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 May 2019 vern
Bummer
These rooms with high ceilings are beginning to **** me off.
And the echos that amplify as I get weaker sound a little too close to the voice inside my head.
Finding a reason to smile was so much easier than choking out my fears. That's probably why I stopped my strangling.
And the flowers you planted in the palms of my hand look so ******* pretty.
They're the only reason I haven't balled my fists in rage yet.

But it's getting harder.
And I'm getting worse
And I can only say 'I'm sorry' so many times.

I was fine yesterday.
I'll be fine tomorrow.
It's only today that gets me

It just pains me to think that tomorrow will just be another "today"
 May 2019 vern
Nadia
Rise
 May 2019 vern
Nadia
Say goodbye to that life
To the person you used to be
The darkness doesn't need you anymore

Channel the feelings keeping you down
Helplessness, sadness, shame
Turn it to anger
It is your fuel
Now you can light the flame

You are a Phoenix
This isn't your end
This is a new beginning
Out of the ashes
Of the life you despise  
With freedom
With joy
You rise
 May 2019 vern
Pagan Paul
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So the smoke coils
surrounding a stray thought
clinging to the vine
as it weaves threads
into a tapestry
of fermented grape wrath.
His pen crawls
across the pages of life
and ignores the punctuation,
a plague infected word flow,
his stream of catharsis.
But the babble
intrudes and sounds irk,
sending resentment forward
like an advance guard
to meet the violence
and deflect the onslaught.
And the wave dies
as the aggressor retreats
before motley defence.
But the mood
has been tainted, spoiled,
despite a flirtatious distraction.
And the flame flickers
as the smoke coils,
and tired eyes avert their gaze
from the perceived ***** page,
the excrement of misery
smeared to make nostrils flare,
and the entry is left
incomplete …




© Pagan Paul (06/05/19)
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4th entry in the Fool's Diary
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 May 2019 vern
ash
frangipani
 May 2019 vern
ash
the path reeked of it,
downtrodden. craving a sweet
death, I turned, and shrieked.
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