we  walk around like we own this place, frowns of hate and disgust and no love for each other as we stride, self-destrusting the planet while chasing after pride. we don't really know where  we're  going without God on our side moving fast and inpatient with each other and not in gear and every waking moment  attacked by new wants and fears.  who do we think we are, acting like we own this  planet , taking self-respect and dignity from the  weak ones, and each other  and  are we wiser  and any greater  for the people and things in life taken for granted. who do we think we are?

When death softly comes  to close my dark and seeing eyes,don't  cry silent tears or whisper a sigh  while living here on earth i took a righteous stand as my child i want you to remember me and say..'' Daddy was a Jesus MAN" my fate was always in God's worthy hands and living  right now  i do  the best a righteous man can, let my tombstone for everybody read:DADDY WAS A JESUS MAN" seen so happy times and sometimes earthly woe people wondering where did my money and youth go. listen people to my words while you can just remember me and say"DADDY WAS A JESUS MAN"

you my once loving blonde haired wife ran away from home leaving me with a strawberry blonde rosy cheeked baby who can't walk or speak. that each morning rain or shine with love and fatherly paitience put into  a small wheelchair and often at night on bended knees with folded hands in prayer after i've brushed or combed  her curly blonde hair, and tenderly put her to sleep, i ask Lord, i know that she's not coming back home again and wanted to be free and this is not a prayer of complaining but i was wondering down deep inside  just what will happen to my little girl , if death comes quick and suddenly, who will take care of her Lord,what will be the  quality of  her life without me ?

The first time i loved forever was when i heard you whisper my name and i knew right then you loved me for my lonely days had changed. the greatest gift that was given was the treasure of yourself and i have no desire or longing to look beyond you, seeking out someone else. the first time i loved forever, was when you whispered my name and i knew right then you loved me and that i would never again be the same.

IF I TRAVEL SO MANY MILES AWAY I WOULD WRITE A LOVE LETTER IN MY HEART TOYOU EACH AND EVERY DAY CAUSE LORD NOTHIN CAN EVER CHANGE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU  oh, this love makes me weep makes me cry before falling asleep- i feel it moving deep inside and it tends to make me sigh. nothing can ever change the love i feel for you.oh,you know each thought inside . from evil you won't let me hide. oh, your soul food and sweet drink you're wisdom and peace so nice so nice the Lord of my dreams in paradise. i don't ever want to leave your side  or ever roam, i've got your back on my own your love always says welcome home. i know that nothing can ever change the love that i have for you.

Without you i would be nothing  at all , your love lifts me up higher and higher and builds this  man  inside whenever i would fall. nobody  ever could come into my life and love away my fears and tears, all my faith is without a doubt standing true, treat this heart this heart tenderly like a child would a doll, cause Lord  without you , i would be nothing at all.

another lonely saturday night,nothing to do but wash my hair and do my nails, this apartment is starting to feel like a jail- if  if i had a loving hand to hold things would be alright and this would't be another lonely saturday night. thinking about walking the dog or taking in a movie, each moment that slips past on the clock gets right to me . i need to fall down on my knees , send up a sincere  prayer GOD's answer line is never busy,He's  always there. i'd like the heavenly  Father hear these words please, only your touch can make things right, after this  time  make my very soul divine there will never be another lonely saturday night