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Alaska Sep 2017
Don't pick me flowers from a garden,
give me seeds to plant my own.
Alaska Sep 2018
I feel too much and can’t help it.
I’m sorry, I ruin everything good in my life.
I hope I didn’t scare you away...
Alaska Mar 2016
Follow me...
Let's get
lost but,
find ourselves
at the
same time.
Let's discover
each other,
who we
really are.
I wanna
know who
you really
are, not
who you
pretend to
be.
Alaska Feb 2016
I was no  longer
innocent.
I was no longer
considered a
*****.
You made me
feel like that
was a bad thing.
But being innocent
is one of the best
things you can be.
Don't lose it
because you're
told it's bad, lose
your innocence
when you want
to.
When you're
ready.
Alaska Mar 2017
I hope you find who you are
                            what you are looking for
                            your happiness
                    and true love.
Alaska Apr 2018
I do not think I have ever felt this alone
since middle school...
And that is also when I was in my darkest place..
which is what scares me the most.
Alaska Mar 2017
I wanted to text you
to see how you are
because being who I am,
I always care,
but I know if I do so
I'll fall back down that
hole of trying to be in
your life again.
Alaska Apr 2016
The parts of me that you broke
are all mended,
but the parts from my past,
don't seem like they're
going to mend together
again.
Alaska Sep 2017
You hurt me,
                     I forgive,
you hurt me,
                     I forgive,
you hurt me,
                     I forgive,
you hurt me,
                     .....
Alaska Apr 2016
She whispered,
"I love you"

as he stared
off into the
distance

"Did you say
something?"

He turned
his head
towards hers.

"No."
"say I love you, when you're not listening."
Alaska Oct 2016
You do not need to be with
someone to be happy.
You may want to be with
someone, but you do
not need to be.
Love yourself first,
please....
Alaska May 2016
Your voice is a drug
that I can't get enough of.

--

Your voice is a drug
and I'm addicted.
Alaska Oct 2016
Have you ever
just looked at
people in a
bookstore?
Not judging
them, just
looking,
and seeing
all the different
people buying
different books.
You don't have
to look a certain
way to read or
purchase a book.
You don't have
to look a certain
way in order to read
a certain genre,
just look like
you.
Alaska Apr 2016
I hate the way
my voice sounds,
because sometimes
it comes off loud and
sometimes I give an attitude
when I honestly do not mean to.

But no one believes me.

I was raised in loudness.
Constant yelling, screaming , shouting , and rudeness.

I am coated with hatred.

Nothing calm, sweet and nice to be found, not even in the corners of my home.

I'm sorry.
I'm truly kind and caring,
only somewhat broken,
I promise.
Alaska Jun 2016
You built me up in the beginning, just to put me down in the end.

I was insecure,
you saw that,
you knew
that.

You complimented me,
building me up,
making my
confidence flourish,
you helped me
feel beautiful.

Then came the
lust and I
became insecure
once again.

I thought in
order to be
beautiful for you,
I had to please you.

I was insecure,
but to the point where
I would stop and
not go further.

I knew what you
liked already,
I didn't want to do
something else where
maybe you didn't
like what you saw
and
you weren't pleased.
Alaska Mar 2016
"What do you wanna do?"*
I just want to sit with
you
in bath robes,
as we drink wine,
talk about life
and draw ugly
portraits of
each other.
Alaska Aug 2016
I'm such an embarrassment.
No one wants to be with me,
because clearly I'm not pretty
enough, thin enough, or good
enough for anyone.
Thanks for making me feel this way,
but don't worry, I'll get it over it, and
prove you wrong.
Alaska Mar 2017
It just hurts because you made me
feel like I did not matter and
what I said was nothing but
words that had no meaning.
Alaska Apr 2016
The new trend
Seems to be
Falling in love
With your best friend.
Alaska Mar 2017
You often cross my mind,
not in a hateful way,
trust me,
but more of...
I'm just really wondering
how you are doing...
Alaska Jan 2019
You love outer space
And all of its wonders..
If only you loved me as
much as you love the stars..
Alaska Apr 2016
At this point,
I don't know
what I'm feeling

All these emotions
are filling my
body and I
don't know what
to do.

I've been broken
for so long.

Is this what
feels like
to be whole
again?

To feel every
emotion
possible?

The emptiness that
was there is filling
and I'm not sure
if I like it...
Alaska Feb 2016
You knew I was
innocent.
You saw it as an
opportunity to
use me.
You thought I
was easy, so
it didn't matter
if you hurt me.
You knew I had
feelings for you,
so you used that
to your
advantage.
All I wanted
was to be with you,
but all you wanted
was my body...
Alaska May 2016
I want to learn
script, so maybe
I can feel as pretty
as my handwriting.
Alaska Mar 2016
You were the only one I wanted to call
The only one I wanted to talk to
But I couldn't.
I had to distance myself from you.
I can't always go to you.
I have to let you go,
So you can be happy.
Alaska Oct 2016
I call girls
daises
because
I find them
more beautiful
than roses.
Alaska Apr 2016
She was his flower
So gentle and pure
But only for an hour,
For he could not
Hold her too long.
Alaska Sep 2017
You were actually
         the first one
     to completely ignore
how I felt and I
         guess that's why
     it hurts so much.
Alaska Oct 2016
We're just two broken hearted people trying to make it through our messes together.
Alaska Apr 2016
I may find it beautiful but,
you may find it unusual.
Alaska Mar 2017
We are all our own puzzle
piece
connecting to
one another's life.
Alaska Oct 2016
hand holding
is such a
beautiful thing,
two different
hands intertwined
to make one.
Alaska Mar 2017
being replaced is probably
one of the most
heartbreaking feelings
in the book.
Alaska Nov 2016
It hurts because you would have
never thought they would treat
you this way.
Alaska Mar 2017
You were my friend
before anything,
but you seemed
to forget that
along the way.
Alaska Feb 2016
You had called me
a word
I had never heard.
You called me
a word
I did not know
I could be.
You called me
a word
that made me fall,
that made me fall so
**** hard for over
four long straight
years.
All because of that
one foreign word
you had called me...
Beautiful.
Alaska Mar 2016
You are not
worthless.
You are worth
more than all
the stars in
the sky,
More than all
the waves that
kiss the shore,
More than all
the birds that
fly the skies,
More than all
the clouds that
float on by,
More than all
the wishes dreamers
make upon dandelions.
You are worth
something.
You
Alaska Mar 2016
You
Sadness fills my body
As I think about how
I could never have
A chance with
You.
Oh how I wish I
Could be yours one
Day.
Alaska Aug 2016
Love,
You are enough.
Don't you ever think you are not.
That boy or girl you thought you were in love with, they don't decide if you're enough.
All that matters is that you are enough for you.
You will always be enough.
You are one of kind.
You are you.
Laugh uncontrollably, dance like no one's watching, smile as big as you can.
Live life knowing you're enough.
One day at a time, each day to its fullest.
I love you and God loves you.
You're not alone .
Alaska Feb 2016
You love me
even when I'm
not worth loving.
You love me
knowing all that
I've done.
You love me
even though I
am a daisy and
not a rose.
You love me
when I'm not as
bright as the sun,
but as dark as
thunder clouds.
You love me
for me and I've
never been so
blessed.
Alaska Oct 2016
When you get hurt...
emotionally...
it's not a physical
wound..
And some people
fail to realize that..
You can't just put a
bandage on your heart,
let it heal, and be okay
again... No.
It takes time for your
mind and heart to heal.
Sure there is maybe
some pain now and then
but, not as much as
there was in the beginning.
You're gonna
be okay.
Alaska Feb 2016
I can't help
but smile
every time
I see you
smile, but
my heart
can't help
but ache.
It is as if
it is killing
me slowly
since it's
just another
reminder that
I cannot have
you.

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