So I keep moving forward,
with giant strides,
but I have one hand holding the past.
I try to stretch,
to cover all the places my heart wants to be,
my hands like claws,
scratching the lands my feet left behind.

and just like the evergreen in winter,
i will droop and slump down into myself
waiting for winter to go.
i will remain among the living,
barely in bloom
so many of my leaves scattered at my feet
but enough remaining
to keep me breathing,
my eyes ever watching, waiting
for the first sign of spring.

I wanted to kiss you,
but in a different way.
I wished you had kissed me;
in that same way.

Sense the grandeur of your power
As you disrupt one life after another...

love the ex for helping me gets sober..
but hate what a ****** he is....



do love for helping get right tho.

It was the unbearable lightness
of intense dark
that drove me to madness,
that kept me sane.

They told me not to play with fire
Told me that it was dangerous;
A mistake to make if I decided upon it
I told them not to worry

I watched the flame grow
Dancing around to the music
Flickering to the sound
The sound of its heartbeat

One day, the fire grew larger
This time, it no longer danced or flickered
It only destroyed
Bringing everything and everyone down

They told me not to play with fire
They told me it would only lead to danger
I never listened
I should have listened.

Who is modern girl for you ?
1. One who wear western clothes
2. One who is working
4. One who has her own opinion
5 . One who refuses to be dominated
6. One who is fighting for her own identity
7. One who is fighting for her existence
8. One who is focused in life
9. One who is running her house financially
10. One who refuses to be victim of domestic violence, ****** harassment, gender biased ness
Why for every single mishap in our society we often hear comments like .. She was trying to be modern , who told her to work why she cant take care of her responsibility at home after all females are made for this and mind you this is nature law that's why they are soft coz nature wants them to take care of soft things .. Lolz ...irony is in my opinion women are much more stronger than men .. Why wen a woman raise her voice we often hear comments either on her character or her stubborn ness ... ATTITUDE if she carries she is not made for society and if she doesn't  carry same people comment " she should have raised her voice after all she has rights " why this diplomacy ?