The relationship lasted a month
The break up took a second
But the thoughts are never ending

The last day in town and oh how I was filled with sorrow
The thoughts consumed my mind that I won't see her tomorrow
So we went to the restaurant that I took her to for Valentine's Day
My mouth was filled with words and memories I never got to say
It was a beautiful night the stars were in my favor
After dinner we went for ice cream and since I've never tasted that flavor
But out of the blue her phone rang and her parents needed her home
We talked about how we will live in Paris Italy and Rome
I met her parents that day something i didn't expect
I acted very polite,quiet and with the utmost respect
So the night ended and she walked me out of her house
I still remember she had trouble picking her orange dress or a blue blouse
I told her never forget me and I kissed her... Which was kinda dareish
But I wish I got to say the words "this is a moment that I will cherish"

If it's not the worst
one of the worst feelings in the world is falling asleep with a broken heart.

I would like to say I'm fine but that's a lie
I would like to say I don't think about us every night  before I sleep but that's a lie
I would like to say that I don't drink and smoke excessively to forget you but that's a lie
I would like to say the thought of us doesn't haunt me every waking moment of my life but that's lie
I would like to say it was my fault that we ended but the truth is I don't want to lie

It's that point that you just don't give a **** anymore
Cause you realized you spend your days wondering about someone
And they spend their days as if you never existed

Am I the only one who wants something real
Something passed *** that the heart can feel
I want to look into someone's eyes and feel cocoons hatch
And feel them take flight as they begin to dispatch
I want to hold someone's hand and feel my heart race
I want say the right words to see the blush on her face
I want time to feel meaningless when I'm with her
I want day and night to mix so it becomes a blur
I want get high and feel like we have the same vibe
I want to have the love you just can't describe

White roses and a box of kisses
Is the perfect present for my missus

A candle lit dinner and a bottle of wine
Is the perfect mixture to lose track of time

An unspoken love and unspoken desire
Are the ingredients that true love require

A comfy bed and a spark of ecstasy
Is the perfect duo when you lay next to me

Let's speak with our eyes and try not to say
That I wouldn't want anyone else on Valentine's Day.

This is for you
This poem is for you my dear
A sweet little gesture to dry your next tear
Someone like you should always keep this in mind
That a gem like you is so rare to find
Even the finest jeweler would mark you priceless
You shine so bright I'm blinded by brightness
Your company is the most beautiful use of time
You make me lost for words that I become a mime
So I know your day might not be going so great
I wrote this to make it better but I have to run cause I'm running late

I hope all is well for you
I hope your finally getting over the man who mistreated you
I hope you realized how good of a singer you are
I hope you see that one day you could be a star
I hope for the best in all that you do
Cause I still regret not fighting for you

Something everyone forgets is that the purpose of life is to be happy
People seem to lose the secret ingredient for their own Krabby patty
We get lost in our memories and they eat us alive
But we fail to realize that memories feed us to die
To live a happy life is frankly quiet simple
Get rid of negativity like an unwanted pimple
Keep around those who were there in your low
They helped feed the seed and watched you grow
They saw your pedals fill with vibrant color
They know by your tone when your life gets Duller
Live everyday and try to become a better you
Always set a goal to get your letter through
See Life goes by and is filled with lessons
Something you should remember is that time is of the Essence

Before I dose off to my slumber
I want to address your minds hunger
Before I give you food for your thought
Just keep in my mind what you learn is not always taught
Before I let you enter my endless train
I want you to know I went through a lot of pain
For you to understand by when I say
She changes like the week and it's day
Now let me tell you the secret to how to change
May your vision and thoughts have an endless range
So don't worry if you know you can't do it
Cause the ones who discourage you didn't go through it

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you
I wish I could tell you I want to be with you
I wish I could show you all the poems I wrote drunk
I wish I could tell you that it wasn't you and I was a punk
I took you for granted and I can't live it down
It seems to have become common that I wake up with a frown
But one day all will better and I will be filled joy
But for now I will continue to be a heartbroken boy

As i sit in this empty room i dont feel so alone
You may be here even if your not in flesh and bone
You taught me family isn't always a bad thing
And hearing I'm never gonna see you again just has a sad ring
I wish i was by your side before you passed away
But i know sooner or later we will meet again someday
So as i sit in this empty room i know that someone is here
You will forever be in our hearts, smiles, and tears.

Do you want to hear the truth?
I still think about us
In fact I think about us everynight
You are constantly in my thoughts and my dreams
I'm obsessed with everything you're not
Yet I can't seem to imagine being with anyone else
What's worse is that If I had the chance to talk to you again
My body would beg for you but I would say
we aren't meant to be

They say it's not about destination

it's about the journey

But too bad the world is circular

It has been a while since I got close to the fire
Last time I tried I burned myself and lost my desire
But you glow differently and that's what draws me in
The warmth and comfort, I couldn't resist this sin
As I got closer the feeling became more intense
A flame so hot I had began to lose my sense
I could feel each molecule bouncing of my finger
Then I felt a tingle and boy did it linger
An excruciating pain that I had felt once before
I burned myself again and lost my desire once more

one day, our love will come to an end
And if we stay together we will have to pretend
We will fake our love and it will cause us pain
Our minds will not be able to handle and we will go insane
I care about you and want you to have a happy life
But I’m all honesty I don’t see you becoming my wife
You and I are different people with different paths
And if I could I would change the past
Change it so that I spent more time on me
And not worry about monogamy
My strongest desire became my ultimate demise
And it’s only cause I couldnt see it in your eyes
One day I will leave you and pursue what was meant for me
But for right now I will push off my destiny

I hope i cut so deep into that day
That it leaves a scar
And every year the date passes by
You think of me

Herr had a wonderful date with destiny
But little did he know that he was dancing with the devil

I wake up in the morning and get myself ready
Then I put on the mask with a fake smile and pretend everything is steady

I write these poem as way to speak to you
But to my irony i keep these poems to myself
I also keep my feelings to myself
Because the last time I let them out
I only brought half of them back
The other half are with you
And I'm scared if i will lose all my feelings
And I'll be as empty as the bottle sitting on my table top

He grabs her waist
Then pulls her in
Bites his lips
While he looks at hers
She Leans in for the kiss
And he wakes up in his room
It was just a dream

When she sings I'm taken away
Her voice so mellifluous it leaves me with nothing so say
The emotion in her voice touches my heart like the sun touches land while it sets
And every note she hits makes you forget about your regrets
It is as if the most beautiful angel sung the most beautiful melody
While you were in the most beautiful setting making the most beautiful memory
Her voice is farther than the farthest
But that's because her voice is the voice of the artist

If I had the chance I would redo it all
I would stop myself so I wouldn’t fall
See all my decisions have been a step closer to the edge
And recently it feels like I’m looking over the ledge
I lost my friends and I lost myself
To pursue a career by virtue of wealth
My desires have made me who I am
But my wants have brought me closer to my end
If I could go back in time and change it all
I would make so that I drive into a wall
And leave a message to everyone to read
I’m sorry for failing you and not being able to succeed

Why do i write poems
I was asked today
Maybe it's to forget or maybe to remember
Maybe it's my only way of staying sane
But all i know is that you're my inspiration
To the words created by the ink rolled onto the paper

Put in the work for you
I’m not talking about for yourself
I’m talking about the you that drowns in thoughts
I’m talking about the you that feels empty
I’m talking about the you that is unfulfilled
I’m talking about the you that is constantly depressed
Get up and just ******* do it for you

The hardest thing to hear is that things are not the same
Time moves forward, people move on, and no one is to blame
I wish we could go back because I miss those days
Where everyone stuck together and didn’t go their own ways
But it was meant to happen and I wish I could turn back time
Where we could be ourselves and be free in our utmost prime
I will forever cherish the memories and wish I got to say
the memories I made with you is why I am who I am today

I remember the days when you inspired me to write
And now I’m stuck with this thought that keeps me up at night
Am I happy with her or did I just settle
She is a magnet but I’m the wrong metal
I like adventure, I like nature, and I like the city
And it ***** when she doesn’t laugh even though I was just kidding
I love to joke so I can make people smile
But she makes it seem like I said something vile
Is it just my jokes and how I tells
Because I only get that response from her and nobody else
I wish things went differently but life took me here
But the thought of where I am has brought a lot of fear