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Kichiya Hayashi Sep 2024
your scent makes me feel safe
and your warm brown eyes comforts me
the bear hugs from you became my favorite thing
and your smile gets me through the day
you don’t need your stethoscope to get me cured
i’ve already stitched what my past has broke
your presence alone is enough for me
i see colors again to translate it to poetry
i’m glad i found you in the after rain
#love #healing #perspective #life #doctor
Kichiya Hayashi Nov 2021
Konnichiwa! My name is Kichiya. Most people find me distant at first but once you get to know me, you'll see that it's the other way around. I'm a direct person, I state what I have in mind without hesitation. Sometimes I hold back but I find it hard to keep what it needs to be addressed over protecting someone's fragile ego. With that, I may appear to be brutally honest, but I expect likewise. I love simple things in life, and I'm extremely thankful for what's upon and what I'm given. I love cooking and trying out new things. I'm always up for an adventure and meeting different kinds of people. I'm very easy going and I like making others laugh. Some people may find me a bit complicated but I'm not afraid to take the initiative. Generally, I’m a nice person but please don’t cross me or I’ll never look at you the same way again.

I do fancy anything that look better sketchy and unresolved in my eyes. Just like anything else when endowed with a sense of implicitness and mystery hanging in the air. Yet, If there is something I should state so early, I'm very reserved and I filter people that deserves to be kept in my life. I have nothing soulful to absorb from superficial connections, of any kind.

Theoretically speaking, I'm most probably not your usual cup of tea! I dislike (our) modernity. I swear. This isn't because I have any fetish going against the flow. Most people value harmony and coexistence in their life, so do I. Call me reactive if you want, but the times we live in feel to me completely cold, morally downgrading, highly narcissistic, and thus, bluntly disenchanted. Although I feel somewhat indifferent, I do not think that I should be melancholic about life anymore but rather be more enthusiastic for things this life on earth has to unfold  as long as I'm breathing. That said, I'm not closing my doors for possibilities.
Kichiya Hayashi Oct 2021
I am not my past or my future,
I am here and now.

I am not my thoughts or my feelings,
Thoughts and feelings are what I have.

I am not my behavior,
My behavior is what I do.

I am something deeper,
I grow, I change, I renew.
#selfactualization #selfcare
#breathe
Kichiya Hayashi Aug 2018
There’s black butteflies twirling around my soul
Slowly luring me, wrapping my crushed spirit
Inviting me to disappear from this world of misery

The black butterflies mummified my body
Inch by inch they took care of my wrecked vessel like a soldier died fighting on the battlefield

People keep on telling me to be strong
They never realized my strength is drained
I wish my heart is big enough to contain this endless pain

Oh I want to be in paradise
Oh I want to be in paradise
Oh.I.want.to.be.in.paradise.
Kichiya Hayashi Aug 2020
my coffee gone cold
and so are you
Kichiya Hayashi Aug 2018
Within the dark shadows of my heart
The torch’s glow reveals your face.
Within the dungeon of my soul,
the corridors echo with your laughter. Within the castle walls of my resolve,
your tender caress sets them ablaze.

Within the misty forest of my memories, your soft wet kisses call my name.
Within my daydreams of tomorrow,
we sleep in each other’s arms.
And within my wildest wishes, you claim me to be YOURS
Kichiya Hayashi Jul 2020
we all have 'favorites'
from movies, food, music, hobbies
the list is no ending
but having favorite people is beyond compare

we build memories with them
we established relationships
they are part of who you are
they makes us happy and comforted

but life in retrospect, our favorite people becomes strangers

the people that pops in our head the moment we got big news
the people we are so eagerly to see and hug whenever we're low
the people that basically a part of your joyful future

they turn into strangers

for bizarre reasons sometimes we couldn't fathom
they gradually pull away
and you're just there watching them do so
because the truth is

we can't force them to care for you the way you expect them to be
so put extra value for those who chose to stay
show them they hold currency
they don't have to be many
you don't have to be loved and adored by many
just keep on treating them right
and if one day

one day..

they decide to walk away from you
you get to smile while holding back your tears
saying to yourself...

"That stranger used to be my favorite"
I wanna be there when all the laughter is gone
I wanna be there when the party is over and there’s a pile of dishes in the sink

I wanna be there when groceries runs out
I wanna be there when the pants doesn’t fit
I wanna be there when I hear silent whimpering
I wanna be there when the incandescent light bulbs begins to lose it spark

Because in the world where people care more about aesthetics, mediocre attention and lust

I’d rather be there with you even in the storm
——in the war
and all the ugly things you may live through
than be left with a thought of you bearing it all alone

I’m your light keeper
I’m the one thing that stays
——beside you, with you
Before and after the finish line
Whenever you break, I mend
Kichiya Hayashi Jul 2018
notice that when we meet in the road,
we pause.
and notice that in that pause we meet.
Kichiya Hayashi Jul 2020
an unknown comforting vibe
that magically makes your soul revive
surrounds you when you listen to sad melody
the soft slow and painful words sinking deeply
feeling every pulse of your hand
writing our names on the sand
Kichiya Hayashi Jul 2020
We've met before
I remember your crooked smile
It make me ruminate like deep oceans
You have galaxies in your eyes
Your tears are shooting stars
Does your mind seems a little too clouded?
Does your heart seems a little too loaded?
Goodbyes are hard for you to say
I guess a shred of my soul lingers pensively to your veins
Kichiya Hayashi Jun 2018
Lost and not yet found  
How can this life be so unfair?
The unfathomable emptiness in me
Pushing me to my very edge

Everyday I’m screaming
Pleading for help
For care
And safety
Nobody hears me
I’m a fountain of tears
Trapped in a human body
Kichiya Hayashi Jul 2018
Feels like plain
and
peaceful all at once
ocean scent lingers
through my skin
emotions scribbled
and leaves are falling
skies darkens and
soul is weary
unfolding bliss
as I continue walking
Enjoying the wind ^^
Kichiya Hayashi Sep 2019
The moment of sunsets that takes me away
as you lean your head on my shoulder
And the tangerine light glazed on your face
this is my perfect Summer

I couldn’t ask for more when I’m with you
Just grab my hand
I’ll go wherever leads me to you
I am better with you and
you’re better with me
Like wine and cheese oh so lovely

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