It's hard to put into words how I feel
But I'm sure everyone feels something the same
Though some hurt more than others
We're sharing the same pain.

None of us walk alone
We're in this together
We'll keep his memory alive
Keep it going, forever.

Though I'd like to say I can relate
I can never really imagine how he felt
But I know he's in a better place
This is just how the cards have been dealt.

Stay strong, my friends
I love you guys beyond the sky
And I'm here for all of you
I won't let you simply pass by.

Now remember Dean with a smile
Remember him with a laugh
Remember all the good times
Even though we can't have him back.

We'll see him in the afterlife
I know this is true
Rest in Paradise, Dean,  my friend
We all love you.

Everything is out of control
I feel like I've lost my mind
I have to sort through all the pieces
And gain control of the time.

My brain practically exploded
I might be past the point of no return
Or maybe I'm just being dramatic
I can't be too sure.

So many emotions
So many words as well
I can't speak any of them
Everything is so hard, I'm sure you can tell.

I'll just put the pieces back together
Thought I'm missing a few
Pull myself up off the floor
This is just another dark tunnel to walk through.

On my feet.  I'll keep going.

I told him my secret
Of the love that I've kept
Deep in my heart, from him.

I divulged all the details
Pouring out my soul of emotions
And serving my heart on a silver platter, to him.

At first the initial shock
Of telling all my desires
Showed on my face, but it was acceptable, to him.

He completely agreed
And understood my words
My poetic confession appealing, to him.

He loves me, he say's
And I love him
Which is exciting to me, and to him.

Now that the secret is out
The passion is unleashed
Which is entirely okay with me, and with him.

Where we stand is spiraling
Into a depth thought unreachable
And the idea is less terrifying, and more exhilarating to me, and maybe to him.

I've accessed intense emotions
That I thought were only for the insane
But maybe I'm crazy, to him.

I've opened my heart
Everything I am, spilling out
And it seems it is more than just a little something, to him.

I expect this to work out
Maybe for the long haul, I don't really know
That would be nice to me.. and maybe a little crazy, to him.

A little crazy never hurt anybody
At least it never hurts me
And clearly, that's okay with him.

Everything.
Everything's okay.

This world is not mine
I emerged from a magic mirror
And coming here to find
That my vision is clearer.

This is where I come to escape
Flower fields and tall trees
Butterflies surround a lake
It's beauty a sense of release.

This world is not mine to keep
But I can visit it any time
This is all what I dream when I sleep
Somewhere to hold my sanity in line.

When I rise
I feel renewed
And forgetting all my stressful ties
I feel like I can get through...

Life.
And visit the magic mirror again tonight.

It's nice to wake up next to you
A comfortable feeling
That I could get used to.

Rising whenever we please
Taking our time to get out of bed
A ***** feeling, it puts me at ease.

Just as I am waking
I know you're next to me
And a smile is immediately forming.

I really could get used to this
Sleeping next to you
And receiving a good morning kiss.

I want it to last
But you cant stay in bed forever
I am hoping tonight comes fast.

So I can get close to you again
Hold you in my arms
And maybe the night wont end.

This is where I belong
Painting a picture of you and me
In fluorescent technicolor.

Reality is upside down
But that's the way it's supposed to be
When you feel like this for each other.

The water's deep and overwhelming
The excitement of something new
Filling me to the brim.

I will swim through the water
It's eternal depth so rainbow, yet blue
And all I can see is now is you.

Is this a dream?
I'd rather not wake up if it is
I could just sleep like this forever.

I guess this is what you get
When you wait around for the right kiss
Isn't love so slippery and clever?

I've captured it in my hands
Finally letting it take over my heart
And I'll allow it to continue to grow.

I won't let it escape
This is such a wonderful part
Of the story that is my life flow.

Could it be happening like this?
So fast, so new, so fresh
I'm practically weak in the knees
Especially when I'm in his arms.

The world is so much more now
Than it was before
Everything is so colorful
Rather than black and white.

I could -die- for him
I know that's crazy to hear
We haven't been together for long..
But that's how I feel.

I have this gut feeling
That we're really gonna go far
It's almost terrifying
But I welcome it.

I always imagined it being like this
This love thing
I never really had it
Thought I did, but I was wrong.

This is how it really is to be in love
Powerful, passionate, exhilarating
And rather than -pretending- that I feel those things
They really are there, exploding on the inside of my heart.

I tried to find this kind of love before
But you can never really go out looking for it
And when you finally stop searching everywhere
It falls right into your lap, like it had never been hidden.

I literally swoon
He makes me swoon
I didn't ever think swooning was real
Just an over dramatization of a small feeling you only see in movies.

His eyes on me make me melt
His kisses lead me into a spinning excitement
Where the world outside of that moment, outside our universe,
Ceases to exist all together.

The best part is knowing that fairy-tale love exists
As long as you find the right person
Wait! Don't rush! Don't settle!
It'll come to you. It will.

As I conclude
This poetic letter of my confession, straight from my heart
Let love evade you!
If you keep chasing it-- it will never come

Love.
I couldn't think of a better word.