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Christmas just isn't going to be as Merry this year...

I'm sorry........
Breaks down and cries
I'm sorry........
cries even more and pleads for forgiveness
I'm sor-
He stops me and kisses my tears away
"Don't be sorry babe, you have nothing to be sorry for."
*stops crying and walks hand in hand into the bedroom

I would say I'm sorry for my out burst but...

Would you rather me honest or lie?
7 people raise hand for lie
3 people raise hand for truth

Okay well I'm just gonna say this

I'm not as sorry I should be...NO
I'm not sorry at all.

This year was suppose to be a great Christmas but how is it suppose to great if you got girls down the street being gang ***** and you can't do a thing about it.

Or better yet how is it suppose to be a "MERRY CHRISTMAS" if your just a 15 year old girl trying to please her parents and being threatened with "If you don't do all theses chores you get no Christmas"

Yea, that's the spirit!

You know what I should be sorry but I'm not so this is my Christmas wish to all those people who see nothing wrong in this world,
to all those people who are so positive and look down on all of us who are negative because we know what the world is like and have known since a the age of ******* 4!

Here's my wish to you:
I wish you would open your ******* eyes!!!!
Or better yet for judging me just last week

*GO **** YOURSELF!!!

I love you. It's a fact. But the way you treat me...
I don't know anymore...
He treats me better than you do,
I like him too...

You are my love...
but with the way things are going...
I don't know anymore...
so:

NOTICE ME SENPAI!!! >///~///<

You are a bad guy
I bid you good bye

I stooped missing you.
I stopped needing you.
My heart learned to stop aching.
My mind stopped worrying.
I am healing quickly.
But the problem is... no one is filling the space I have. No one is giving me that feeling that I felt with you. I am still lost in mind, drowning in thoughts. Oh god heal every broken piece of my broken tired heart.

Ring.
I know I shouldn’t but there is no other way. I have used up all my options; this is it. I am a failure; nobody likes me; nobody should like me; I’m a terrible influence. Why me?
Ring.
God it’s starting to hurt. Should I clean this up? No. I’ll leave it. It doesn’t make a difference to me. It won’t last much longer until all the pain goes away.
Ring.
What if it doesn’t work? I can’t see anymore. Just one more time.
Ring.
Why are my parents so ignorant that they can’t even hear me? Can’t they tell what I’m doing? ***** them; ***** the world; I wasn’t meant for this life.
Ring.
SOMEONE PICK UP THE **** PHONE PLEASE. I really can’t see now; my face is black and my body, red.
Ring.
…
Hello?
Hello?*
*Is someone there?