I was the fish This fat fish who was Floundering about in ocean Met another fish Only he's a eel I reeled into him Now hooked to his emotions I was this sour bait
I start at low point then I reach the top ****** Of your body Then as you disappear My life feels like again Ending it as a triangle You have now hurt me x3 times My breaking points at each Side
I want you to be my food Someone who I crave @ times You can be bitter sweet or just salty But you'll always be my lover in the end of it all Voracious you
WHen I can no longer see the light In a lot of things To try care more often But being sick As well as crippled has made me Become a temporary different person All I want is for my old self WHen I'm in need for help Sad how you're not there for me I would love help from that 1 person You like
How can I wake up in fast tears? Aren't I supposed to be refreshed In my mind and body So why do these tears show.when no one's around Next time I won't be able hide it like. I've been for 3 years 3 years of fake happiness I hope I come to more with love
Each morning I try become better version of myself I try to think of this box Lid over my heart If it's opened it doesn't contain my feeling The box is purple
Stress takes over me like a electrical wire Burning on fire I realize that there's hope I may have my mind on too many topics But I need to slow it down I regret too easily like a baby wanting to walk Tears my heart apart like a rip of a cut Stinging like a killer bee just touched me Even though at times i wish my heart would drop but not too far down just so I can push away emotions
Wish future me had special Chip After I would die This chip automatically Turns my life on a new again As new woman It only turned on When ur love Was Now longing for me come back to earth