upward with pins
in stifling approvable of your apathy
rip my teeth from root so i cannot express
grief and wild unrest
burn me of my tongue
make it so i struggle to say your name
twist and mangle my wrists
bend my fingers back
(one, two, three)
listen to the splintering bone
the intoxicating frailty
listen like your favorite song
the fading circulation in hi-fi stereo (on repeat)
bend my back for you
turn away as my spine snaps
under weight from mild neglect
unravel my nerves
string them like a guitar
play me a discord
cut me open with sharp words
and leave me exposed
slide my discs
until i’m weak in the knees
string me up by my ankles
and sever my feet to gain inches on me
peel back my skin
bind my veins
tether them to floor boards and ideas of leaving me
watch as the desperation seeps from me
tangle my hair and pull it back
like weighty curtains from my skull cap
crack me open
unspool my brains
re-wire my circuitry
introduce color then reverse it back
blow your breath into my ear
let it circle and suffocate me
will me not to feel
it will only complicate me
pull the desperation from the air
my fixed, heavy rain cloud
drape me with uncertainty
cover me in soot and paint me a burden
set me on fire
leave a thought
let it continue to escape me
you dot your “i’s” with crippling intensity
dripping in heartfelt symphonies
my velveteen,
you are a looming aftertaste
a foundation
a voracious hunger
to set roots deep within bone

I stayed up until 2 am.
I was a little bit high and my hands were itching to write, I was able to finish one of my drafts out
of boredom.
I read it again and again.
Lost in transition,
indefinite blues.
As far as I remember,
the things
you want to say
in a form of simple
words and with
a passive conviction
can mean so much
more without any
fancy borders which
sole purpose is
just for attraction
because all the decorations
does is spoil the point and the
rest is a trend and then history.

Why can't I get someone to
get it even though
it's not my business?
Whenever I get an
approvable on point
it gives me hope
which translates:
not only I feel like ****
because of this stinking world
and how the society
adapted to it
and me dragged along,
of course
like a man in
the middle of a stormy sea.
I'm tired of it all. . .
the figures of speech
and how I can't use it
properly. .
the never ending debts. .
the omniscient monthly bills. .
the same old
******* thing ever since
I graduated. .

. .but my motivation
is, today's my Thursday.

Let's take a personal day, year, have a ceremony creating a photagular approvable gorgeous moment on film
Call that a job appearance

Ignoble the people deads good enough

Neg head media orbitz desks in percentage spends

Homeless millions in with held printer jams

Inks expense account office Covid downgrading values

Thingy

Alexandria did we navigate again?

Sarcasm shocks need NASCAR specs today

Also, labor board required Christian university master's degree winners
To operate theology risk assessment software whilst clients of uptown funk mentally impairment coordination harbor House deprived altitude with color coordination hiring reqs from weight to chick fil a talking  back mouth free bees licensing Irwin expert video game skills

Rsap

The incredible hulk pigeon

2 gals and guy exit coffee shop morning routine
Approach foi grois teal sponged eraser filmed suv downsized compact city parking lot approvable vehicle

4th guy with day backpack exits with day backpack on

Rotation of seats and self approval reflection

4th guy is now the front seat response to change

Isolation quarantine paralysis

The vehicle has purchased the lives again

It has suffering will to grow
Yet the commercial appeal with success and familiarity is permanent
And without contraption?

There the passage of history wanders to nowhere

Antithetical add campaign

These are real yuppies

Caucasian affluent crimes

Technically sexually active in the cellphone cluck spend historical participation of life board game yet no need for more life cycles

Earth nutures

Hope the mission contact is message.....

Using alternate donation phone until lifeline replacement phone is available again. All legwork and outreach stuff you know.  Without leg work there is no point.  So are you able to refer me to the check in list at the Newbury Park overnight shelter or is the negotiated agreement still overthinking?

I'm so experienced at this point the senior citizens just told me to get on with my own census and point in time messages with the database people having just entered the local economy

The recession is still thriving

The mortgage debacle was over 15 years ago

Past homeless people jump ahead in waiting list position
Become homeless coordination of
More homeless people