Memories is one of the most soul killing things in this world.
Everytime I think of it,it reminds me of the fun and awesome memories that we had and also the dreadful ones.  
But.  
You all shown your true colours.  
Sly
Cunning
Ruthless
Heartless
And I thought we were in this together.
You all ditched me in the end.
Let me to face judgement
Now.
I changed.
I'm not the old person that you used to know
I realised the truth.
I realised how wrong I was.
What you all see is the tip of the iceberg.
In the end, I can't undo the things that we did
I wished I realised earlier.
Deep in my heart.
I still miss you all.

The ever smiling boy never frowned no matter what happened.
He just wanted to be a happy person
He was always there for others but others are never there for him.
But still he never stopped smiling
No matter how people hurt him backstab him
He still forgave and smiled.
But deep down in his heart
He's crying.
His soul slowly fading away
Deep down
He wants to die.
He wants to end everything
Yet.
He has no purpose to live in this world anymore
He cries himself to sleep every night
But in the morning he puts on smile again and lives on with a smile
He always wonders is it worth it to smile everyday even though no one appreciates.  
That one last spark of happiness is all that drives him everyday.
I wonder what will happen when that spark goes off.

Hello was the first word I said to you
I thought I found the right gang
But how wrong I was
You talk bad about me
I treated you as a friend
I cared.
But in return,you thought I was annoying.
And I slowly became a transparent figure to you.

Tears
Tears roll down your cheek like a waterfall
Tears roll down your cheek when you try to sleep
Tears are uncontrollable.
Tears remind you of the pain.

From that day when you asked for a pen
We knew each other
You told me that I was your best friend
You desert me for other people
I kept quiet
Maybe I'm jealous but that's because I am a human.
Where were you when I needed you the most?

I want to end it
But people tell me not to
But ending it will set me free
Everytime when I sleep
It will haunt me.
Is death the answer?