Vanessa Escopin

Vanessa Escopin Jul 2016

He was a stranger until then he become the fan of a lawyer you hated. He'll be studying law because his mother wanted to and he's a fan. But then everything changed. He knew that that lawyer was his father. He does something to save his father's image because you have some evidence of the lawyer's delinquent's. But he almost killed you, not literally. You met an accident because of him, you didn't know all along.

He never prayed until that day, he prayed "Let her live. Please. I will give up all my happiness. You can let me die. Just let her live."You survived that accident. He quit law school because he knew that his father;the lawyer you hated became the lawyer of the one who killed your father. He sacrificed. He didn't tell the lawyer that he is his son.

And years after, he is dying. He got only months to live and he wanted to spend it with you. You're new at this. You didn't know if he's telling you the truth or not. But you let him. Because you love him all along. *But he died saying he love's you the first time he saw you.

Vanessa Escopin May 2016

No

You will no longer be the one
I wrote my poetry for
Because you abandon me
In my darkest times

You give up
In the times I'm almost
Almost loving you,
You left my heart

I should not let you in
At first time I saw you
Cause you broke my whole heart
Without you knowing?

You let me feel insecure
You let me cry
You resist me
You give up on me

Yet I am still hoping for something.
But this time this is the last....

Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016

Don't

Don't fall inlove with me
You're a light, i might turn your life into darkness.
You're a beautiful sunny day, I might turn you into a rainy day.
You're the milky way, I'm the blackhole.
I'm dangerous. I might **** you with my ai.
So just don't fall in love with me for I am a disaster.

Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016

fall

The more she smiles, the more he falls
The more she laugh, the more his heart beats fast
Love love love it is.

Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016

Too late

I give myself time to think
Think if I really feel something
Something special for him

But it turns out, he mis-understood my silence
My silence reveal the truth
The truth that he's one of the boys

One of the boys who easily give up
Give up in the times you're realizing
Realizing that you're falling too

I fell too hard that it breaks me inside.
*I love him but he give up.

I thought I didn't love him but...

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Do I really don't feel the same?

You're not my 3am thought
And definitely not my 2am nor 1am
You're just someone who makes me special
But I don't feel the same

Maybe they'll call it unrequitted love
Maybe I have thought of you, but not my 3am thought
I tried to love you back
But my heart just can't

I do feel happy everytime your name pops on my screen
I do feel special everytime you compliment me
But I'm not in love with you
I am just happy you're my friend and companion

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

I write for myself

Everytime I felt alone, I write
Everytime I feel lonely, I write
Everytime I feel empty, I write

When my emotions were blur, I write
When my emotions were mixed, I write
When my emotions full of sadness, I write

Every sadness, lonely, empty feeling I felt, I write
Because in that way, I let my emotions out.
I do it in a way where I can tell it to myself.