my life is filled with empty books
hundreds of pages blank
not one stained black
and I sit here for days
reading too far into things left unsaid

i understood it all that night
for once i lyed awake feeling as if i held knowledge
then morning came
and my sense of confusion had peaked

Milky way, dip me in
Stars will lead me, Luna will take me
Asteroids & comets, help me wish
You, bring my head down back to Earth

I was head over heals for you
hot
you were unsure of things
fluid
you'd make me mad and I'd strike the match
and while throwing your arms around in rage
gasoline would spill
the match would drop
dead

You meant so much
had so much worth
but received so little

But he did nothing of notability
was a mere shadow of you
then won it all

And I swear I rooted for you
all the way through
I had no doubt you'd rise to the top
but when you didn't you let anger win you over
You pinned the blame on me
pierced my body with words like that of a dagger

I swear I love you
However I swear you're blind to it

oh how slowly time can pass
I could dream up a novel
only to find that the clock has not quite ticked 3 times just yet

Or maybe these ticks come and go all too fast
maybe I move in slow motion
too slow for day to day tasks
paced just perfectly to drift far away

tell me everything that should make me hate you and I promise my feelings won't change. I'm in love with you and I can assure you that will never change

golden rays flashing from the sun
coastal blue waves lap up onto me
i breathe in the scent of salty air mixed with coconut scented tanning oil
to my right i see you
you're summer's promise to me
your blonde overgrown hair just covers your ears
a pool of blue swims in you eyes
you look at mine
green leaves and just peaking do you see sun's golden rays
we wear tanned complexions
and bask in the presence of one another
you press your hands into the sand, warm on you skin & grainy to the touch
you lean over and kiss me tugging at my my hair
i feel a new wave of heat transpire over us two
before we knew it temperatures plummeted  
I loved the heat, i hated that it always turns into a biting cold