Imaginations and creation are a trait of mine it seems
I wonder of all the moments I could create
When in reality I would choose to recreate
I'd choose the moment
Where the sun was set real low
Orange and red with scattered pinks
And emerald gems stared right through me
Speckled hazel from a sunset coast
***** blonde hair and sun kissed skin
Calf deep in the deep blue
You tasted of apples
Sour and sweet
Couldn't resist and the second time around
Was a little hint of caramel

Well, it looks like what the kingdom
Said was true after all
We were doomed from the start
Look at us, we didn’t even come close
He murmured to himself
As he sat slouched on the throne
Arms dangling over the rests
As the glinting finery casts shadows
Down from crown in hand
For there sat a king
But, she was gone and he felt
Peasantly.

It was many moons ago
A long long time from now
You were with me
And
I was with you
Lost somewhere not many people get to
Off just a little by heart
With constellation eyes
In fragile moments
Cracking at the core
Begging for something to say

He can still recall that moment so clearly
She sat in the bay window
Oversized sweatshirt
The coffee mug
Held to lips by her heavenly sculpted hands
She didn’t need to turn to know he was there
Watching from the door
She looked tired, not physically
It was reinforced by her words

“There’s something really ******* gorgeous out there, I just wish I knew what it was.”

He glanced out just to acknowledge her
Not truly caring what was outside
For why should he?
His sunrise and nightfall’s lie in her eyes
The mountains and lays of the lands in the curves of her body
The oceans tempest in the sweetness of her saliva and the rains of her tears
She is the seasons of love
And there in an oversized sweater
With a plaster coffee mug
Was his world and there’s something really ******* gorgeous about it all

She had bleached out black eyes
From staring into Aries rise
Caught up in midnight whisperings
Wondering if these stars aren’t just things
For the sun sets on Heaven’s cries
And the dark sets in when the stars come to claim their prize
Sweaty palms staring at the summer sky
Black magic searching for lost time
Sipping dark red wine on the coast surrounded in neon lights

Being in love
  With you
Seems like
  A really bad
Idea

Being in love
  With me
Seems like
  A really good
Idea

The world’s not so subjective
It’s just so critical
And we’re falling a part at the seams
When yesterday’s sins
Are tomorrow’s dreams
Running in never-ending circles
Pushed along with unbalanced chemicals
Skin stained with glorified imperfections
When the secrets tiptoe around your name
While the rain clouds are catching up
On our run for sunshine
Oh, what it means to be human

And I feel this longing
Of past lives
Far off introspective
That seem to glisten like all of the stars in the night
The feeling that I've lived a thousand lives
That I've died in a thousand more
My fingertips hewn across sun scorched skin
Blackened ires and bleach topped irises
Delicately dance in the balance
In these wicked playful dreams
As waves crash and sunsets linger
Where missed keys and snapped strings lull me to melancholy dreams

Maybe we just weren’t enough
Sitting at our favorite diner
Melted shakes
Thunder clouds chasing our sins
We looked so different now
Than what we use to be
And at the time there was no one else
Figuring I’d be a mess by myself
I feared the rain falling down
I asked “Wanna talk about it?”
You replied “The rain looks really pretty.”
And, I knew when the sun came out
Our time would be up
And, you still believe everything is meant to be
So, we learn to let go just to be free

Fire to Ice
Heaven to Hell
Summer to Winter
Hope to Despair
Needs to Wants
Chaos to Clarity To Chaos
From left to right sounds like breaking a heart
From right to left sounds like you’re learning to love
How curious that must be.

Well, I missed Thanksgiving again
That makes three years
Truth be told
I feel more at home when I’m not there
For I have mountains to climb
And views to see
Thankful for the feeling of being so...
Disassociated
Not that I don’t think of them often
I’m just not to my own personal summit yet
Looking forward to coming home
Nothing is better sometimes
I guess I just like it like that

She looked so Delicate
Like she'd crumble if I touched her
To be so caught in all of it
As I'm the **** and she's the hunter
We existed inside of spring
For we weren't a moment
You could capture on film
But, even so I'll never let it disappear

I sat there strumming along
Locked in the corner humming along
She came up
Her words collided in my mind like kaleidoscopes
"Is that the only thing your tongue can do, spin that toothpick from side to side?"

I wore my death suit to church
Sinners come forth to confession
A holy cross golden bullet
Shot through my head
Turned black heavens red
Where we found ourselves in memories
And to rest was to hope for a good death
Except our sins aren’t tragedies
With gold on your fingertips
Where we’d find one another alone
With salt encrusted sins on our lips

It’s really hard wanting to go home
When she’s just so far away
Take this fainted heart
Take these tainted hands
Wash me in your love
Come like grace again
For love’s not hopeless

Last time we were here
A lot younger than now
Nightcrawling through the moonlit hours
We discovered we were fire.

She tried to sing me to sleep
As the tides rolled further in
Kissing the beach
Just to leave in the middle of the night
When the night sky has had its fill
Of moonlit madness chased with whiskey
And our dreams are high on different colored pills and drunk off sleepless words

I find it weird that I sleep
On the left side of the bed
Knowing that no one is on the right
Like open space, empty and heavenly

-The Devil continues to try and knock you off balance
  - - Except he didn’t know who you are and he’s just no challenge
- The next time I see you, you’re gonna be better

Our generation
Seems to be losing sight
Just in one eye though
I guess that's just what love blindness is
Accepting that love isn't really what we thought it'd be
Who knows though
It seems our other pupil still dilates with the idea of love after all

Maybe we’re our own pantheon
Just you and I
Destruction and Creation
Filling the midnight skies
With ****** light
Scorching bed sheets and burning seas
Intertwined in all these things
What comes to mind?
When we lay side by side

It’s a beautiful thing
Stumbling upon all of you
Doing what you’ve been clearly
Put on this world to do.

Turn your dreams into realities
**** hate and negativity
Believe in your own creativity

And when the sun comes up
Somewhere in the morning
I hope you’re all here
Wandering inside your heads
There’s a storm on the forecast
It’s coming our way

He felt he was suffocating
She begged she was drowning
Yet, they don’t part ways
It’s funny what pollution does
In a toxic environment
Give it time
Spring cleaning is almost here

I saw a man
At the end of the bridge
In last ditch efforts
I asked if he needed me
When I knew he needed someone
These prayers haven’t been heard
And he wasn’t sure that’s how it worked
He looked down to his side and nodded as if a seat was open
So, grab my hand jump down to the river
Cause’ the water is serene like poetry
And to talk is divine
Except God’s don’t talk
I wonder if that’s why these prayers
Are more like lost emotion
Drifting here and there
At the end of the bridge

I think we should drive to a place we don’t know

I’m thinking you and I

Better just go with the flow

With your legs wrapped around me and the last thing I wanna do is go slow

I’m thinking about God
I want to die someday
I’m thinking about the things that I want
I get what I want

I’m thinkin you and I
Blacked out eyes
Should drive to a place we don’t know
To a place no ones seen us before

I wonder what sort
Of war torn love filled battlefields
Lie resting upon angels and demons
Beatings of wings
Lifted far above
All the things you and I
Have seem to muttered
When gold hearts were turning to black

All women are Satan
  - I just happen to be a glorified sinner

I turned the heat up
Till I thought I was burning
To notice I was as cold as ever
Shivering in hundreds of degrees
Thirty minutes to realize it was my heart
And even tonight
It can’t be thawed by pretty words

And it wasn’t my intention
That these words would make you feel
Some type of way
But, if that is the result
Then hopefully I’ll be remembered
If even, but only in this moment

The delectable fires between every word
As she cut through me
Was so filled with ecstasy
That I found myself lost
As she was packing her last bag
Forgetting to tell me to go to hell
What she didn’t know was
I found myself there a long time ago
Who would’ve guessed
Lucifer was a girl that I liked

They say happiness is free
But, I wouldn’t care what it cost me
What an adventure life seems to be
Keeping this hope alive
When the rest of the worlds hearts
Seem to have died
So, pretty girl stay shining
For stars die out
But, suns never fade
And we might just watch the world end

She came in on a mission
To make you feel fiery anger
She flirts with every guy in the room
Heavenly giggles and hellish smiles
All except you, not even a glance
There was one set back in her plan.



You just really didn’t ******’ care.

Trying
To
Make
Something
Timeless.

When I was twenty
I wrote Love
When I was twenty-four
I wrote Love and War In Your Twenties
Now I’m twenty-five
Love is truth and truth is poetry
And I learned most people hate poetry
Yet, I think I was made to write
Put my thoughts to ink
Quiver in the dwellings of my muse
My blue eyed vice
Where my wars have signed peace treaties
And love doesn’t seem like brittle bone
To where I hope my forever is
Cast among my dreams for us

Let your troubles come to me
Don’t be afraid baby
Let the heavens sweet honey suckle melodies
Flood the fears we feel away
Cause’ I’m feelin’ devilish with the way you move
So, let your lips and my eyes tell us what to do
It’s never the right time in our mind
Let’s not make this hard, cause’ all I want is you