It's time to get up
Pull my life together
This isn't me
I know I'm stronger then this.
She doesn't want me and its painful.
But this isn't me.
Never have I ever let some girl hurt me.
Never thought i would.
But here and now, I think she broke me.
I keep running back even though I know she made her mind up.
This was never me.
Look what she's done.
But I know what needs to happen.
Its time to stop.
Time to pick my heart up and put my foot down.

sleepless nights
         incur frightful
terrors
            locked in torpidity
as anxiety
           dashes up the sheets
i practice
                this waltz with death
  unsuccessfully

Spring nights know no dawns
      Winter dead and gone
fights of house cleaning
                seeing isn't believing

A spring child born
     enduring such hardships
though it head filled will knowledge
         knows no bounds
or bonds