Im not so religious but I came across a scripture from the bible of God that reads like this…

Romans 8:18

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

Just few minutes later I saw a documentary about gangs in South Africa Cape Flats…
Bad hey demoralised community…

They were forced by the push and pull factors of life..

They classify themselves as third people in South Africa…

The leader of the most notorius gang “The American”
Believes in God….

Shocking I know…
To have a gun is a norm to them…
Kids dream to be the best gang LeaDer…

Their suffering only brought misunderstanding not freedom..
They made it worse by terrorising each other…

They are supposed to be inbetween since they are an origin breed of African and European mix…

They utter words that I. The apartheid regime they were the 3rd people…
Freedom days they are still the 3rd people…

One of a gang member who used to have unclear dreams of going to the sea and see the world “Funny enough the see is not far but he failed to purseu his dreams” any way he utter words like “Black people are rich now, white people are stil rich and colored are in jail…”
The Dude is outside but stil blaming it on the next person…

Laziness is a serious sickness….

My fellow sister out the don’t give up on dreams if you don’t get a rich husband…

My brothers its not your fault that you were born poor…

Privilege is not always given to the majority…
I’m an African in South Africa but white people always gets privilege of high employement opportunities…
Only because they are still dominant as executives…

We do have Africans at the high posts,  but hey most are just the acting face for public sake….

I may have problems but I don’t let them overcome me, for I know I have greater things that the lords have spared me to harvest for I my self have being given the permission by God Him self to live his way or my way….

The best gift of them all life for free from God…

When i am in a lost State…
i tend to speak alone when the is nobody around,
i tend to walk long distances til im lazy to walk back home,
i become at ease with life and think clearly,

i smile alot
i become so proud about life
i get inspired

I review My achievement
i value My capabilities
i analyse My extraordinarity

I plot counter attack against My enemies
I create room for them to make a mistake so i can use it against them not threaten…

Randomly i smile about the strength i have…
Emotions gets mixed up and cool down in mannerly way

Anyway i just dont fall into a trace of lost State…
Even excitement cant take me to that state…
Only bad things can ignite that…

Its a good way
it help to ease up
and think clearly
its not spontaneous
it defeats anger…

Its my kind of lost State…

Food

I don’t personally like eating
It makes you fat
Though you get nutrion…

Food can affect you emotionally
Can be a reason for your boredom
It depresses you in a way

It can take you from 6 pack to 1 funny pack
it can build you and deform you

We live to eat but not necessary to eat physical food
Food for your soul
Food for your thoughts
Those are good food
Not too much of nutritional food

I resent eating too much
Liquids can be good
Alcohol not bad as lonh u Drink wisely
Binge is for the imature…

Fizzy drinks your sodas not that bad as long as you don’t abuse them…
100% juice can get you a running stomach
Water is the best I can survive days with it only…

Food need a proper plan
Your temper the diet you temper your body
You temper your emotional circle
Your sleeping circle
Food gets you tired
Reason for fatigue…

I gause now it is clearly visible
Money makes the world go round…

Majority would sell their soul for the love of money
The money that would only last for their generation

Being creative is not a sin…
Copy and paste can cause damages that would take several decades to fix
Engineering was the for the reason
Though poor engineering design can cause some damages that can be redesigned and modified

You let it go and you will suffer
You intervene you are wrong you will be assassinated
You spread the word and get ignored…

Colonisation still exist Indirectly…
Now it’s even worse
Colonised by private individuals because he can afforded
They land were they can jus like a cat

They get to be protected
People get to be question and uncertainty answer are the…

Capital city road are in a mess
Foreign country benefits
The community suffer
Fuel price goes up at the same rate as traffic congestion

Closing all the freedom of travelling to work
Depression gets agrivated
Financial strain becomes a norm
Fools are enjoying the fruits

The greedy are on holiday
The investors are making more deals
The official know the bribery language better
The nation is falling down

The grow rate is stand still
More and more labour strikes takes place
The economy gets dragged on mud

Consciousness people are disappointed
Anger is boiling
Crime is going to increase
Drug use is a norm

Opportunist are flying like scavengers
Poor government is a shame
It also affect those who are not political

In order to be succesful you must be a fool…

Thats the worse advise you can get ever..
I am so hurt after i got an advise like that…

Maybe i dont get the message right, help.
Being stupid means letting other people oppress you to get succesful,
I stil dont get it…

Steve Biko ” THEY HAVE TAKEN A BRIEF LOOK AT WHAT IS, AND HAVE DIAGNOSED THE PROBLEM INCORRECTLY. THEY HAVE ALMOST COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE SIDE EFFECTS AND HAVE NOT EVEN CONSIDERED THE ROOT CAUSE. HENCE WHATEVER IS IMPROVISED AS A REMEDY WILL HARDLY CURE THE CONDITION.” From I write what i like the chapter We blacks…

The sad part is even after 19years of democratic freedom in South Africa, some people wont change the State of mind about racial oppression it stil exist especially more in work plaće enviroment…

For someone who grew up Free, born Free generation stil put the whites superior and continue worshiping them to be superior than the other fellow nlack brothers grow up…

I am a fighter, i refuse to sell my soul to please fellow White brothers for favours of better treatment because of my dark Colored skin…

Its a sign, with the more knowledge i am equiping My self with for better and my space of democratic freedom and rights, i will succed in life…

For all the previously disadvantaged people they went through some tough time and cruel struggle…
For instance the “72 Hour Clause. A clause in apartheid regulations which controlled the movement of African from one district to another.”

Those people struggled but they fought dor equality. Now that we have equality you stil wanna plaese a fellow White brother with all the previllages you have.

I my self i know that through struggle that i encounter in life i learn more on survival and live to tell a story…

Im dissapointed already about some of the side effect of the past but im not ackwoledging racial discrimination nor even allow it to happen infront of me with a mute sense…

Can’t you see the light!
Its sign…
For all the unprevillaged people the is no succes without a struggle…

From the struggle you learn how to survive and live to tell a story…

Don’t water a thorn tree and expect an apple…

I KNOW WHY I DID IT…


With a tender good smile i went through and succeded…
The motives were not so good but selfish…

I became an egotist…
I became a hypocrite…
I became infested by evil thoughts…
All thee things were put randomly and i had to repuzzle them…

Nothing ever bothered me but i was bothering u…
You are lucky i didn’t hunt you but i was haunted…

I always gave my self a pat on a shoulder for it even though it’s evil but what can i say i liked it…

I found my self counting and the list was endless, everytime i thought i was done i remembered another…
A fact nobody ever succeded without panishment in evil deeds…

I know why i did it…

Trust me its not that easy…
Its not even easy to let loose nor undastand why you did it…

Its always good when you are in a comfort zone pity it doesn’t last long…

The only cure was the but couldn’t reach out…
It wasn’t difficult at all but evil thoughts were dominating…

If you wana know its simple but complicated to undastand and now i know why i did it…

That simple thing that keeps the smile and tears concurrent…
The seed of all good things in life…

The catalyst of influential good spirit that bring world together…
The great keeper of peace…
I know why I did it…

LOVE Was the main reason!

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