Hands r miracles
They can stimulate in ways
I crave
Honor
And
Now
Dream
Sweetly

My heart hanged up above the open
Door
Reached ever more to adore
Love
Heart hangs on edge caught by ur sharp hand
Your voice closed  the door tight

Long ago this happiness was not thought of
It came naturally as a kid and less
Physical issues
I grew up then this happiness fades slowly but quickly recent years
Reality settled in and I consumed up the worry and guilt that weighted me down
So bad I cry so fast now
So easily at any thoughts
This shatters my world for him
To run from me...when I want him for me

WHen I can no longer see the light
   In a lot of things
   To try care more often
    But being sick
  As well as crippled has made me
  Become a temporary different person
   All I want is for my old self
    WHen I'm in need for help
    Sad how you're not there for me
    I would love help from that 1 person
    You like

Haters obviously
Going to be against me
Why I have
What they desire
Brains
Height
The hair
I am determinated
To prove them
Wrong
Watch see
This war not done
Wimp
And
******* u are haha

Nonstop pain in my front part of my
                                           Head
                                As if someone took a hammer & smashed it x10
                                 Even when i sleep or attempt seems worse
                   How that possible ?..

Hungry . eat apple
Lemon
This helps

Healing
Every
Aspect
Love
The heart

Hear each artery
Race through

No matter I cut strings
Or strengthen current ones
My chest beats  same way same
Weight heavy
Suffocating my happiness from my
Skin
Drafting down to hell

My hearts wants you
   Mind says forget you
    I can't decide
    WHat's better for me
    To destroy myself
    No

I can feel the heat
When your near
      Ur that good to me
     Like u that much
     JUst stop being so attractive
      All it does is make me nuts
   Over  u
Can't do anything right
                 Beside you
        Heat my interal body
         Meant for you
     Heat my blood
       You do it magically

Heating
Everything
Away
There
Everyone roasts

Have
Electric
Eels
Laughing

Help
Everyone
Love it
Cope
On plane
Take everyone right

At times I
could gaze at you then
I see hell in ur eyes

Are you a henophile
Who loves the sun
Because you shine so much
In my eyes

You spend time with her
Wherever she goes
Your with her
You laugh with her
Touch her
Most of all play games against her
I'm the
Invisible line
That has cuts and has bleed
Yes I'm not her
But I'm myself
I don' t come on strong
Like she tens to be
You help her with simple things
SHe does your work from easy - Hard
I'm not any help to you
Am I only worth ur attention cuz of my smile ?
Or is it that you
Need
  Not want ....  
Continue to spend this time with her
I never even had the moments she's had
But let me remind you that
  I care more and do it out of kindness
Not because I have to

He
Eventually
Rescue others

Don't ever take my place
I've made him creative arts
While it's love
Your just temporary candy for him

In college suppose to be free
High school was
Literal hell
Now u came into college
***** you

All I want is him
His voice in my ears
His touch on skin
Just us being free

Reason for my smile
  I can't stop for a while
Nights made
Days better
Inner beauty lasts forever
Harmarita,  Smitten, to the maxxxx
         Cures my ilness
         Gives me hope
       Confidence I can do it !
     I do it in his name
         As though he's in front of me
      Halycon
         Rapture , helll yea
Words tangible towards me heart <3

My sunshine morning Star
You're everything that I'm not

Hug
On
Lot d

Hug
Onto
Love daily

My words won't be hold onto
Much more
They will spill out like venomous
Poison
But you won't dare to cry in front of me
Hope these words will punish u
From God Almighty
He knows what you have done

Heaven
Oh
Lord
I
Dreamt
A
Year full of memories

Holy
O
Lord
It
Dances
Away
Years

Tis season be jolly
Deck halls with bells of Holly
Jingle bell rock around Christmas​ tree
With me
All night long
While frosty snowman appears
With his garment of clothes

High
Overacheived
Noble
Or
Respected
Graduation
Is best feeling ever
U lose people
But then remake new
Friends

I wanna see the light that
                                   You and me can spread like a disease  ,
                                             Us just smiling
                                  Glowing & showing our euphoria  
                                             To everyone else & having them
                               Maybe just finally gloat ,about our chance at
                          Something that's real and fantastic ,  better yet magical
                          Take some of my own powers & reflect on it
                                           Use it for only good
              nothing but good
                                            Hope it can happen between us two
                                        Promise this secret ?